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Replying to Emmaline Zhang Jan 1, 2025
Person Zhao Lu Si
Now we know where all bad rumors in the past came from … so haters think twice before you slander her
That was past incident with old manager
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Replying to Emmaline Zhang Jan 1, 2025
Person Zhao Lu Si
Now we know where all bad rumors in the past came from … so haters think twice before you slander her
And For KU media? They’re responsible for her current over work schedule, and they have never defended her from black hot searches too
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Replying to Emmaline Zhang Jan 1, 2025
Person Zhao Lu Si
Now we know where all bad rumors in the past came from … so haters think twice before you slander her
Her ex-manager was a woman who stole and abused her
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Replying to Aria003 Jan 1, 2025
Person Zhao Lu Si
I doubt we will be seeing her again until a long time after cause this fight will be long, sue the abusers, brand…
We don’t know yet, she’s suffered not only this year, has been suffering a few years, but still managed to film so many dramas until now. Well time will tell, for now, let’s hope that she gets recovered soon
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Replying to Emmaline Zhang Jan 1, 2025
Person Zhao Lu Si
#ZhaoLusi: This is my first and last response to everything that has happened recently. I sincerely apologize…
Now we know where all bad rumors in the past came from … so haters think twice before you slander her
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On Zhao Lu Si Jan 1, 2025
Person Zhao Lu Si
#ZhaoLusi:

This is my first and last response to everything that has happened recently. I sincerely apologize for taking up public attention.

Before all this, I never allowed my illness to affect my work or those around me. I also acknowledge my own shortcomings. I’ve always thought of myself as patient, but over the past half month, I’ve realized that deep down, I’m not as magnanimous as I believed. So, I do hold some responsibility for the situation.

My profession has given me more help and support than I could have imagined. I’m deeply grateful and fortunate, which allows me to understand all the misunderstandings I’ve faced. I fully support the idea that anyone can choose the career they aspire to at any time. You always have the right to leave the hardships and exhaustion of your current situation. You can stop whenever you want; you are free, and you can be brave.

At the same time, I understand that everyone has experienced grievances and injustices. I’ve heard too many horrifying stories. If someone, without receiving any support, is silenced while their abuser grows bolder, regardless of profession, age, or gender, I believe that is wrong. It’s absurd to force someone to reopen old wounds to prove they’re not “overthinking,” not “too weak,” or not “unsatisfied.”

No one but a doctor has the right to assess the severity of someone’s trauma or determine whether it qualifies as an illness.

In 2019, I began experiencing depressive symptoms. People told me, “Don’t make a big deal out of it,” or “Think positively, and everything will be fine.” I thought I was being overly sensitive and didn’t take my mental health seriously.

In 2021, I started feeling as if bugs were crawling on me, accompanied by needle-like sensations and allergies. Even after taking medication and getting injections, the symptoms didn’t improve. I eventually sought a psychologist to help manage my anxiety.

In 2023, I faced pneumonia, emphysema, pityriasis rosea, hives, night sweats, sudden awakenings, and nerve deafness. I also dealt with the passing of a loved one and several cancer diagnoses within the family—all within a short time. However, the magnitude of the events overshadowed my emotions, and I continued to neglect myself.

It wasn’t until 2024 that I began experiencing severe physical symptoms like frequent dry heaving, dizziness, joint pain, and worsening allergies. I assumed these were normal side effects of targeted allergy medication.

When I was a child, I was often labeled as “useless” and a “pretty face.” During after-school tutoring, a teacher once hit me in their dorm. I believed it was justified because I wasn’t performing well academically and didn’t dare to speak up, thinking, “I must be the problem.”

As I grew up, I was hit again after failing an acting audition. I thought it was my fault for not succeeding, so I stayed silent and only wanted to escape. I was used to handling everything on my own and never sought help. Later, after my work started getting recognition, I finally gained the confidence to say goodbye to that chapter of my life.

In the end, she demanded a large “termination of contract fee” before finally stopping her cycles of crying, making scenes, and threatening self-harm. Even then, she spread endless slander and rumors about me, both inside and outside the industry. Countless people reached out to gossip after hearing these stories. Every incident deepened my pain, and the harm hasn’t stopped.

I understand very well that I can’t have everything I want, nor can I demand perfection from my friends, family, or company. They haven’t hurt me and have done their best to protect me—that’s more than enough.

I’ve never publicly mentioned my illness before because I didn’t want it to be labeled as a “publicity stunt.” However, given the current circumstances, I hope this can raise awareness: m
Feeling depressed can be an emotion, but depression as an illness is a medical condition. It cannot be resolved by simply “thinking positively” or “talking it out.”

To those who share my feelings of being “truly understood”: whether or not others understand is no longer important. What’s worse is being caught in a cycle of endless explanations while being unable to save yourself.
Understanding mental health and prioritizing mental health care is incredibly important.

Regret is a useless emotion.
“So take this ‘special time’ as an opportunity to break free from past inner conflicts and rebuild yourself.”

Thank you to everyone who cared. It’s because of love that I’ve found the strength to live again.

Wishing everyone a Happy New Year and endless happiness."

#TruthForZhaoLusi

#TruthForZhaoLusi
https://x.com/wonwoncity/status/1874407888686563361?s=46
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On Guardians of the Dafeng Dec 31, 2024
Lol , when the misunderstanding about lin an identity will be revealed?😆😆 poor him, he really thought he got a strong backer, it turns out he is the strong one😭😭😭…

And what is the airing schedule ?
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Replying to Luffy Dec 31, 2024
am i the only one who thinks caiwei and zu qi an is good match lol
Lol well i just feel this drama doesn’t need romance….. friendship is better
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Replying to Mdzhela Dec 31, 2024
Person Zhao Lu Si
I am glad that her friend is speaking out, and hopefully ZLS’ s contract will be expiring soon, so she doesn’t…
We don’t know when.. but hopefully she will break free from them.. the agency has never protected her from malicious attacks anyway
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Replying to Skz16 Dec 31, 2024
Person Zhao Lu Si
I knew her company was bad, but never thought it was this bad. Cam't believe they abused her. Justice will be…
🙏🏻😭
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Replying to Bajpai Dec 31, 2024
Person Zhao Lu Si
Can anybody tell me how long the contract last??? Like it's been 5 years already since 2019, don't they renew…
Usually lasted 7-8 years it depends on agency though
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Replying to Tanima Tani Dec 31, 2024
Person Zhao Lu Si
They abused her this bad and she still stayed with her company for this long is crazy. I get that if she chose…
Bound by contract, can’t help it
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On Zhao Lu Si Dec 31, 2024
Person Zhao Lu Si
We hope she will break free from KU this year

“With the consent of #ZhaoLusi, her friend Song Nan Xi has just revealed a horrifying anecdote on Lusi being physically, verbally and emotionally abused by people in her company since 2019

"I’m truly furious. These are some things I want to reveal as her good friend. Back in 2019, something happened that I’ve been keeping in my heart for a long time....

It wasn’t until I came to Hangzhou and saw her sitting in a wheelchair, looking incredibly frail and thin, that I fully realized the weight of it. Although I wasn’t involved in what happened this time and can’t speak to it, I told her that emotions can’t be bottled up; they need to be expressed and released.

As we talked, we revisited that incident from 2019, and it became clear that she was never truly able to let it go. Since that’s the case, even if it means being criticized or misunderstood, it’s better to speak out.

In April 2019, during a break in her schedule, Lusi was in Beijing auditioning for roles. At the time, she didn’t have a place to stay, so she stayed at my house. During the day, we were both busy with our own work and only occasionally ate and chatted together. But one night, I came home, turned on the light, and found her curled up in the living room in the dark. I asked her what was wrong, and she said, “I don’t know why they hit me. I’m really scared.”

I was shocked.

“Why? There has to be a reason, right?”

She told me about someone who had dragged her into the bathroom and berated her for two hours, saying things like how useless she was, why she couldn’t land a role, and how she should reflect on why she hadn’t been cast as a lead actress before. They criticized her weight and said she wasn’t as good as others, just constantly putting her down. This went on until 2 AM. Finally, because Lusi stayed silent, that person slammed the door and left. Lusi, feeling aggrieved, grabbed her bag and opened the door to leave. It was drizzling outside. That person chased after her, seemingly trying to grab her. We’re not sure whether they intended to slap her or pull her hair and missed, but in any case, she was hit. She was terrified.

Over the years, we’ve talked about this incident many times, and I’ve always felt guilty for not realizing how much it had been weighing on her. Both she and I thought that openly discussing what happened meant she had moved on. Lusi has been doing better and better, so we assumed she wasn’t dwelling on it anymore. But when I found out she still wakes up in terror from nightmares about it, I realized that this issue was far from resolved.

At the time, I asked her when it happened, and she said it was the night before. She had only gotten home to sleep at 5 AM, after a dispute around 4 AM. near the entrance of that residential complex.

Since I had left early in the morning, I didn’t find out about it until I came home that evening. Back then, we were both so young and knew that even if we reported it to the police, we’d need evidence. We were also worried that without evidence, justice might not be served. So, Lusi and I went together to look for surveillance footage. I asked her if she had told her family. She said she didn’t want to. She didn’t want to burn bridges because her contract hadn’t expired yet, and she feared involving her parents would lead to them having to pay compensation, which would make her feel guilty.

For the next few days, she hardly slept. How could she sleep under such circumstances? I ask you, why should someone who hasn’t done anything wrong have to bear such humiliation and injustice? What did she do wrong?

The next day, Lusi was summoned to the company. With just a simple “I’m sorry, I was drunk,” it was brushed aside and ended.

Later, we found out that the first thing this person did in the morning was call Lusi’s mom, saying how disobedient Lusi was. They were clearly planting a seed, trying to make sure that no matter what happened, her mom would “understand”

and believe that whatever they did was for her own good.

This person never once apologized to Lusi. Not a single word of remorse. No matter what, what gives you the right to treat a 21 years old girl like this? There were 5 people present at the scene, all trying to restrain this raging person. Lusi’s manager at the time held her in their arms, and two other artists also knew what happened and how dazed and distraught Lusi was during that period. With so many people witnessing it, just because you’re the boss and Lusi is a young girl with no background, does that mean you can treat her this way?!

I will never forget her face — a face that was always so full of smiles. That night, it turned into a face of helplessness and fear, with tears streaming down uncontrollably.
What I want to say is that Lusi has always been someone who handles everything and processes her emotions on her own. She didn’t even tell me about this incident! We were still chatting as usual, and she only casually asked me, “Are you busy these days?” How could I have known she had fallen ill?! It wasn’t until a few days later that a friend told me.

When I went back to check our chat from the 18th, I finally realized what had happened!

She has always been a giving and responsible person, toward her friends, her family, the people around her, and even co-stars she barely knows. She’s always thinking of others. She’s also incredibly strong, and many things that have happened prove how well she can handle pressure. All of us, including herself, believed this to be true.

But in reality, her ability to endure pressure has been reflected in the toll it has taken on her body. When she can’t process her emotions, she chooses to bottle them up and keep them to herself, without telling us because she doesn’t want us to feel burdened until today...

I can’t help but think, how could the person who bullied her back then be so malicious? Truly evil to the core! Why has no one held them accountable? And now, the trolls online spouting nonsense. Don't they ever think that they, too, could fall ill one day? All of these people are abusers and perpetrators! Haven’t there been enough tragedies caused by online bullying? I’m deeply worried about her. Given her current health, how can she possibly face the endless cycles of online harassment, malicious reposts, and fabricated rumors?

To these people: stop using someone who is unwell as a target for your jokes, mockery, and petty remarks. The legal actions against these trolls have not ceased, and even if she were just an ordinary person, she wouldn’t deserve to be treated this way!

Heaven is watching. Remember, everything will come back around. We believe she will recover, regain her smile, share all kinds of funny stories with us, and return to her vibrant self! We also hope that those who truly care about Lusi will send her positive energy and love. Thank you all for that!

Lastly, everything stated above has been shared with her consent."

#TruthForZhaoLusi #ZhaoLusi

#TruthForZhaoLusi
https://x.com/wonwoncity/status/1873935075810959743?s=46
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Replying to Guardians of the Dafeng Dec 30, 2024
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From what i am watching until ep.8…

The crown prince and princesses have different mothers… they’re step siblings… but the crown prince and princess lin an have the same mother.

Princess huai qing and prince 10th have the same mother
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On Guardians of the Dafeng Dec 30, 2024
Lol what a chaos.. i wonder what huai qing princess gonna do after she knows her appointee has worked under lin an princess

Up until ep.8 i wonder who’s our main villain? 😅
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Replying to RAMking Dec 30, 2024
I don't about the novel,here almost every Female lead seems to be shoppable with ML, and FL doesn't even have…
Lol isn’t it giving a Joy of Life vibe ? I think it doesn’t matter… i love this kind of plot
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Replying to Gsj Dec 30, 2024
Hey!! new here how is it ??should give a try ??
Yeah you should.. who knows you might love it
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Replying to kaka Dec 30, 2024
Person Zhao Lu Si
did anyone know how is she now?
Recovery stage.. hoping will get fully recovered soon
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