Maraim

Understood .. yes you’re right .. some lines didn’t make sense to me especially when she said “ ugly disgusting relationship” I felt like what does it mean by disgusting? Then I read in the novel that he was black flag

You mean in the Novel or the drama ? I didn’t read the Novel to be honest but yes in the drama it wasn’t official, in the 3rd year after the successful of the conference event, he told her let’s have the relationship secretly when he was telling her you like me why you are harsh on yourself, I got confused coz I was telling myself aren’t they in secret relationship from the beginning especially after his scandal in the company!

I read that in the novel she likes him so much regardless his attitude

I read that in novel, they were in 4 years of friends with benefit relationship + 2 years as official couple, so when she said ugly disgusting relationship during the breakup I was confused, also on the 3rd year when he told her to keep the relationship secret, I was like, what then are you doing in the first 2 years ?? but they decided to change the plot in drama to 6 years of relationship. Luan in the novel was far more arrogant and manipulative regarding the power imbalance. When I read that it make sense to me

For ppl who got confused like me about their relationship see below