autumn carrot

"A dancer dies twice—once when they stop dancing, and this first death is more painful.” Martha Graham

This show is hands down, one of the best Kdramas I have ever seen and probably the most touching one since The Red Sleeve, for me. I feel like it should be going down in some book as one of the most poignant shows made about music, art, the artist's connection to their art, tradition, and the slow painful death that culture goes through when the times move on with a faster speed than it can keep up with. This show is a love story. Not a romantic love story, though. It is a love letter to Pansori and Gukgeuk. They have crafted this story with such compassion and care that you are moved by the slow tragedy that unfolds, twice over; once on behalf of the characters who are going through it, and once again as you absorb the enormity of watching an era's slow but dignified death.
The story follows country bumpkin, Jeongnyeon, who loves to sing but is forbidden to do so by her mother. After finally escaping home, she comes to Seoul to audition for a position at a gukgeuk troupe called Mearan. After finally getting in, her true journey starts: honing her craft, learning humility, making friends and foes, and overcoming the unexpected hardships that life puts in her path.
The story is heartbreaking as things first go up but unavoidably come down again, as darkness overcomes the light. And one comes to understand that sometimes determination and love are not enough and despite wanting otherwise, some endings are unfortunately inevitable. The only thing that remains is the love for the music. For singing. For dancing. The joy of bringing that art to the insatiable audience. This is not a love story but it might as well have been.
Unfortunately for this show, it is an adaptation of a webtoon, and as all webtoons cast a curse on their good adaptations, this one also had the misfortune of being a significantly inaccurate adaptation, or so I've heard, and that has come to harm the show's intergrity. The source material being an explicitly sapphic romance, the show falls short of bringing that from subtext into text and in addition, has erased a key love interest out of existence, so it seems to be suffering from a boycott by the original source's fans.
I haven't read the original and, not being a fan of Korean webtoons, it's unlikely I will ever read it so I can't judge the depth of the betrayal but as a casual viewer with no prior knowledge of this webtoon's existence, just watching the show as a show that exists separate from its other associations,I thought this show was magnificent. There was also definitely multiple romantic subplots but the romance is not the center of the story here. At all! But its existence is pivotal to how the characters behave and move the plot forward so despite not being centered, it is a critical part of the story that helps connect every character and their motivations together. That said, the main pairing of the story wasn't my favorite and my investment in their romance was very low (hashtag Team Jeong-Seo 4ever!) I was more interested in another dynamic that never actually developed fully into a romance. However, the sapphic themes are obvious and crucial but not central as the story takes great pains to put the love for gukgeuk at the forefront of the show and I loved that decision, actually. The way that this show talks about music and art is magnificent and something I have rarely seen done with so much love and devotion to the craft. So I still think this is still a love story but not a romance.
The acting is pure perfection. I'm actually speechless. I can't find enough words to praise this ensemble. Every single actress in this show was perfect. They were so good! They were glorious! Artful! Sensational! I don't know! Kim Tae Ri doesn't even need an explanation. Everybody knows she's amazing. But holy f***, I did not know Jung Eun Chae had that in her, woah! Also, the rest of this cast need to be 50 times more famous, already. Shin Ye Eun was so good and so was Woo Da Vi and everyone else too! And I haven't even gotten to explaining what magic they created when they were performing on the stage within the show. I cried so much, watching these actors as their characters put on shows in which they played other characters!!!! That's two layers of acting and they did it with such passion and refinement, I was crying during every Changgeuk performance. Which brings me to...
Music: So the music in this show is a solid 10 out of 10 stars because the music is out of this world. This is essentially a musical, with at least two musical performances per episode throughout the run. Each song is performed again and again by multiple characters in parts before we see the full performances later on. Each freaking performance brought tears to my eyes. I'm not Korean but my god!!!! These songs based on Korean folklore touched my heart like I had grown up with them! I cried A LOT! Because the music was so pure and the artistic value was so high that it did not require education or knowledge to be moved by it. And that's how it should be. I love pansori but I had never listened to it to this extent and honestly, it was a bit heartbreaking hearing this heavenly music of the past and thinking of what is called "music" today. We live in hell.
The production of this show was immaculate too. The quality was so high that I have no comment besides pouring out many praises. Nailed it!
Rewatch value: Girl, I might! I don't know! I already wanna rewatch some scenes, to be honest...
Overall: I don't know. I loved this. Storytelling: perfect! Plot's progress: devastatingly touching. Acting: Awards are not enough. Music: Ethereal. Production: Professional and flawless. I don't know, this was as good as it gets both in substance and production. We rarely get shows that are so uniformly good and I just feel like it would be the loss of a lifetime to miss out on experiencing such a feat.