




To you visiting my profile page,
I invite you to my mdl backyard garden to sit, relax, and connect over a cup of “Dawn of Spring” tea, brewed freshly.
As the seasons change, we’ll watch autumn leaves fall and the summer flowers fill the air with their sweetness as we sip in joy...

I hope you’ve been treating yourself gently lately. 🌿
Hi Friend!
Wherever you’re visiting from, I’m glad you are here.
A small self-introduction: My fields of interest & hobbies

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TV & Dramas/Series | Regularly watch: Indian, Korean, Chinese, Japanese, Western. (Have watched dramas from the Philippines, Thailand etc, but occasionally) | Manga & Comics | Mangas, Mahwas, Manhua, Webtoons | Astrophysics | Baby universes, Black hole, Theory of relativity, etc | Psychology | Human Behaviour, Psychological diseases, Reactions, theories, Therapy | Occult Sciences | Astrology, Vastu, Zodiac, Chinese Zodiac system, MBTI |
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I tend to get fascinated by every new thing I encounter, but these are a few I’ve stayed loyal to for years. Like i used to read books... read 10-20 but it's been a while

Although I’m a funny and sarcastic person personally,
whenever I write, I end up becoming romantic like the poets on the moon.
So I’ll save my jokes and chaotic side for our conversations in the comments and for the posts that will crack you up.
Pov: My sis* reading this. She believes she invented comedy.

It astonishes and warms me, the fragrance that the touch of every soul leaves on my fingertips.
What I would truly grieve is forgetting someone because of an error in judgment.
If you reach out, I’ll be happy to make a friend of.

I will be one of the most loyal and unique friends you'll have.
Blame my sun sign Scorpio, and moon sign Cancer for it all~~
I mean I am designed to love action, and war but in a romantic peaceful way?
Content I watch -


The way I watch-



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Speaking of my Journey to self-destruction, Euphoria
I think I started dramas around 2017-2018. It really goes back to when I watched Ouran High School Host Club anime...


It’s not like I hadn’t seen anime as a child, but from there, it started a saga.
Click and listen to my fav OSTs. Believe me, they can make you time-travel!
Then I finally read my first-ever manga, Kamisama Kiss. 
After that, I almost barely (or very rarely) watched anime again,
because I fell too deeply into manga. While reading some webtoons, I watched my first few dramas.
Here is my MAL account if you also love reading manga!

I think they were small-budget Chinese projects—maybe Class Monitor or Whirlwind Girl. But meeting Ji Chang Wook in Whirlwind Girl 2 opened a whole new world of K-dramas for me. |
Awestruck by how precisely these dramas seemed to understand human behavior and the extraordinary direction.

They could convey the most touching,
deeply relatable stories with nothing more
than a glance, a pause, or a shared silence.
I’d tried my hand at plenty of Western shows, too—and I genuinely enjoyed many of them

Haters/My sisters will say I am an escapist~~ but come on, we all are one way or another |
—but for reasons I still can’t fully explain, it was always easier for me to feel at home in Asian dramas. They felt closer to the way my own emotions move.




Today....
I’ve watched a huge collection of K-dramas and C-dramas and have a few J-dramas under my belt as well.
There are some titles I’ll never forget, no matter how much time passes
My Mister | Lost you forever | Heart of Genius |
| It's Okay, It's Love | I am Nobody | The Day of Becoming you |
| Hospital Playlist | Romance is a Bonus Book | Reset |
| Hometown cha cha cha | My liberation notes | someday or one day |
| Be Melodramatic | Flourished Poeny | Work later, drink now |
| Let's Eat | Don't Dare to Dream | Twelve Letters |
| Reply 1988 | Discovery of Romance | Beauty Inside |
| My Unfamiliar Family |
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| I invest more in characters than in the artists themselves. However, some good actresses/actors never disappoint me, no matter what.
Nevertheless, whether due to a particular character or not, some artists, like a spring breeze, have swept into my heart, leaving it in gentle disarray. 🌸 |
Dramas I watched in 2025 | This year, I ventured into many new genres and discovered a lot. |
Dramas I often rewatch | I keep coming back to these comfort dramas, time and again.
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My Favorite Genre | Healing has always been my favorite genre, but lately I watch less—maybe I’ve grown too sensitive, or maybe I just know the clichés too well now. |
I love family dramas a lot too, and I have watched quite a bunch of family/makjang dramas. Well, somehow.. birth secrets, amnesia, and revenge never get boring even if old~~






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Moreover, watching families together, siblings joking, and parent-children banter is the best after all..
My family clapping after reading this
"While you read this, I long to be the snowflake that fell on burnt scars in your inferno life."
Its a bit long. Hwaiting!"It is my wish that we share our warmth with one another, away from the discriminating setting of the hierarchical table..."
A little more about how I see the world

Honestly, I can’t stand oblivion, even though I cherish it.
We think mysteries are some grand, hidden secrets or conspiracies.
But what’s more mysterious than the sky and the ocean in front of us?

What’s more mystical than this body of dirt and water that becomes its own little world,
One that understands so much and still claims to know nothing of itself?
Us after finding out who we are
Our emotions are the same; even after years with ourselves,
We still don’t fully understand our own habits, instincts, or choices.

Some say I’m a sculpture of ice, without a single drop of blood in my veins.
Some say I’m “too much” of a sensitive fool.
Tbh even idk well
I am a believer, and I am a feeler. More than anything, I love words. I love emotions, and I love the effort we make to navigate through them.
I’ve come to crave elaborate passages and beautiful nonsense. (To be honest, I even felt a wave of sleepiness while writing this.)
Why do I watch dramas? Why I read manga...

I love dramas and manga
—or should I say stories in general? because they teach us lessons that might take us years of real life to learn.
Not making those regrettable mistakes helps us understand people,
and they give us a moment to pause
& understand ourselves in this busy life.
Sometimes I even remember quotes from dramas I haven’t watched,
like this one from Love Ambition:
I know overthinking feels like a disease, and sometimes not thinking too hard is kinder to our mental health. |

But we all still long to be understood, acknowledged, respected, and loved—and the most precious version of that is when it comes from within ourselves....
Some days, the cosmos feels so vast that we don’t seem to matter at all. Other days, the entire universe feels smaller than my own body, I have to break myself down and force my being to fit into a tiny space where I can hardly breathe.
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Our brain doesn’t always distinguish between real and imagined pain, true or false stress, our happiness, or someone else’s. So whether I cry for myself or for others, my heart feels the same sorrow.

I carry scars and memories from my dramas and their characters ..
as if they were my own, and when I look back, it feels like I actually lived those moments....
By watching more and reading more, I think my mind has reached its maximum level of hypocrisy: I feel so passionately, yet I pray to be emotionless.
I read somewhere that the more you allow yourself to feel, the harder it becomes to tolerate injustice.

POV Readers: What do you wanna say!! You long-answer! extra-sheet person
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However, maybe the point isn’t to stop feeling. It’s not to let your emotions get the best of you, even when you feel them intensely.

Intense sadness and intense happiness can both ruin a person.
They make you irrational, make you prone to forgetting your duties.
-- I am the epitome of not following my own words, don't expect sanity from me
Concluding...
I made some games occasionally! Hope you have a fun time whenever you try~ (Link below - Click on posters)
 Pick your wedding dress |  Choose your first meeting |  What will you eat on a date? |
Navigate to the tab for more!
| Games | Reviews | If you are me type of person, you will like
 | Stats (my preferences in genre) |

Me after completing my profile~~

You after spending half an hour
reading the profile instead of your syllabus.

I hope the rest of your day moves gently around you—may you find something that makes you smile, even if it’s small.

- Characters that have touched my life..?
- Songs playlists
- And more..