i wish that i didnt watch this series. actually, it is not my plan to watch this but i got curious and now i regret of watching this. this is my second time feeling miserable after watching bl series/movies. the first one was after watching a frozen flower and now this. congrats to the writer for giving us a pain in the ass and for reminding us that whatever hardwork you do, you will end up dead anyways. moral lesson: wait till the series ends and read spoilers so you dont have to waste your time watching and feeling disappointed when the ending is tragic.