Hikoru

What you over-thinking about?
And things usually do fall into place.. Just hardly ever at the right time... Sadly.
Well an interview is just that... Meeting, talking, answering questions, asking questions.. You still need a "good luck" and "hope you get it".. I wont know until Tuesday.. I hope I get it..

Hiya~ How you been?
I have a job interview tomorrow.. I hope I get it >.<

Oh philosophical.
I use ^^ as a normal smile and ^^; as smiling with a drop. Not sure how to explain it.. I'm trying to only use those for the most though but it doesn't always work out "XD" and "=P" and "=D" happen to drop by now and then..

Wonder how the roads down are longer than the upwards ones.. Doesn't seem sensible unless we're all walking to hell =D
I know.. Just hard to always tell over the net.. Loads of people think I'm joking sometimes when I'm not and the other way around... I'm pretty sure I'm using the right emoticons at the right time though..

Ups and downs are always fun~
Well I was just kidding there

*Pretends to be your oldest friend now, even though knowing very well the chances for that are REALLY small* So how's 16 year old life treating you? I remember hating it~

I think that makes me...5 years older? You said you were in first year of High School and here that would make you about 16.

I hope you didn't take it as I thought you were actually held back.
It's ok it was nice to read or something. ^^ I hate losing contact with people I liked..
I'm 21 soon 22.

Yea.. If you're in your first year of high school and had med student friends.. You must either be really mature for your age (mentally or look wise) or you're being held back (which I doubt). I had no friends back then.. And it's pretty much still like that.. I call "people I know"/"people that know me somewhat" friends because the other two are too long to bother to write all the time...
True.. But that would mean that I care what someone thinks about me... And I don't.. I just don't want to get reported for writing something gory without there being some sort of warning beforehand ^^;

Just be proud! ^o^
Yea.. It was the last thing I was thinking about then too.. I just got lucky.. I'm just saying... Try to befriend a med student/doctor kind of person and hang out a lot and stuff... Maybe you'll get lucky too... I sure hope so if you do become just as mental as I am/was (dunno if I still am or not.. )
Yea I don't mind people knowing since a lot of people already do.. I just don't want it to be all too obvious.

You did enough ^^
If you think you might.. Make sure you're either close to a med student/doctor of any kind, or that you have the emergency number on speed dial.
Well.. It's not so no one can ever know.. It's just so it's not right there.

How'd it go?
I'm actually not quite sure as to why I actually did do that.. Probably just to prove my point more properly.. Moment of insanity or something.. Since afterwards I was kinda shocked at myself..
You didn't have to it was up to you. I just didn't want everyone that might visit your page to think I'm THAT crazy ^^;

Good luck!~ ^^
Peoples' words carry more than what is written after all. That's why when some guy once told me to go die I said "Ok. One day someone will listen to that." and took a knife and cut my hand and kinda bled A LOT.. Lucky me for there being a skilled med student there that was a real genius with a needle since I have no scar ^^ He panicked so much later and asked me to forgive him..
No matter what place you get, you'll do great ^^

I meant that people that say that what you did wasn't enough give you the feeling like they think you were slacking off when you were actually working yourself to the bone..
I think there are books like that.. ^^; I haven't read any of those though..

"Try harder next time", "Start working on it sooner", "Don't watch shows or movies/play games that much" and so on..................
They should have more options for some people =P

I hate it when you do your best and then it's not enough for even the lowest of the low ~_~

Memory of how it was before sure is a big downer when it comes to "wanting" to do something..
I think that's right... It sounds right... Unless we're both thinking about 2 completely different things.. But I can only think of one thing that would fit what we were talking about.. So I'm sure it's the same. Which makes it right ^^

And when you force yourself to do them you end up spending so much time on it and it feels like it takes forever.

Hehe that's usually lack of motivation or interest so it totally doesn't count >.> (I was like that too when it came to school....)

Well.. Some people are all talk and no action =O