Suggest me some heart breaking dramas so that I can cry?
If you don't mind J-Drama, I'd suggest Boku no Ita Jikan - Miura Haruma's acting really made my heart break for the character. I also really recommend Thai dramas Project S: Skate Our Souls (deals with mental health) and Project S: Side by Side (deals with having a family member with autism and family in general). Both seasons of Project S are on Netflix.
Someone already posted it on youtube with eng sub! :))
I've watched the drama with English subs by Shelly1323 (link below) but, since it ended in a cliff-hanger, I was wondering if anyone knew where to find the original light novel this is based on. I tried searching for Xiang Long lightnovel but I couldn't find anything so I thought it might have a different name.