Lilydoll

I am a hopeless romantic so episode 11 completely broke my heart. However, similar to those addicted to pain, I keep rewatching to gain a better understanding. When I first watched the episode, I too felt like “Why didn’t Tutor confide in P’Fight about the conversation between him and P’Fight’s dad?” I had to step into Tutor’s shoes, his fear and vulnerability to understand the characters thoughts of losing someone he loves and/or his newfound sense of happiness. Tutor was also clearly trigger by the beliefs P’Fight’s father has that heteronormative love equals P’Fight’s happiness in the future (for example, suggesting he wants his son to have a wife and kids). When he offered to pay Tutor to stay away from Fighter ... this became the catalyst. Tutor has a complex about such things as well... buying people off or suggesting he can be bought with money. Remember he is a student burdened with his family debt. He isn’t an opportunist but the stigma came up (for example the idea that if you are poor, you can be bought with money). It breaks him. Literally, when he was crying in the garden, he looked broken! I felt so sad. His anxiety and fears are transparent and understandable. It may appear that Tutor made an impulsive, irrational decision to break up with his love P’Fight which is inconsistent with his character traits— But i’m going to challenge that ideology. Tutor is emotionally, mentally, physically tired. He has confronted a lot and is confronting a lot. When he tells Fighter that he doesn’t understand what he is confronting? I don’t think he is saying this to hurt Fighter. I think he genuinely wants to open up, wants to confide his brokenness to his man. But he isn’t able to show his weakness when his man thinks he is strong (ie the “Fighter” necklace). Tutor isn’t just weak or strong, he is human. He is broken. He needs time to find his will. Breaking up isn’t his will it’s P’Fight’s father but he complies because of his emotional tiredness. I can relate. I think many of us watching can relate to emotional and mental fatigue. Especially as we deal with and navigate life with COVID19. I hope everyone involved in the show continues to stay safe. To anyone reading this. Please also remain safe! I want to see love win next Friday in episode 12 #TutorFighterLetLoveWin

Well said <3

I wish the writers and directors would see how hungry we are for Team/Win series after everything settles with COVID19 and I hope everyone is healthy and alive and the book is completed ...hopefully it will happen <3

You’ve said it brilliantly and more eloquent than me. This was the point I wanted to make last week. “COVID-19 sure brings out the worst in people lol”
Due to COVID19 its so apparent that the show’s filming schedule was deeply impacted as Coronavirus began making a bigger global impact either in December 2019 or January 2020! The show isn't perfect ( I can relate as neither I’m I), but I appreciate everyone putting their best efforts forward to make the show/entertainment during an extremely difficult time.
From the producers/actors/editors/ subbers/stylists/ artists doing the ost/writer/s /director/set designers/ people catering meals on set/acting coach, everyone developing this and any other shows during a pandemic. If reading this, thank you <3

I wonder if WinTeam will get their own series?

How kind. I also hope off the internet you live a happier life <3

But you are also one of the people trying to “shut down“ and “dismiss” “different viewpoints.” Please also apply your own advices <3

You mentioned deleted comments. Do they affect your life? I still hold the same opinions. Does that offend you Jessica?! Please stop being a mydramalist.com forum director... I noticed everyone’s comments that conflicts with your ideologies about the show, you comment on in a very passive aggressive manner as though you cant stand someone not sharing the same opinions as you .... It’s ok, you are ok! The sun will rise tomorrow :-)

I love your post <3

And you make all the sense in the world <3