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But Mr. Shen! I... I’m really okay now. I already said, It’s pretty normal in this situation. I can’t just stop working because of it. I still need to take care of my sister and my baby. And besides... (his voice drops, barely audible, talking more to himself than to Wenlang) “I can’t keep using inhibitors like this, and... without Alpha’s soothing pheromones, it’s already hard... later...!?” No...! Wenlang, I’m really okay. You won’t always be there to help me when this happens — I have to learn to deal with it myself. So please!... let go of my hands...

[I’m guessing Gao Tu wouldn’t agree to let Wenlang take him home that easily after that confession and Wenlang’s reaction. Well... He wouldn’t even say this much, but okay!😅 Just don’t let Wenlang give up that easily🫠 Let him insist at least one more time — I swear I’m trying to convince Gao Tu 😆 Also, please let Wenlang catch that bit of Gao Tu’s self-talk, even if he’s not sure what he heard!

And I think my this reply is not that good cause my brain is not braining, literally!🥲 Sorry about that...]

It’s okay, Mr. Shen. I can go alone. Besides, it’s still office hours — I need to work. There are still some things I need to finish before handing over the tasks. So don’t worry, I’ll go home after I’m done. You should go back to your office too, and... and please forget what I told you today... (leaves the washroom in a hurry before Wenlang can even react)

[It’s okay to go a little off character actually, because I know if we stayed fully in character, they would've never said this many words even in their entire life 😅 And honestly, I’ve gone off character plenty of times too.

Okay, let’s try combining both my idea and yours. I’ll try to convince Gao Tu to open the door or at least answer the call — but doesn’t that mean Gao Tu will leave this house and go elsewhere!? Then how can he...🫠 But okay, Wenlang really needs some time to come to his senses and accept his feelings. Like you said before, Hua Yong never told Wenlang the truth directly — even though Wenlang asked him about it many times. I think that’s because Hua Yong was waiting for Wenlang to realize his own feelings first. And the moment Wenlang indirectly confessed to Hua Yong that he likes Gao Tu, HY finally told him the truth. If he’d said it earlier, it might’ve only made things worse.For Wenlang to truly understand his feelings, he needed that time apart — that “I lost Gao Tu” moment. But… my poor Gao Tu 😭 He still can’t get a happy ending without going through so much drama and pain 🥲

And sorry about the late replies! I’ve been a little busy for my upcoming exam 😅 But don’t worry, I’m not going anywhere midway. We’ll definitely give Gao Tu and Wenlang their happy "happy ending"😌

Soda!?🤨 (Gao Tu’s pale lips curved up slightly, giving Wenlang the kind of look we give a child who’s just asked something silly but too endearing to resist.) Mr. Shen, don’t worry. I’m...(😵‍💫🤢)... I'm okay. It’s pretty normal in this situation. I’ll just drink some ginger tea later (in a very low, dim voice)

[You should’ve said that earlier—we might’ve done it like that!🫠 But again, yeah, that’s true! I also felt that if Gao Tu had told the truth, Wenlang would’ve eventually accepted it. But the problem is—Gao Tu didn’t know that. He knew Wenlang hated both omegas and children. Wenlang even said that if any omega got pregnant with his child, he’d get rid of it. So how could Gao Tu possibly tell him the truth?

We can’t think about it from a viewer’s perspective, because we know every character’s thoughts, motives, and emotions. But when you think from a single character’s point of view, they don’t know everything like we do. They can’t see what other characters never told them—just like how it happens in real life. So in that situation, even you might not have told the truth to Wenlang!

Anyway, I’m still curious about your comment 😁]

Wenla—(😵‍💫)... Yuc—!(🤢)... Wenlang! Sorry, but I need to use the wash— Yu...🫢 (runs toward the washroom)

[Haha, if it were our original Wenlang, he definitely would’ve done that — and who knows what else he might’ve done! So original Gao Tu, don’t open the door that easily!😂 Well… let’s try this first then. If it doesn’t feel right, tell me anytime, we can always fix or change it again😅🫠]

Wenlang—!?... I... Please... 🥺😢(😭)

(Umm... I know!😅 Whether that’s worldwide or not, I’ve got no idea—but I did understood it!😭 I was just... well, I’m actually sorry for creating a misunderstanding🥲 And about Wenlang — yeah! I can understand. And tbh, I was actually expecting a reaction like that. That’s why I made so many pauses in my previous reply, to make it sound like Wenlang is too stunned to speak, trying to process what he just heard, while Gao Tu is being impatient, panicking, and wanting an answer as soon as possible. But now, what should Gao Tu do next!? How about making him vomit from anxiety? I think that would be totally normal for someone pregnant in this situation — it would also move the story forward, make Wenlang react, and even help him make a decision🫠 Or if you have a better plan, just make Wenlang say something, give any reaction, or drop me some hints😅)

😞... Umm (a little nod)...😣... I... I'm sorry, Mr. Shen. I promise you'll never meet him, I'll take him far away and he’ll never come back, but can I... can I please keep him!? Please, Wenlang... please!🥺😖

[Girl! What the hell are those “fjrruhuvhu” “fijeirwgigofgjfisg”!? 🤣 So Wenlang’s brain works like that!? That’s why he’s dumb! 🤣🤣🤣]

Umm... I started living this lie long before I even met you, Wenlang. Even my father doesn’t know that I’m not a Beta, but an Omega. Only my sister, my late mother, Secretary Hua — who found out because of the photos of that night — and You know the truth. Yes, I never thought of telling you — at first, because I promised my mother that I would live as a Beta for the rest of my life. And later... even if I had wanted to tell you, I couldn’t, because you hate Omegas. And I already told you — the last thing I ever want to see is hatred in your eyes for me.

So... you really don’t hate me, right?🥹 Thank you, Wenlang. Thank you so much for not hating me. And I’m really sorry... sorry for lying to you, sorry for keeping you in the dark, sorry for that night, and... about... (😮‍💨 I guess I really need to tell you, right? You won’t hate me after this, will you? 😢😣😮‍💨) (after making eye contact with Wenlang...) But... I never lied about taking care of the child, it's not an excuse just for leaving....

😞...😥...😨 Mr. Shen! Please calm down. I... we’ll never come back. We’ll go far, far away from here, I promise. I promise you’ll never see us again... wai—! (🤔🫠)😐😑😐 Umm... I... I don’t have any Omega partner. The omega pheromones you smelled around me... they’re my own😓

[I know, I know, he definitely wouldn’t cheat on Shaoyou, but still...😁🤭🫣... ahem! “Secretary Hua! Please don’t kill our child, he... he... Don’t worry, no one will know he’s yours, I’ll just tell everyone it’s Wenlang’s.🤧” 🤪🤣 And Wenlang! What the heck, bro!🥲]

I... I didn’t have any other options, Mr. Shen. I really didn’t. I never wanted to lie to you, but I’ve been wearing this false Beta mask long before I ever met you. Even if I wanted to tell you the truth, I couldn’t... You know, I was always the one confronting the Omegas who approached you all my life — because you hate them.🥺

Then... then how could I possibly tell you that the Beta you agreed to let you follow... is actually an Omega!? How could I!?🥺 I’m sorry, Mr. Shen! I’m really sorry😞 And that night — it was really an accident. I didn’t know I’d suddenly go into heat that day at X Hotel. Believe me, I tried my best not to be seen by anyone, but... but you came out of nowhere, and... and...😣

[Isn’t this Wenlang using his brain a little too well!?😆 (I’m not complaining though🫠😁 I'll be waiting to witness our Wenlang using his whole braincell😂) Btw, I just had a late-night intrusive thought — if that night Shen Wenlang and Sheng Shaoyou hadn’t gone to search for Gao Tu and Hua Yong, then… one Enigma in his rut and another Omega in heat… ahem… no, I mean, I’m just saying! Not like Hua Yong would ever cheat on Shaoyou with Gao Tu 🤭🤣]

Haven’t you said you would get rid of the—!... Okay!... okay!... Remember, you promised me.😮‍💨 That night!... that night at X hotel... the Omega... that Omega... it was... me!😣

[Well, if I don’t remember it wrong, then in the series Hua Yong was the first one to tell Wenlang that Gao Tu is an Omega — in the latter part of episode 15. Even in the novel, Hua Yong sent Gao Tu’s picture from that night to Wenlang, but Wenlang didn’t care to look into it🫠]

🥺...😖...Okay!... okay... I'll tell you, but first... you have to promise me — even if you’re angry or hate me, you won’t do anything to the baby. I promise he’ll never come back to claim anything, but you have to let us go, okay!?

[Yeah, I know, right? It really kept circling. I even wrote several different versions, but then I was like, "Noh! It doesn’t feel like Gao Tu at all." The problem for me is — I’ve never seen Gao Tu in this kind of situation; let alone in the drama, not even in the novel. So confessing everything while staying in character here is a little tricky 😅.
And yes, I did suggest running away so that Wenlang could ask Hua Yong about it and the story could progress a bit, but since it’s already moving forward, let’s not make him run just yet 😁]

😨🥺...No... no... no... I can't... I can't... I really can't🥺 I... I would rather die than witness hatred in your eyes for me, Wenlang🥺 (But right now, I can't die even for you 😭🤧)

[Okay, that's the perfect timing 🤗 And... you should’ve given a hint of what you were thinking, dude!🥲 I was as flabbergasted as Gao Tu and Shen Wenlang after that sudden confession🫠 I could never imagine, even in my dreams, that Wenlang can confess to Gao Tu without all those drama happened in the novel and the series😆 And if you think your version was even slightly better, we can just change it right now😉

And... well, Hua Yong isn’t an Omega — doesn’t that make the chances of “it’s his child” even higher!?😆 Should we manipulate Wenlang a little!? Just kidding! I don’t wanna die at this young age on Hua Yong’s hands; if he finds out, he’ll definitely bury us on Shaoyou’s behalf😂 Btw, should I make Gao Tu run away for a bit so that Wenlang can ask Hua Yong about that night!?]

Mr. Shen!?😰 What are you saying!? You… you… you…!!? No… no… this can’t be…😞 Mr. Shen, can you… can you ask Hua Yong again about that night!? I… Tell him I requested him to explain everything to you because I can’t tell you myself. (How can I, when I already know you’ll hate me after finding out? 😞🥺😮‍💨) I just want you to know it wasn’t intentional. I could never, even in my dreams, think of hurting or betraying you. I’m so sorry, Mr. Shen. No one knows how much you hate Omegas better than I do🥺🤧 And if, even after knowing the truth, you still want me to stay, then you can only contact me again. Otherwise… please, let me go.😔 I’m really sorry…

[Bro! You should’ve said so earlier — I thought we were creating an alternate version of episodes 14–15!🙆‍♀️ Where we don’t have that 3-year damn separation🥲 Wait!🤔 If we’re doing it from the drama’s ending, doesn’t that mean Wenlang already knows the truth!? 🤦‍♀️😆 Kidding! It’s as it is…🙂‍↔️ (I just know… “No separation.”)]

Mr. Shen! What are you talking about!? I... I'm just your secretary — how could I ever have the audacity to think like that!? Why would you abandon an Omega with 100% compatibility for a Beta like me!? Believe me, Mr. Shen, I’m not worthy of that. You... you’d even hate me if you knew...😞 Sorry, Mr. Shen, but please don’t say things like that, or people might misunderstand. I know you're saying that because I've been around you for 10 years but they... they might...😓 (and I might lose my determination to leave🥺). And don’t worry, Mr. Shen, even if it’s not Secretary Hua, you’ll definitely find someone you can truly love. I’ll pray for that to come true🥹

[It’s okay... I think I’ve gone this soft out of character many times already. (Okay, I admit it wasn’t soft — if Wenlang ever talked this much... ahem... okay, both of them... there wouldn’t have been that damn 3-year leap! But it’s still fine, because...) if we stay fully in character, we’ll reach the drama’s ending in our next life — and that most wanted happy ending will only exist in our dreams🙂]

Wha... what!? Secretary Hua isn't an Omega!? He and Mr Sheng...!? Noh! That... that means you!... you really don’t like any omegas!? I... (Then... then... how can I stay when I already know you'll hate me!? How can I stay when you will hate our baby if you find out the truth... how can I!?😭 Noh... I can't... I can't, Gao Tu, you are not alone now, you have to go, at least for the baby 😞) Don’t worry, Mr. Shen, I won't tell anyone about Secretary Hua's secret. And... thanks for believing me🥹

Mr. Shen!? What did you mean!? Part of me!? Hurting me!? You... you... know the —!? No... no... no... that can’t be...😰 What did you mean, Mr. Shen!? I... I... I... (😭) And what do you mean you don’t care about Secretary Hua!? He’s the only Omega around you, even though you hate Omegas (maybe... maybe you’ll ha... hate me too!?😭). He’s so perfect for you, you shouldn’t say things like that — you’ll break Secretary Hua’s heart... and thank you for caring about me and asking me to stay, but I really can’t. I’m sorry, Mr. Shen, I’m really sorry... (Because if I stay, you’ll find out the truth and hate me. And I can bear anything but your hatred,Mr. Shen😭)

Mr. Shen! Was...was that you!? Not Secretary Hua!? You!... you want me to...stay!?🥹 No... no... wait!! That... that... don’t worry... child... this child isn’t yours. I promise you’ll never see him, but please don’t do anything to him, he... he’s really important to me. He’s the only one I have right now, please don’t do anything to him, he... he’ll never come back to claim anything, please...😭 (Wenlang, my idiot bro! You’re ignoring the main point again — "Hua Yong knows everything!"😑🥲)
[Girl(/boy)! I laughed for a whole damn 5 minutes after reading your reply — Wenlang would totally assume that, for sure 🤣]

(👁️👄👁️🥺😭🤧) Secretary Hua, is... is that you!? Are you with him right now? Please don’t do this... I know you’re doing it for me, but you already know the truth. You know why I can’t be with him🥺 You know he doesn’t like Omegas — except you. He doesn’t even like children. He once told me that he’d kill the child if the Omega from that night got pregnant(😭) You understand now, right? I really can’t stay with him. And don’t worry, neither I nor my child will ever come back for anything, so... Please, take care of him for me, and tell him not to try to find me again. Thank you so much for everything, Secretary Hua... Goodbye....

Mr. Shen, don’t worry, you have Secretary Hua — he and the others can definitely take care of you!... company... *the company* 🥺 I... I have to take care of my non-existing Omega 🤧 Bye, Mr. Shen... 😔 (There are only two ways to stop me — first, confess your love, but you’re an idiot, so you won’t do that. Which means... only one option left — give me 20% shares of the company. Yes, you heard right, the number has increased 😌 and it’ll keep increasing by 2% every passing day. So...good luck 😊)

Because you are the insane one😬🙄 btw I got Shen Wenlang 🫠🥲😭 — since you got Gao Tu, so you’re Wenlang!? I don’t want you, go back 😑