As a gay, I can tell you I have been part of many friend groups that had unnecessary drama. Maybe it doesn't usually…
I feel sad for you. I'm sorry. Atleast you admit your mistakes and faults ❤️ I am aware I'm stagnant and have bad qualities too like being depressed and sewerslidal most of the time and being carefree
The only thing that is helping rn is telling myself that people are evil especially men. Now I stay in and I'm depressed. Like I'm I haven't gone to a class in weeks. I feel 12 again staying away from human interaction. You really can't trust ANYONE.
omg are we living the same life???? same with my mom she's ethnic so you already know... she worked so hard for us but thinks providing for us is all she had to do as a parent she is emotionally unavailable and neglected me but how can I hate her if she was trying to give us a better life and brought us to a 1st world country.... TRAUMA she's emotionally abusive and physically and would do the narcissist cycle of buying me things and pretending that made her a good parent then the next day she'd rage at me.
With my bpd friends it's a pattern where they turn on people and I thought they'd never turn on me but they did. I should've known better but I thought I was different. Also, she didn't want to feel like a burden. Now they're using stuff I told them about myself.. sigh like
I hope it gets better for you. I really do. I'm glad you're at peace and comfortable!
As a gay, I can tell you I have been part of many friend groups that had unnecessary drama. Maybe it doesn't usually…
Real... me with aspergers and c-ptsd but i was in a friend group with mostly white gay men and straight girls with bpd and now I'm scared to be around people like that
The only thing that is helping rn is telling myself that people are evil especially men. Now I stay in and I'm depressed. Like I'm I haven't gone to a class in weeks. I feel 12 again staying away from human interaction. You really can't trust ANYONE.
omg are we living the same life???? same with my mom she's ethnic so you already know... she worked so hard for us but thinks providing for us is all she had to do as a parent she is emotionally unavailable and neglected me but how can I hate her if she was trying to give us a better life and brought us to a 1st world country.... TRAUMA she's emotionally abusive and physically and would do the narcissist cycle of buying me things and pretending that made her a good parent then the next day she'd rage at me.
With my bpd friends it's a pattern where they turn on people and I thought they'd never turn on me but they did. I should've known better but I thought I was different. Also, she didn't want to feel like a burden. Now they're using stuff I told them about myself.. sigh like
I hope it gets better for you. I really do. I'm glad you're at peace and comfortable!