If episode 9 was a thunderstorm, then episode 10 is the aftermath. Eerily quiet, yet filled with chaos and pain in every direction one looks. There’s a lingering heaviness to the episode, a weight of complex emotions—loneliness, guilt, pain, shame, love, devotion, desire (and the list could go on).
“The only thing worth writing about is the human heart in conflict with itself.” I feel bad for both of them, but I love every second of it.
On a completely different note, I want to highlight two scenes, because I they didn’t just say what they said!
“Where did you get the dagger?” “You have a habit of hiding a blade under your pillow. It hasn't changed.” * cough cough* “How come I didn't know you knew how to tie people up? After I left, someone taught you something new.” - “Don't try to flatter me.” *spits tea*
But this is also layered with bitterness— memories of something that once brought them together, pure and innocent, but has now warped into pain and mistrust.
And if that weren’t enough, Shen Song bofore the bathing scene: “This medicine is good for your wound too. If you want, you can be with him.”
ep 9 might be the worst episode so far because what’s with that rushed third pov narration and unnecessary background…
Well, this episode did have quite a lot of exposition—I’d agree with that. Maybe it was a bit much, but at least they tried to keep it concise. Personally, I’d rather get a distilled version of the events than sit through long episodes without any progress in the relationship. I watch BL for the romance, and I want it front and center. So if they drop the necessary plot points quickly just to move the story from point A to point B, that works for me—because then we can finally watch Zi Ang and Shu He reuite and watch their story unfold.
Guys is this the official account?https://youtube.com/@killtolovevideo?si=FAqV04-HTPyQYG_KI was subscribed to…
I think both are official, they sometimes post the same content (like previews for the upcoming episodes), but they also have different content. The full episodes are only available on one channel though. I suscribed to both.
It’s been a while since I dipped into danmei, but stumbling on Kill to Love pulled me right back in… like…
I wish I could write as eloquently as you, but it is as if you spoke from my heart.
And the quotes, I love all of them. There are also some lines which I have only heard in the trailers/ teasers, but I can‘t wait to see them in the drama. I‘m certain some of them (if not all) would end up on your list too.
Shu He stabbed Zi Ang in the right shoulder—the very spot where he was wounded in the first episode. I don’t think that’s a coincidence. The wound brought them together (especially the fake assasination attempt at the temple), and now it‘s meant to sever their bond.
Also, a shoulder wound is unlikely to be life-threatening, though it is certainly painful.
There was somebody here who explained the meaning of their names in Chinese. It was beautiful. I like fictionalised…
Thank you so much for your reply—and even more for your insight into Shu He's line about “heart and flesh.” You’re right: “heart and flesh” likely refers to how "seduction was entwined with the act of conquering". Shu He feels betrayed in the worst way possible. Not only did Zi Ang conceal his true identity, but he also (from Shu He’s perspective) seduced him, and made him believe the feelings were mutual. Shu He let Zi Ang into his heart, allowed him to kiss and hold him—and now all of that feels like a cruel deception.
Furhermore, there is nothing Zi Ang can say or do in this situation that would truly prove he isn’t an assassin and that he genuinely loves and cares for Shu He. Even if Shu He chose to go with him—ignoring for a moment that he won’t, since he knows the weight of the crown—there would still be no guarantee that Zi Ang, the assassin, wouldn’t kill him the moment they passed beyond the city walls.
Omg, I love the depth of this series. Other BLs really can't hold a candle to this masterpiece.
There’s a lingering heaviness to the episode, a weight of complex emotions—loneliness, guilt, pain, shame, love, devotion, desire (and the list could go on).
“The only thing worth writing about is the human heart in conflict with itself.”
I feel bad for both of them, but I love every second of it.
On a completely different note, I want to highlight two scenes, because I they didn’t just say what they said!
“Where did you get the dagger?”
“You have a habit of hiding a blade under your pillow. It hasn't changed.”
* cough cough*
“How come I didn't know you knew how to tie people up? After I left, someone taught you something new.” - “Don't try to flatter me.”
*spits tea*
But this is also layered with bitterness— memories of something that once brought them together, pure and innocent, but has now warped into pain and mistrust.
And if that weren’t enough, Shen Song bofore the bathing scene:
“This medicine is good for your wound too. If you want, you can be with him.”
"I won't lose a kingdom because of a romance.“
"I don't care about the kingdom , I just want one person"
And the quotes, I love all of them.
There are also some lines which I have only heard in the trailers/ teasers, but I can‘t wait to see them in the drama. I‘m certain some of them (if not all) would end up on your list too.
The wound brought them together (especially the fake assasination attempt at the temple), and now it‘s meant to sever their bond.
Also, a shoulder wound is unlikely to be life-threatening, though it is certainly painful.
You’re right: “heart and flesh” likely refers to how "seduction was entwined with the act of conquering". Shu He feels betrayed in the worst way possible. Not only did Zi Ang conceal his true identity, but he also (from Shu He’s perspective) seduced him, and made him believe the feelings were mutual. Shu He let Zi Ang into his heart, allowed him to kiss and hold him—and now all of that feels like a cruel deception.
Furhermore, there is nothing Zi Ang can say or do in this situation that would truly prove he isn’t an assassin and that he genuinely loves and cares for Shu He. Even if Shu He chose to go with him—ignoring for a moment that he won’t, since he knows the weight of the crown—there would still be no guarantee that Zi Ang, the assassin, wouldn’t kill him the moment they passed beyond the city walls.
Omg, I love the depth of this series. Other BLs really can't hold a candle to this masterpiece.
On the other hand I don‘t want it to end.
Help shorten the wait.
Does anyone have character analyses, motivations, or speculation?