BeyondTheAstral

It's a big world. But yours is the one that breathes.

In a heartbeat, the world can bury you beneath an abyss and never blink. It won't pause to ask if you're still breathing under the weight. People look, gazes charging like arrows. But they don't see what's there, they see only what fits their bubbles of comfort.

And then there are people who pour their loneliness into the sky with a sip of wine and let th wind carry it away, and somehow even when they're only drinking water, they taste life like it'spoetry. Those are the artists, the fighters, the ones who've turned survival into a beautiful art.Hiding doesn't work. It never has. You can try to shrink, to pretend but covering up doesn't work. Truth always drips through the cracks of your silence. And eyes speaks the unspoken truth.

"So why bother hiding?"--Our protagonist learns (and we do too).
Don't even show it. Just carry it. Let it float with you, because what you carry becomes you and what becomes you paints your sorrow into a seven colored-arc carrying your own colors your bare eyes are unable to see. Just.... something only your soul could create.

This journey is rebellion against fate, a soft promise that even if you're crawling, even if your knees are scraped and your chest is raw from screaming, as long as you don't stop, as long as you breathe through it, throw birdies towards it, and refuse to surrender, there will be a day when the path unfolds, when doors begin to open, one by one, like fate finally kneeling down.

And the grandma, oh my heart. The universe needs her kind of soul, the kind that holds, uplifts, never asks for anything in return, but gives the kind of love that makes even pain feel less sharp. To knock some sense inside chambers titled brains.

A body can be tinted, worn, trembling. But the spirit and the fire inside, the stubborn red flower blooming through concrete always stays if you choose to let it live.

Because hardship was never about how far you ran, but how fiercely you felt the burn in your lungs, the ache in your bones, and still smiled as you looked back at the debris, waved goodbye to the past, and chose to run forward again; toward a version of yourself you hadn't met yet.

We can all be cicadas if we dare. We can shed our skin, mourn it, and then begin again.
And in the end, the only companion who truly matters is the one who never left you from the start: You.

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And that song at last by, “Cheers My Friend," By Tian Zhen was a direct jab to an already overwhelming heart.

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I even ended up writing a whole spoken-word piece inspired by this too. It was such a delightful watch.

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Money. Family. Despair. Desperation. A tangled web--it's a war.
Stray too far... and there's no going back to the person you once were.

Family? You're probably better off with them... but then again, maybe you're not.
Trust? Who will you trust... and who will trust you?
What do you follow-- your instincts, or the instructions hell handed you?

I loved the twists, the turns, the unexpected rollercoasters of trust and betrayal.

"People like us don't get happy endings."
Yeah, once you get your hands dirty, there's no return. No redemption slip.
A Happy Ending? Forget the ending--you'll be struck craving just a moment of peace, and die without ever knowing why...
And that's the cruelest kind of mess.

Still, hell of a ride. The music, the camera work, the scenes, the performances, the plot; everything was stunning.
Yeah, there were a few loopholes here and there, but oh, negligible--if you just dive in and let it pull you under.

And just like most Netflix shows... that one nude scene was painfully unnecessary.

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Would You Want To Grow Up?

"What's your world like? Are all the children happy there?"

I broke... hearing that question.

This story is a wound wearing a smile. A lullaby wrought from a requiem. A beautiful illusion where fairies dance, and rainbows bury the jagged remains of reality. It's a world where fantasy becomes real, and everyone loves such worlds, although no one ever asks what it cost the creator to imagine them into existence.

It's excruciating to watch dusk paint itself as dawn... to see light where only shadows belong.

Like any breathing soul, those little ones just wanted a happy ending. A world safer than the nightmares waiting behind their eyelids. Their chants are simple rules:
Don't ask if it's realistic.
Don't ask how breaking it is.
Just feel it. Please--just feel it.

For some children, imagination isn't a luxury; it's survival. A lifeline. For them, the kindest grown-up becomes a miracle to cling to. Because not all angels have wings. Some had theirs ripped to shreds. They still look up quietly, hoping someone will say, "You can fly too."

But deep down, they want truth, not just comfort.
And it's tragic: to long for sweet words while knowing your own truth is just another lie, deliberately curated.

What could ever be salvation to a mind like that? Not just kindness. Sometimes, kindness is the shove that finally sends them off the edge... wings or none.

Then, this line: "The snow keeps falling... on my desperate hope."
Again.I paused and breathed deeply.

Hope. Such a soft word for those who are drowning. For the broken, hope becomes creation, because reality... is already cold.

And these children... if the beginning of your life is written in scars, why would you ever want to grow up? Why become what once dented your memory?

They didn't want to.
They never did.

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A Human. Frightening & Beautiful.

Haah~
Being human doesn't automatically make one a human.
A human becomes real when the vessel holds something more than just flesh and bone: a quiet, shimmering thing called humanity.
To possess it is a blessing.
Yet...how rare it is.

This body... this skin... this vessel,
It can cradle kindness,
or become a home to monsters.

People, when united, can move mountains forged from steel.
Yet the same people, when they stray, can turn blue oceans red.

It's so beautiful, this idea of a human.
And it's so frightening... what a human can become; how it can consume its own kind.

Just loved this. It broke me in silence and rebuilt me in hope.
It reminded me that even if we can't always see it--somewhere in time, somewhere in a memory, somewhere in a crowd, somewhere in the silence, in someone you pass by-- there are still humans...made of humanity.

There are still hearts walking around in human shape.

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Faith Bleeds.

This was a Sonata of a profound and terrifying truth: we are all victims of our own trauma, wounded by others and by ourselves, until that pain is stitched deep into our bones, becoming our defining feature—our "truest" self.

Its characters are trapped. Some are prisoners in their own heads; others are locked in a reality entirely of their mind's making. For them, the line between truth and delusion is as thin as a flip of a coin. The relentless truth is, you can never run from yourself. What's "real" isn't a fact, but what has shaped you, scarred you, and twisted your reflection.

Haah~ How poetically and tragically beautiful that ending was... it pierced right through me.
We watch a man desperately scrubbing at a wall,trying to wipe away the madness, the visions, the patterns as his very faith begins to bleed. It is the ultimate revelation: that erasing what you see doesn't change the air you breathe, the reality that crawls into your skin, gnawing at your very core, ruling over you until you succumb to it. Your internal reality remains, and the effort to destroy it only reveals deeper, more severe layers of torment.

It takes a journey through hell and back to truly accept that our perceived reality is just a reflection in a mirror warped by a tangle of pain, suffering, guilt, and the self.

So in the end, all you can do is smile while you cry, a puppet to your own mind. You scrub away at your memories and identity, but you're not cleaning anything. You're just breaking. Fading, piece by piece, by your own hand.

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Oh no, your usual.

For once, I thought I'd found it--a story where the protagonist wouldn't bow to dusty traditions, choosing gritty independence and self-reliance over the usual hand-me-down life script. I was all in, cheering for her escape.

And then, wham.

Her journey swerved into a "realization" moment: Oh, silly me. What I really needed all along was... family. Marriage. Ties. Children.

This so-called 'twist' was a U-turn straight back into the cage. The ending was disappoint; plus it gutted the story's only spark. The truly frightening part was watching the protagonist willingly walk into her own doom. (The Groot-like minions were just hilarious, bless them.)

This led me to a chilling conclusion: the Mosiens' strategy is more insidious than simply inducing guilt. They exploit it to such a degree that they shatter the victim's psyche. This is an absolute pure manipulation; a deliberate mental unraveling. Perhaps this framework perfectly explains how our self-reliant protagonist was ultimately overcome--her grief and guilt were weaponized to trap her in a complex, painful relational dynamic.

As for the highlights, you nailed the atmosphere. My standouts were:

· That unnerving shadow above the cupboard.
· The Mosien's uncanny impersonations.
· The grotesque buffet of insects and worms.

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I'm The Superhero I needed.

They say family is your foundation. The first step on a long journey. But what happens when that foundation turns to water--scalding and suffocating? Your gaze shifts from kinship to escape.

The airplane you stare at, day after day, isn't just a plane. It's the last thread of your sanity, clutched in trembling hands. Its crash isn't a spectacle in the sky; it's a cataclysm in your mind. And that is where you fall.

But some crashes don't break you. They break the cage. They shatter the mirror of who you were supposed to be, so you can finally step through, free.

"Who decides who's good or bad? And what about you?"

Right. Who does?
It forces a confrontation with the self. Do you know the person staring back from the glass? Or just the reflection the world demanded you create?

The only person you can truly afford to know is yourself. The only fight you are guaranteed is your own. Because to champion anyone else, you must first be the warrior of your own soul.

And while solitude is strength, there is a different power in finding a comrade. A shadow who moves as you do. A partner who shares a wink, a laugh over fan service, and a loyalty that feels like a second soul--just as our protagonist discovers.

The conclusion is: Everyone has the capacity to be a superhero the moment they accept that no one else is coming to save them. You are the only one who can save your world. You’re the only one who can shatter the chains that refuse to let you rise and break free.

So, you must:

Fight until the world cracks and kneels.
Fight until your pulse thrums with defiant zeal.
Fight because the silence of surrender is not an option.
Fight because the ember in your chest was born to become a blaze.

Be the hero. Even if, for a while, you have to fight with the villain's grit.

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Black or White? A heart-wrenching suffering of Principles and Pain.

"I hope you won't abandon me."
"As a servant, I would've stayed by your side.... but as your friend, I chose not to abandon you."

*A fight till the end... where the end became their parting, only to be lost on different
shores.*
Haah~ Beautiful. Beautiful. Beautiful. What more could I say...

It aches so much to see them hold their ground, even as their hearts long to comply with one another.
Both with their own visions, their own beliefs; clashing, even when they quietly wish they could relent, meet halfway.

Nam Yeo Kang was right; because truth must outlive pain.
To erase history is to deny future generations the chance to learn from it.
To not let the past vanish-like a shattered mirror, its pieces remain, certain and unyielding.
To keep his to-be king's hands clean. To prevent history from branding him an infamous king. To let history not remember the era's king as someone driven by his own grief.
A righteous pursuit- for his own principles; but even more for his majesty, Yi San.

It was unbearable for him to see the king, burdened by sorrow, straying into ruin.
Even if it meant standing against him, he fought to protect him from the path he could
not take back-... by standing right next to him, where dare stood nobody.

Yet, Yi San wasn't wrong either.
He was compelled by sorrow, not cruelty.
Carrying the stigma of his father's brutal fate, he longed to wipe it away.
Burdened inside and out.
Marked by a pain so deeply personal...
A lingering wound, exploited by political ploy.. and more than that, the anguish of his own.
To protect his reign, his lineage, and the bloodstained memory of his father.
And above all, a past that hauntingly loomed over his present.

Their battle was as agonizing as it was tragically beautiful.
Neither right. Neither wrong. Both destined to bleed for it.
Knowing well in their hearts that their opposing stances lose meaning in the face of their shared suffering.
Whether anything is right or wrong, they ultimately bear the same burden.

Wrong or right comparison becomes meaningless once both paties are bound to share similar outcomes.
Until everything wrong becomes nothing right.
All the principles they fought for crumble into futility once everything fades into darkness.
Only lament fills the void.

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