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So this is gonna be maybe too long but I need to express it. So we all know what teh did is not right and should have not happened but I kind of get how we ended up here and why. Like even though people don't wanna talk about it oh did break a promise to teh and also in the first season he worked so hard to get oh to the school. So being broken and hurt by oh leaving( Oh has all the right to leave i'm just saying from his perspective) is understandable of teh and this probably made teh feel distant because he didn't feel close to him any more on that level because he was changing too fast for him. And mixing acting into it can cause him to fall into a place where he without notice looses him self in between character and real life and unfortunately for teh jai kind of takes advantage of the situation to make his play good with real feeling. But before I go further I have to explain what I was trying to say because this maybe just something that I relate to teh with. So I have a problem where I can loose myself to a place where I can't separate my feeling in my "storys" in my head from my real feelings this making me sometimes mistake feeling that I thought I developed to be just forced my imagination. And I only realize this when I have usually made a mistake which sucks, but I don't know if this helped to understand my point so let's continue. We can also see from the series that teh has a hard time of expressing him hurting or other feeling to oh. While Oh can do this and show it by crying about stuff which is fine. We can see thought that teh might have realized that he messed up and also realized that he is alone now which will probably make him change. But I don't want him to with oh. ( I also don't really want oh to be with him either and I want him to move on first because he is stable and growing while teh is not necessarily immature he just stuck) I wanna see teh grow and find someone who can help him find him this doesn't need to be romantic partner but rather friends because he doesn't have those when oh does. Want so see his story how development so bad without Oh cause he is to secure and has found himself out side of them. I think in this series Teh expresses the unclarity of clarity when you have a blind passion for something and now only that but can't figure what you are and what other people mean to you outside of it. What truly you are. This is my thoughts sorry if it's messy to read I struggle with that.