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Replying to IskandarIskandar Jan 2, 2025
Never, only silver gong
I wonder if her character will appear in this drama…. Hmmm i think the novel is a long one? It’s gonna be s1,s2,s3?
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Replying to Emmaline Zhang Jan 1, 2025
Person Zhao Lu Si
Now we know where all bad rumors in the past came from … so haters think twice before you slander her
Yes i hope so
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Replying to Peachgirl321 Jan 1, 2025
Person Zhao Lu Si
I feel like she needs to take a long break to recover...once she comes back we will see a better version of herself.…
Zheng li is her dear friend in real life after LLTG
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Replying to paxxie Jan 1, 2025
What are you talking about? You watched a few idol cdramas then judged a whole country LOL
🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
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Replying to AleksandraSucur Jan 1, 2025
the purpose of his bragging and overstating his contribution is to gain trust from and bond with realm team members.…
So, in the end he will leave his guardian position to fully joined realm sect?
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Replying to Peachgirl321 Jan 1, 2025
Person Zhao Lu Si
I feel like she needs to take a long break to recover...once she comes back we will see a better version of herself.…
Yeah 👍🏻
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Replying to voldermortsunbae Jan 1, 2025
I loved tian xi wei in new life begins but I'm skipping her scenes in this. her character feels odd one out right…
Agree…. Her character seems so forced, her character isn’t needed… but who knows her character will be needed later on
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Replying to Emmaline Zhang Jan 1, 2025
Person Zhao Lu Si
Now we know where all bad rumors in the past came from … so haters think twice before you slander her
That was past incident with old manager
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Replying to Emmaline Zhang Jan 1, 2025
Person Zhao Lu Si
Now we know where all bad rumors in the past came from … so haters think twice before you slander her
And For KU media? They’re responsible for her current over work schedule, and they have never defended her from black hot searches too
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Replying to Emmaline Zhang Jan 1, 2025
Person Zhao Lu Si
Now we know where all bad rumors in the past came from … so haters think twice before you slander her
Her ex-manager was a woman who stole and abused her
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Replying to Aria003 Jan 1, 2025
Person Zhao Lu Si
I doubt we will be seeing her again until a long time after cause this fight will be long, sue the abusers, brand…
We don’t know yet, she’s suffered not only this year, has been suffering a few years, but still managed to film so many dramas until now. Well time will tell, for now, let’s hope that she gets recovered soon
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Replying to Emmaline Zhang Jan 1, 2025
Person Zhao Lu Si
#ZhaoLusi: This is my first and last response to everything that has happened recently. I sincerely apologize…
Now we know where all bad rumors in the past came from … so haters think twice before you slander her
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On Zhao Lu Si Jan 1, 2025
Person Zhao Lu Si
#ZhaoLusi:

This is my first and last response to everything that has happened recently. I sincerely apologize for taking up public attention.

Before all this, I never allowed my illness to affect my work or those around me. I also acknowledge my own shortcomings. I’ve always thought of myself as patient, but over the past half month, I’ve realized that deep down, I’m not as magnanimous as I believed. So, I do hold some responsibility for the situation.

My profession has given me more help and support than I could have imagined. I’m deeply grateful and fortunate, which allows me to understand all the misunderstandings I’ve faced. I fully support the idea that anyone can choose the career they aspire to at any time. You always have the right to leave the hardships and exhaustion of your current situation. You can stop whenever you want; you are free, and you can be brave.

At the same time, I understand that everyone has experienced grievances and injustices. I’ve heard too many horrifying stories. If someone, without receiving any support, is silenced while their abuser grows bolder, regardless of profession, age, or gender, I believe that is wrong. It’s absurd to force someone to reopen old wounds to prove they’re not “overthinking,” not “too weak,” or not “unsatisfied.”

No one but a doctor has the right to assess the severity of someone’s trauma or determine whether it qualifies as an illness.

In 2019, I began experiencing depressive symptoms. People told me, “Don’t make a big deal out of it,” or “Think positively, and everything will be fine.” I thought I was being overly sensitive and didn’t take my mental health seriously.

In 2021, I started feeling as if bugs were crawling on me, accompanied by needle-like sensations and allergies. Even after taking medication and getting injections, the symptoms didn’t improve. I eventually sought a psychologist to help manage my anxiety.

In 2023, I faced pneumonia, emphysema, pityriasis rosea, hives, night sweats, sudden awakenings, and nerve deafness. I also dealt with the passing of a loved one and several cancer diagnoses within the family—all within a short time. However, the magnitude of the events overshadowed my emotions, and I continued to neglect myself.

It wasn’t until 2024 that I began experiencing severe physical symptoms like frequent dry heaving, dizziness, joint pain, and worsening allergies. I assumed these were normal side effects of targeted allergy medication.

When I was a child, I was often labeled as “useless” and a “pretty face.” During after-school tutoring, a teacher once hit me in their dorm. I believed it was justified because I wasn’t performing well academically and didn’t dare to speak up, thinking, “I must be the problem.”

As I grew up, I was hit again after failing an acting audition. I thought it was my fault for not succeeding, so I stayed silent and only wanted to escape. I was used to handling everything on my own and never sought help. Later, after my work started getting recognition, I finally gained the confidence to say goodbye to that chapter of my life.

In the end, she demanded a large “termination of contract fee” before finally stopping her cycles of crying, making scenes, and threatening self-harm. Even then, she spread endless slander and rumors about me, both inside and outside the industry. Countless people reached out to gossip after hearing these stories. Every incident deepened my pain, and the harm hasn’t stopped.

I understand very well that I can’t have everything I want, nor can I demand perfection from my friends, family, or company. They haven’t hurt me and have done their best to protect me—that’s more than enough.

I’ve never publicly mentioned my illness before because I didn’t want it to be labeled as a “publicity stunt.” However, given the current circumstances, I hope this can raise awareness: m
Feeling depressed can be an emotion, but depression as an illness is a medical condition. It cannot be resolved by simply “thinking positively” or “talking it out.”

To those who share my feelings of being “truly understood”: whether or not others understand is no longer important. What’s worse is being caught in a cycle of endless explanations while being unable to save yourself.
Understanding mental health and prioritizing mental health care is incredibly important.

Regret is a useless emotion.
“So take this ‘special time’ as an opportunity to break free from past inner conflicts and rebuild yourself.”

Thank you to everyone who cared. It’s because of love that I’ve found the strength to live again.

Wishing everyone a Happy New Year and endless happiness."

#TruthForZhaoLusi

#TruthForZhaoLusi
https://x.com/wonwoncity/status/1874407888686563361?s=46
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On Guardians of the Dafeng Dec 31, 2024
Lol , when the misunderstanding about lin an identity will be revealed?😆😆 poor him, he really thought he got a strong backer, it turns out he is the strong one😭😭😭…

And what is the airing schedule ?
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Replying to Luffy Dec 31, 2024
am i the only one who thinks caiwei and zu qi an is good match lol
Lol well i just feel this drama doesn’t need romance….. friendship is better
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Replying to Mdzhela Dec 31, 2024
Person Zhao Lu Si
I am glad that her friend is speaking out, and hopefully ZLS’ s contract will be expiring soon, so she doesn’t…
We don’t know when.. but hopefully she will break free from them.. the agency has never protected her from malicious attacks anyway
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Replying to Skz16 Dec 31, 2024
Person Zhao Lu Si
I knew her company was bad, but never thought it was this bad. Cam't believe they abused her. Justice will be…
🙏🏻😭
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Replying to Bajpai Dec 31, 2024
Person Zhao Lu Si
Can anybody tell me how long the contract last??? Like it's been 5 years already since 2019, don't they renew…
Usually lasted 7-8 years it depends on agency though
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