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A Sizzling Romance (w/ a political plot line that falls a bit short)

NOTE: Unlike kisskh I also have a category for Romance (because I exclusively watch romances lol) so while some categories get less than a 10, I did give the romance an 11/10 (YES 11). So the show ends up a 10/10 for me.

Pursuit of Jade has all the classic aspects of a historical romance but still feels new and creative. For me, the best things about the show were:

- Xie Zheng & Fan Chang Yu’s romance. This is a core element that makes this show so good. You have a perfect burn romance with leads whose chemistry rivals that of oil and fire. Everything about their romance felt perfect for the plot. My main care is always the romance and this was easily an 11/10 for me
- The depth of most of the antagonists. While some had more screen time and better arcs than others, 99% of the antagonists had a depth to them many shows skip for the sake of having an “evil antagonist”. I loved that each character, good or bad, had a logistical reason for their choices and actions.
- Tian Xi Wei as Fan Chang Yu. Tian Xi Wei played her role to perfection. I liked Zhang Ling He before this show and he is a handsome actor, but between the two, she was amazing. I had more of a crush on her character. Fan Chang Yu was the dream balance of boss lady who takes no sh*t and sweetie pie that cares about the wellbeing of everyone.
- Gongsun Yin and Qi Shu’s romance. It was an excellent secondary romance with such a lovely softness to it that contrasted the “hardness” between the main couple who were navigating war and their fathers' deaths.
- Jin Yuan Bao and his crew. They go from hooligans to Fan Chang Yu’s entourage (aka the Butcher Crew). Jin Yuan Bao was super cute and loyal to her and I love that we see him have a tiny crush but he packs it up and recognizes she loves Xie Zheng rather than causing a “dramatic love triangle” drama. The crew was so cute, I was genuinely sad when one of them died.

The main issues I had with the show were:
- Some of the side main characters were handled a bit odd. Specifically Yu Qian Qian and Song Yan. (*This is a large reason why story is 9.2*)
- I know there was real life drama for the actor of Song Yan, but his role at the end and his AI face really made it hard to watch him at all. *(This is specifically why acting is a 9.8)*
- For Yu Qian Qian I don’t understand why they made her of a *mysterious background,* it literally adds/subtracts nothing from her story expect making you feel like you are missing something. The show is very much “realistic fiction” so why allude to her being an immortal or from the future or whatever ambiguous origins.
- Plus Qi Sheng as a push over Emperor, his character is so passive and to have him go crazy was disappointing to say the least.
- There are a lot of “antagonists” whether passive or active, this is both a plus and negative in that some “endings” for the antagonists fell a bit flatter than if there were fewer antagonists. For example, Sui Yuan Qing’s death felt so abrupt when there was so much pent up hatred both towards and from him.
- Kind of linking to the point above, I loved and hated that the "main, real antagonist" was the Late Emperor. It is a great way of giving all the antagonists on screen more depth, but it feels so unsatisfying that there’s nothing to be done that the “main evil” is already dead even though he has caused so much pain 17 years ago and now. (*This is the other main reason why story is 9.2*)
- Someone also made a good point that Fan Changyu easily defeated two seasoned generals without much effort while Xie Zheng is said to be the most powerful general but there was not a single proper battle for him. I think Fan Changyu makes sense because her father did raise her to be a fighter (and she was born extremely strong) but I do think it would have been nice to see a bit more fighting and dominance from Xie Zheng in war (but I don’t personally care toooo much about this so it’s more a nit for me than an actual flaw.)
- While I liked the “in another life” epilogue it was also unfulfilling for me. I would have preferred more about their current life to be honest.
- It sets it up as “another reality” but then everyone seems to have a deja vu of each other. Qi Min is alive but feels sick near Yu Qian Qian which again makes no sense if this is a world where the tragedy never happened. They should be able to have their HEA in this life (assuming he is decent and she falls in love back)
- Xie Zheng and Fan Chang Yu are “betrothed” at childhood which was cute but we don’t get any insight on how their relationship growing up is different which I feel should have been the focal of this flashback considering their romance is the focal point of the show

### Original Thoughts & Ideas
- Evil is a loop of cause and effect. Someone will always feel wronged for one reason or another. Ending the cycle starts with one’s self if we are to look at Qi Min and Wei Yan. Accountability and even just a bit more sympathy could have changed their fates drastically. Wei Yan was a great example of a gray character with all he did for the State of Yin, his lover, and his wife who he took in to protect as a pregnant widow contrasted with how he treated his nephew (Xie Zheng), how he manipulated the emperor, and scapegoated others.

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a romance fated to be my obsession

FIRST WATCH REVIEW (10/24-27/25)
Lets start with the negatives of this show because it’s a short list. Basically, whoever was in charge of music, liked the song “fated hearts” a bit too much. Maybe because it was named the same as the show? I don’t know but in the show it was OVER PLAYED. That said, if I ignore that and just listen to the OST on it’s own the other songs are great and I’m not sure why they used them so much less than the first song. Someone else pointed out the music was too loud to hear the actual actors which I can’t say matters to me since I need subtitles regardless, but that is something that can be noted. Not a deal breaker for me though. Lastly, I really wish that Fu Yi Xiao had called Xia Jing Shi on the fact that he was running death camps. I know some things don’t need to be said, but I feel like sometimes the villain is SO blind to their hypocrisy that I just want it said out loud.

That’s it. Those are all my negative thoughts. I’m sure if I realllly wanted to nit pick I could find some other small things, but this show was just so excellent. I hate blood and gore but with this show, I can excuse the squelches and blood for the good of the plot.

Time for a break down!!! I had so many thoughts as I was watching but ofc now it’s hard to remember everything. For now, I think a review for this show makes more sense by per person rather than chronological plot.

Fu Yi Xiao and Feng Sui Ge were phenomenal. I loved just how regal and benevolent **Fu Yi Xiao** is throughout the show. We *meet* her shooting down Feng Sui Ge with no remorse but then killing several assassins and trying to help a stranger from being caught in the crossfire. We know from this, she is a strong and determined woman. From there her personality only strengthens and grows as she investigates the truth. **Feng Sui Ge** is just so *melt worthy.* Chen Zhe Yuan does SUCH an excellent job of the hard as stone man melting for an amazing woman. She is useful to him so he compromises, but the cold hearted First Prince doesn’t seem to be so cold hearted as time goes by. **The two of them** really take on the world as everyone tries to betray and kill them. I love that they both fight amazingly, but mourn almost every death. When they killed the people they trust but that betrayed them, the way the memories flash is so well done. Its this balance of remorse but fight for maintaining integrity (1). I love that for the romance, once they are together, they do not break apart but rather continue to fight to be together. It was BEAUTIFUL AND I WANT MORE. I want them to really be happy and living well haha.

Murong Yao and his father, Murong Zhong, were interesting to watch unfold. I had a gut feeling **Murong Yao** was going to be a villain and the man in the mask not right away, but pretty early on. It was a tad disappointing because you really sympathize with all the betrayals Feng Sui Ge has had to experience. Murong Yao was hard to “figure out” other than he was traumatized by that childhood event and never unpacked it – because what do you mean Feng Sui Ge has been your *best friend* since childhood, but you have wanted vengeance for over 10 years of that friendship? Its weird because he claims to have cared for Feng Sui Ge but everything feels tainted by the fact that he’s been wanting to “reclaim the Murong family name”. It was painful to watch Feng Sui Ge suffer deeply as he thought of all their memories and closeness. If only Murong had just said something to Feng Sui Ge all those years ago, maybe he could have had a healthy path forward. I was also frustrated because Feng Sui Ge was a CHILD. He was protected because he is the First Prince, but that was never his choice. He was never malicious or arrogant with Murong Yao due to his position (4). He spoiled Murong Yao if anything and Yao was afforded such an extravagant and wasteful life, but still he wasn’t satisfied because to him Feng Sui Ge had it even better and the Emperor was to blame for all his woes. I think what really disappointed me though, is **Murong Zhong**. I loved that Murong Zhong was such a simple and loyal man. All he cared about was his son’s happiness and the royal family’s safety. I had really hoped he’d hold his son accountable but instead joined him in treachery (2). This show was SMART though because in the Murong family home, one of the “courts” is called **“**e***mbrace simplicity and uphold the truth”** (3)*. I wanted him to hold Murong Yao accountable but the way the plot unfolded was still well done. It was curious though, that when Murong Zhong was begging the Emperor for leniency, I thought the Empror gave it. But Murong Zhong kept asking the Emperor and the First Prince for help, so I thought I misunderstood the Emperor. ONLY FOR Feng Sui Ge’s last words to Murong Zhong to be that he and the Emperor never actually planned to kill Murong Yao anyways. But of course, the bad guys have to force the good guys’ hand.

Feng Cheng Yang and his mother, Empress Zhuang, where almost a precise contrast to Murong Yao and his father. While Murong Yao leads his father astray, **Cheng Yang** tries to get his mother to turn away from evil. **Cheng Yang** is not an unloyal son – he does what he can to keep the peace between his parents, brother, and even his grandfather. He has no desire to steal the throne from his brother, but **his mother** was obsessed with the Emperor and hated the previous Empress. Rather than be content with the life she had after her father killed the previous Empress, she projected her sins and hatred onto Feng Sui Ge. She was adamant that Feng Sui Ge wanted to kill her, and while he hated her for obvious and fair reasons, her manic disposition and insistence that Feng Cheng Yang must become Emperor or they will die was her way of deflecting her own role in the tragic past. Her spiral into insanity felt very Lady Macbeth-ian. I think it was executed well, because she never really got her hands “dirty” until she actively killed the Emperor but her jealousy and paranoia had already been eating at her. I LOVED when Feng Cheng Yang clocked his mother’s own hypocrisy. She was livid that the Zhuang’s had been sidelined by the Emperor, but was ready and eager to do the same to the Murong family (4).

Now to talk about Xia Jing Shi, Xia Jing Yan, and Feng Xi Yang. They need to be talked about specifically for the context and lens of viewing Xia Jing Yan (Emperor of Jinxiu). **Xia Jing Shi** was tormented as a kid and lived a horrible life with his brother and step-mother. This is undeniable and clear. He had to get scrappy and harden to survive, but in true film fashion he is the foil to Feng Sui Ge. Feng Sui Ge wasn’t tortured quite the same way but his own father wanted him to be so heartless as to usrp the throne and at every turn people would betray and try to kill him. And yet, Feng Sui Ge leads an army loyal to him not out of pity or fear, but rather out of a shared desire to protect the kingdom and it’s people (1). But Xia Jing Shi has his army from death camps. He fosters a false sense of care from the people he wants to use. He torments and tortures to *force* loyalty. Fu Yi Xiao thought he saved her, she thought he was a man of principle that cared for those around him. But at the end of the day, his revenge was worth the lives of endless innocent people including but not limited to Feng Xi Yang. **Feng Xi Yang** was inarguably very stupid for not heeding her brother’s warning about Xia Jing Shi. Never does a healthy romance start with “I can change him”, but that said, her one mistake was loving him. Can’t fault her when she was indeed sheltered and clueless about reality. I love that she actually is VERY similar to Feng Sui Ge becoming as decisive & unbending as him. She does not let her circumstance cage her in from pushing back. Last but not least, **Xia Jing Yan**. As an actor, Qin Tian Yu is getting his flowers for such an excellent portrayal and I couldn’t agree more. Xia Jing Yan is temperamental at best, a murderous manic at worst. He bullies his brother endlessly and I do think his abuse directly led to his own demise. It felt very much a self-fulfilling prophecy. Would Xia Jing Shi been so evil if his brother had loved him and treated him well? We will never know, but of course constantly treating Xia Jing Shi like an outsider and a person who will rebel only encouraged that to become true. But the depth the writers gave Xia Jing Yan was unparalleled to *anyone* else in the show including the protagonists. His character as Feng Xi Yang 1000% gave dark romance because he is in fact unwell, but that doesn’t change the reality that when he told his mom Feng Xi Yang didn’t need to bewitch him, all she did was need him, I understood where he was coming from immediately. I cannot relate to him at all in reality, but when he told his mom why he was so into Feng Xi Yang, I immediately sympathized with him. As the Emperor, he can do whatever he wants, but his mother has always undermined him and based of the few flashbacks, his father preferred Jing Shi so expectations of him were so low he had no reason to try or be better. Feng Xi Yang is terribly honest with him that she need him so she will do whatever to get what she wants. When she insists on going back to Susha his sadness was palpable because he would have to return to a life where he is alone and no one needs him. Ironically Xi Yang wanted to change Jing Shi with her love, but changed Jing Yan with their symbiotic relationship. When Jing Yan is being beaten and bruised, he still refuses to bend to Jing Shi. But once Jing Shi sets his eyes on Xi Yang, Jing Yan immediately crumbles. He begs for Jing Shi to spare her and the unborn child. And it is that moment that both viewers and Xi Yang realize how much more of a man for Jing Yan was for Xi Yang than Jing Shi ever was. Regardless of his many sins, he had officially changed. I honestly think if Jing Yan had survived the coup, he and Xi Yang *could* have had a new chapter.

**Feng Ping Cheng** was an infuriating emperor but even more frustrating father. When we learn about Wei Qing Yu’s death and how Feng Ping Cheng resented her, it truly explained his stupid parenting. He only wanted Feng Sui Ge to be Emperor, but wanted Feng Sui Ge to break as an empathetic warrior and rebuild as a power crazy man. The show does a good job of showing Ping Cheng’s obsession with power and his son taking the throne, but I still wish we saw a bit more. We know that he fought wars and is the first ruler for the land but I will never understand his logic. Probably because I would be more aligned with Wei Qing Yu’s logic. He also had an interesting form of love for Wei Qing Yu and Feng Sui Ge. He “loved” them but really he just wanted to “possess” and have control over them.

Honorable mentions, **Ling Xue Ying** was a cute doctor character and her father was also integral to the plot as a miracle healer saving all my babies to maintain my HEA.

**Xiao Wei Ran** was layered and complicated, but ultimately dullened by the reality he forsake his principles and brotherhood. ~~I really wish he knew just how horrible Jing Shi truly is. We know he has an idea, but I can’t help but wonder how his choices might have differed if he knew Jing Shi still had the death camps running.~~ [After second watch, I realize he DID know. What an idiot.]

**Ning Fei** was a wholesome character and I am glad Fu Yi Xiao got to maintain at least one brother. I knew he was going to end up with Ling Xue Ying haha. I am so glad he didn’t die.

Overall, the pacing of the show is amazing. It felt so seamless how each plot point folded into the next. It’s also well done specifically because the plot doesn’t linger. We are wondering if the protagonists can get along, then slowly but also quickly they do. We wonder who shot Fu Yi Xiao, then we find out and move on to the masked man but then we find that out too. Honestly by the 20th episode I didn’t understand how there would still be 18 episodes when issues were resolved so quickly, but the writers maintained such a healthy tempo for the plot as we watch the lives of so many different characters unfold.

### Original Thoughts & Ideas
I had SO MUCH to say in my review that I am linking the “plot points” in my review to my thoughts here.
1. Fu Yi Xiao grew up an orphan and in a death camp. After Feng Sui Ge’s mother was framed and murdered, he had no one he could trust or rely on *and* took on a paternal role to care for his sister. I think when you compare all the “antagonists” with the “protagonists”, you really hit up against the age old “trauma/being wronged does not mean you can disregard the life of others”. You can’t fight evil with kindness, but at what point does fighting back turn you into the same kind of person that wronged you? Xia Jing Shi hates his brother, Xia Jing Yan, with a passion and honestly I would too if I were him, but while Xia Jing Yan was able to find compassion for Feng Xi Yang and his unborn child, Xia Jing Shi still could not think beyond himself and tried to kill Feng Xi Yang simply for getting pregnant with Xia Jing Yan’s child.
2. This was a great example of why you should *not* love your child to the point of evil. I would like to think if my son tried killing the man he thought of as his best friend, I would hold him accountable and even if I don’t want him to die, I wouldn’t kill so many others in that cause. It actually makes me think about Prophet Ibrahim and how he almost killed his son Ismail. I honestly understood this story only on the most surface level of it’s lesson, but after this show, I realize that having devoted loyalty to a human is a dangerous game. This is proven several times in this show but more so between this father and son duo.
3. Embrace simplicity and uphold the truth: to what end is simplicity about being a pushover? Was Murong Zhong a pushover with how corrupt he let himself become? He went against the family governance of truth - he actively buried the truth. his son *literally* buried the truth when he thought Feng Sui Ge was dead. There’s something to be said that the Emperor, for all his many faults, *ACKNOWLEDGED* that if Murong Zhong wasn’t always away at the border, maybe Murong Yao would have been a better son and man. I felt like that moment was the epitome of all of Murong Zhong’s hard work truly being recognized, so to turn back on it just makes you think – what is a person’s line? what is their real goal? Is it recognition, power, money or maybe even something as debased as just revenge.
4. Power is an active evil. When Feng Cheng Yang called his mom out for wanting to sideline the Murong family, it highlighted that power is always insidiously working to corrupt. The Emperor couldn’t trust the Zhuang’s after they helped him claim the throne and the Empress couldn’t trust the Murong’s in the same situation, but so many humans do not know when to recognize enough is enough. They don’t know how to be grateful for all the things they do have, and instead dwell on what they don’t have.

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a show well deserving of its fame (a shot of serotonin in the form of a tv show)

This was so cute. A shot of serotonin in the form of a tv show. I love that we get to follow Su Zai Zai and Zhang Lu Rang‘s romantic journey. Zai Zai’s crush from the start was never a question, but she throughly enjoys befriending him and his two friends. Her personality is sunshine and bubbly cuteness. What I loved about her character is even though she was super bubbly she didn’t read as cliche or “manic pixie”. When she’s bullied by others, she stands up for herself accordingly. When she sees someone being bullied, she stands up for them. Those moments of fierceness were refreshing and satisfying to watch.

Zhang Lu Rang was shy and timid due to his parent’s ridiculous behavior. His growth was beautiful. Quite literally like watching a flower bloom from bud to blossom. He is silent and brooding but the actor did such a good job with nonverbal communication that you can tell how much he enjoyed Zai Zai’s company even as words fail him.

The show is mostly of their first three years of friendship in high school but we do have time jumps and get to see them in college and adulthood. The show is not full of stressful climaxes for the sake of plot, but rather very slice of life with the rollercoasters of joy and sadness as the characters navigate youth and adulthood. It was so satisfying to see Zhang Lu Rang go from a boy that says three words at a time to a man that says what’s on his mind unabashedly to the woman he loves 😭.

My only “complaints” are:
- I’d have liked more of Zhang Lu Rang‘a family life after his brother called out their parents.
- More for technical reasons but why was Zhang Lu Rang able to make Zai Zai’s high school and college graduation? Why didn’t she go to one of his? Did he finish before her both times?
- Because we get from 10th grade to them become full grown adults and parents, the timeline jumps a decent amount after high school. I don’t think this is wrong but I would have liked an episode more covering college and work, but I get why it was kept brief. I will say I like that the time jumps were seamlessly interwoven into the show rather than just a scene change and the words “2 years later” showing on screen.

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Started for the mystery, stayed for Shen Du

Real rating is 11 for the music & 10 for romance so 8.9/10

I have a crush on Ding YuXi. He’s so *hawt* in this role and I wish the show was faster to get better *hits* of hotness seretonin. That said it takes about 10 episodes for us to get more of that the serious/stoic Shen Du.

I think the plot overall could have been a bit tighter. There’s a lot of moving variables and characters that make sense and connect well, but at the same time don’t really affect the plot. We spend so much time on the prince and princess but they don’t really actually add to the plot and their storylines dragged the overall experience. I know it was to cause intrigue and make us think maybe one of them is evil but that line of thought doesn’t even sustain itself with what we are given so I feel like the show would have been much stronger if it was closer to 35 episodes instead and removed some of the extra noise.

Also did they really have to kill Marshall Xu and Yun Que 😭 I know they were the “least important couple” but they were still so cute and their death was so sad. Always gotta kill a couple or something for the tears and stakes but I feel like coma and they wake up would have sufficed. Whatever. I saw it coming that a secondary couple would end with tragedy and once he had that cute moment about the wedding it was game over.

I would definitely rewatch it but skip the parts that were more espionage than general mystery or romance. The antagonist is just an actual crazy man that needed a better mother and therapy so he was pretty one dimensional and boring in that way. I’m still not sure I understand his mother’s motives for traumatizing her child but sure let’s go with that.

Last but not least THIS OST was amazing. I have been pretty generous to music of shows giving 10 if they fit the overall show, but even when I took a break from this show I was listing to the OST so I had to give it an 11 bc it was THAT good. I wish Ryan Ding had more songs!

### Original Thoughts & Ideas
- Good vs evil is pretty black and white in this show unlike something like The Prisoner of Beauty. We have some “gray” characters but even they are mostly good or mostly bad. The Empress Dowager seemed to have in fact not wanted the consort’s child be the emperor but it’s not clear how much of a role she *actually* played in the consort’s suicide. But the Black Fiend was truly just a man who saw his mom die and made a cult about reincarnation to kinda, not really deal with the trauma. I almost want to label him a victim and in a way he is because his whole life was built off this narrative his mother fed him. But he’s still a “black” character. He isn’t nice to his adoptive sisters, he attacks the woman he claims to love, and throws any blame of his actions on the Empress Dowager for believing what was pretty solid evidence against innocent but framed people. We could label Shen Du as “gray” because he’s a “dark horse” type guy but I would more call him “good” with a wall as protection due to his own childhood trauma.
- It is interesting that both men witnessed extreme wrong doing to their parent(s) but one chose the path of righteousness and the other of sinister obsession.

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a slice of fun and comfort

Real Review with Romance category is 8.9/10

First, let’s talk about what I didn’t like.

1. There’s no way being an aerospace engineer needs to be be THIS TAXING. Why are they so dramatic (I assume in real life too lol)
2. The plot had no plot after about the half way mark (a lil after they get together) and starts jumping all over the place.

That’s about it….these are few but I will say the watch experience is heavily held back by these few concerns. We’re set up to believe that the plot is going to be about her winning the guest gaming competition, but that happens before the halfway mark and we slowly switch out to a different setting and environment entirely which I don’t think is bad, but I do think this show felt like five different shows as opposed to one show.

With that in mind, I still ate up all of it because the chemistry between the main leads was impeccable. I actually quite liked the fact that a lot of of the tension in the second half of the storyline is less about them having issues and more about them living their life as a couple. It’s really nice when the plot deviates from the cliché oh actually we have to break up because of my ex-girlfriend or something like that. I also think they turned a lot of clichés on their head. Like his ex and her role in the plot was a lot simpler than what would normally be the case and that was refreshing. I also really liked how they got married because I think a lot of the times they do backpedal and decide to have an extravagant wedding, especially when the female lead is some kind of celebrity. I also thought her role as an actress was interesting because we were told at the beginning she’s super popular and famous but because again it’s focusing on her winning the competition she’s not leaving the house — No one‘s taking photos of her in that way so you don’t really believe that she’s famous. Then when they switch settings/plot line and she’s finally actually in the spotlight again you see that she is a really popular actress but she’s such a nice actress it’s almost like there’s no way she’s an actress. 😂

I understand that we needed his point of view as an aerospace engineer, but I personally skipped some parts of it just because it was too in the weeds and didn’t feel relevant to me. They did a great job of building suspense around the aerospace engineering department though, I will give them that.

We get to see them fall in love and I am so glad that he has to work and ache a bit for her after rejecting her like a fool.

The paparazzi scene was hilarious and while I hate paparazzi, I did feel bad that three of their days were wasted in terms of their photos being deleted. I do feel like after the paparazzi scene is kind of where we lose the plot because each episode feels so separate from the last one that the show starts to feel like a slice of life as opposed to a series with a continuous plot. We have three time jumps of 2 years, 1 month, and 5 years. This was jarring and aggressive, it takes you out the story especially because we don’t time jump at all until the last 5 episodes or so.

But because the couple has such good chemistry, they really do carry so much of the weight of the show and I was kicking and squealing every time they were together on screen. I would watch so many more episodes of just them gazing lovingly into each other’s eyes as they promise to be together forever because they were perfect. I’m actually really wishing that there was an aerospace + actress duo out there in the world right now that everyone could look up to as a super cute & healthy couple.

***Original Thoughts & Ideas***
- Honestly, the show really does a good job of showing how complex love can be while still being so simple and straightforward. Yu Tu overthinks, overcomplicates and over-stresses about the little things to the point that he almost missed out on a good relationship with a partner that truly understands him. Qiao Jing Jing loves him very wholeheartedly and through the innocence of adolescence. Once they are together, their struggle is distance because of their work but it’s balanced by the fact that they truly adore one another which ig I’m bias bc I was long distance with my husband and I’m also truly obsessed with him too.

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Good Chemistry, Questionable Plot Execution

Real Rating with Romance as a category is 8.9/10

Li Shuang is a kind but fierce general truly hoping for a world with peace. Jin An/Prince Annan, without the weight of his real life, is a golden retriever who just wants to protect Li Shuang with even his life. The two of them really have chemistry on screen and are 100% why I watched the full show.

That said, there were parts of the plot outside the romance that I didn’t like.
- I know she took him in because he was a child, but we never get a legitimate explanation on why he became a child at all especially when it is for only a total of 10 minutes on screen.
- The ending, while it made sense, just didn’t feel satisfying. I know they get to be happy together, but the fact that they are written off as “bad guys” for the fact that they “helped the enemy” while under a very odd circumstances. It was just bittersweet that they were *scapegoats*
- I am not gonna lie. I love Bi Wen Jun’s face and this show was no exception. *However*, Su Mu as a character was frustrating. He has feelings (and history) with Li Shuang – nothing new for a 2nd love interest. And yet, his character was too hot and cold. I hate when the *push over* looses his mind and betrays the very people that help him. Worse than that is we see him loose it but never see him find his sanity again. So when the ending comes up and he’s benevolent towards Jin An/Prince Annan it feels abrupt when the last we saw him he was crazed about having Li Shuang stay by his side.
- The magic made sense, but also really didn’t. I still don’t understand if they were trying to make an army or just one person or just Jin An/Prince Annan
- Why did the stone pick Jin An/Prince Annan in the end? What did that even mean? Might have been a translation issue but I do feel they skim over the magic when they can
- How exactly did Jin Wu Jian find himself so in love with the Empress Dowager Qin?
- We learn they met before he was kicked out of the mountain for dark magic, but not how they really met, why he was so devoted to her, nor why she so disgusted by the only man that actually likes her
- The Empress Dowager Qin is actually crazy and just wants her son to secure the throne as “revenge” to the Emperor, but I wish they made her a little saner since she really was the main antagonist and even had control over Jin Wu Jian who was arguably more sinister than her.
- We miss a lot of the juiciness around Empress Dowager Qin’s drama with her sister over the Emperor. I get there was a time crunch but it would have been nice to see more of that overall

Basically, the plot is decent but there are *holes* and some things I feel weren’t executed the best. And while I loved the ML’s romance, the end rushes everything leaving us with a happy but still unsatisfying ending.

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Excellent storytelling, amazing chemistry. The only drawback? The last few episodes...

There is a LOT that happens in this show so I will list the pros and cons accordingly.

What I loved:
- I thought Joseph Zeng was a cutie even when I first watched him in Hi Venus, but him with his long white hair and historical fits was an unprecedented level of handsome.
- Fan Ling’Er as a character was fun and different. You really think she is a basic jealous love interest trying to get rid of Li Qing Yue at first. The reveal that they were on the same team was JUCIY. I loved it if for no other reason than I hate to see women tear each other down for a man. Then on top of it, I loved the relationship with her father. He truly did suck even if he "loves" her. It was hard watching her experience disappoint after disappointment with his choices.
- Zhang Suan in love with Li Qing Yue. But it is *absolutely unrequited*. I saw a review that said he was a “wallflower” but I think his role was actually refreshing. Secondary male leads are often turned into antagonist in a way that often feels misogynistic (trying to bring down the woman he claims to love after being rejected). However, here Zhang Suan is truly in love and loyal. Even when he knows a romantic affair is not in the cards for him with Li Qing Yue – she was a shining light to him and he does all he can to reciprocate that. His loyalty being what has Fan Ling’Er reach nirvana was a “fun” side quest. It was the same yet different from so many other fantasy dramas.
- **Li Qingyue and Bai Jiusi’s chemistry.** These two were not particularly romantic for 90% of the show, but the love was palpable
- Li Mo and his “love tribulation”. It was cool to see a platonic love story unfold.

What I liked:
- Even though his childlike behavior when his spiritual core was damaged was cliche, it worked well in helping them cross that bridge of him communicating and her realizing that he has always been made to be guarded in a way she was not so while he was wrong to lie to her back then, he wasn't entirely to blame either.
- Some people didn’t like the antagonist, but I liked that Shang Guan Ri Yue “dies” but actually takes over part of Zhang Suan’s body. I do think his back story leaves a bit to be desired. I don’t understand the importance of the steele and why they all couldn’t just cross this one dude’s name off if his mistake was that bad? But then we find out he was punished for like 100 years for the death of Shang Guan Ri Yue’s family so I’m a loss as to how he had so much hatred and anger in him tbh.

What I didn’t like:
- Hua Ru Yue’s resentment! It was 1000% justified but when she finds out the truth and tells his comatose body "this doesn't mean I forgive you," I had to roll my eyes. This man has only ever loved her and never *truly nor intentionally* harmed her. Even as she kills and hurts him over and over, he keeps trying to find a way to understand why she hates him. His biggest flaw was his inability to communicate but she was no better by never actually ever just telling him “being a mortal was hell because x, y ,z.”
- As a sub-note, I still don’t understand the semantics of Hua Ru Yue pretending to be Li Qing Yue for 300 years. I was truly expecting her to have amnesia or something so that not being the case was a nice surprise but I’m still like HOW DID SHE FAKE HER WHOLE SELF FOR 300 YEARS?
- The ending was 50/50. I am very glad we get a “happy ending” but just barely? I still don’t really understand the time travel and this is 99% the case with these time travel cop outs. I don’t get if this means she’s in a new timeline, the same timeline or something in between. Does this mean their child never dies? Does this mean Li Mo never dies? I just don’t understand these endings and they feel almost as bad as “it was all a dream” endings. This is honestly the main reason this show is a 9 and not a 10 for me personally.

***Original Thoughts & Ideas***
- With how much effort Hua Ru Yue put to get revenge on Bai Jiu Si, it really does call into light the idea of how love and hate are two sides of the same coin. Her hatred was born out of the feeling of betrayal from the love of her life. Her hatred was fed by her love for humans and her son only to witness their deaths.
- As I was watching this show, I just kept thinking wow Bai Jiu Si is so handsome and so in love but how can a man this in love not have checked on the woman he cares for over the course of 10 years and lo and be hold he was being jailed. The lesson here? COMMUNICATION IS IMPORTANT BRO
- Zhang Suan and Fan Ling’Er are excellent side characters that explore the dynamics of loyalty. Fan Ling’Er is loyal due to how Hua Ru Yue helped her when she needed it most, but **stayed loyal** because Hua Ru Yue *respected* her in a way her father never did. Zhang Suan is loyal because he quite literally wanted to die before meeting her but she gave him reason to live again.
- "Human kind behavior" was an interesting theme in this show. I like that you can’t make a blanket statement about the good or evil of mankind off this show. The lesson is really that they all deserve to live and to be seen as more significant than a passing ant. Humans are complex. As complex as the “immortals”. Their love can turn to hate. Their jealousy can weaken them, but their anger can strength them. Every one can surprise you with each choice they make.

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This show has me wishing there were more light sci-fi comedy romances to watch

What a show. The comedy was def a 9.5/10, I was laughing out loud all through out the show.

Here are the main things I loved about the show:
- Tang Qi and Su Cheng Cheng’s dynamic. I did think it interesting Tang Qi was convinced she was a bully in middle school while she viewed it all as an innocent crush. Its def not a common occurrence in these shows so while it felt “overblown”, that is what made it so funny and entertaining to watch. Especially as Tang Qi finds himself falling in love with different “versions” of her.
- Su Cheng Cheng’s self-perception was all too relatable. I also like that it *wasn’t* her being fat or *actually* ugly but rather “plain” and not feminine enough (especially compared to her sister) because I think comparison is the crux of the beauty industry. She also was a fun balance of wishing she was prettier, but also knowing she is a good person.
- Further than that, the plot addresses “extremes”. Once Su Cheng Cheng lets go of the bracelet, she doesn’t want to touch any type of beautification tool and Tang Qi does a great job of reminding her she is beautiful as is, but can also “dress up” as she pleases.
- Lin Yuan as a person and then doubly in her relationship with Gu Yu. I feel a bit mixed about their ending. I would always chose to keep my child personally, but we see her so adamant against being “tied down” I wish they gave us a bit more of her walls coming down prior to her finding out she is pregnant to have her keeping the baby feel more authentic than just the predetermined “happy ending of not aborting”.
- I hated Su Cheng Cheng’s sister at first, but I do think her personality was pivotal to the plot and Su Cheng Cheng’s self-perception. In that way I respect how her character wasn’t one dimensional, and a “realistic” sister relationship.

However, the few things I didn’t like:
- There is that line where comedy is funny but then also frustrating:
- I really felt *killing* the two of the three was overkill. Su Cheng Cheng could have told him she/he was moving to America, say bye and then turn off her secondary number.
- And ofc Tang Qi being unable to accept a no from a woman for the life of him. If he wasn’t the MML of a comedy romance, he would be your regular audacious nuisance of a man.
- While I get it’s just the “Trigger” for the plot, but I would have loved a bit more substance around the origins and logic of the bracelet. I know in those magic Christmas movies its reduced to “Christmas miracle” but since this show went in a more Sci-Fi direction, I was left wondering exactly the goal and mission of the old lady that gave Su Cheng Cheng the bracelet.

Overall, this was a very *fun* show. I enjoyed it (especially because I low-key wasn’t too invested in watching it based off the trailer). I think the acting all around was great and now I’m kinda wishing there were more light sci-fi romances to watch.

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perfect "opposite attracts" shot of serotonin

SECOND WATCH REVIEW (never wrote a review on first watch, it was one of the first c dramas i had watched back then)

This show is very much a cutie-patootie. Dylan Wang really plays Dongfang Qing Cang so well. And his acting is really showcased when he “switches bodies” with Orchid. His mannerisms and demeanor completely change, you really forget it’s an actor just acting.

That said, Esther also played Orchid pretty well. I just think I’ve watched too many shows with her in a row that I actually kinda hate the personality she always seems to play. Not quite dumb but also not that smart, always bubbly and cute with a splash of dramatized innocence. I did appreciate the complexity of Orchid’s character as the show goes on.

Most importantly, their romance WORKS. Dongfang Qing Cang is cynical and broken, Orchid is optimistic and determined. While it was “enemies to lovers”, it also wasn’t. Orchid doesn’t see him as an enemy beyond the logistical reality of his Moon Tribe background. It’s also warming how her gift of life revives his emotion tree from day one. He is domineering and bossy, but clearly trying to resist falling in love. It was too cute to watch. I think in this way that we are actively watching them fall in love with each other for their *core* personalities and quirks, you root for them despite the odds and cliches.

Shang Que was a cute loyal dragon sidekick ready to support Dongfang Qing Cang always and then Orchid and of course Jie Li. His and Jie Li’s romance was cute. I wish it was *explored* a tad more but overall it does work. I like that the fierce dragon is the “dummy in love” while Jie Li is the cunning orphan. It’s basically a gender-bent version of the main couple on a smaller scale.

Rong Hao was pretty annoying. I get that he was basically possessed but I wanted to throw my screen across the room every time he talked about saving Chi Di Nu Zi. I will say the scenes with him and her were pretty poignant and I like that it was more maternal/familiar love than romantic. Their ending was sad but very fitting and satisfying. The only thing (due to translations I feel) I’m not sure I understand is why Rong Hao was so surprised about her “mortal desire” being caring for him. I guess he didn’t realize she literally brought him back to life…pretty quid pro quo resurrecting that happens between them.

Chang Heng was great. It’s been a long time since the secondary love interest is *not* bad. I wish there was more of this. He never turns evil, in fact, he persists him being righteous even as his brother the Heavenly Emperor threatens to kill him over and over.

Fairy Dan Yin was also a solid side character. I always love when the “mean girl” becomes friends with the main lead. Like Chang Heng, I wish they could have their own happy romance (not necessarily together but just with a person for each of them).

IDK if it’s because I’ve watched so many more c-dramas so I “get the set up” for these shows now, but the ending wasn’t as bad as I remembered. That said, I do feel like the second half of the show “loses” control of the plot as compared to before the “battle”.

I know in fantasy death is not always permanent but I hate when the logic is inconsistent. I am ALWAYS happy with a HEA, but I still don’t fully understand *how* he came back to life? They claim he has to die for the evil Tu thing to also die. If he’s back, is the evil spirit also alive??? It’s very similar to Love You Seven Times in that you get a “happy ending” but you still feel a little wary because it just doesn’t 100% add up. If Orchid had died instead, would she also have just come back to life lol?

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Mo Qing Cheng is a quiet but thoughtful type. His voice is deep and resounding so it makes so much sense why all the girls love his voice. I didn’t find myself interested in his character off the bat, but he played his role well and by the end of it, I was looking up the actor’s shows list.

Gu Sheng is cute and passionate. I appreciated that she didn’t fit some cookie cuter person for a female lead. She can sing but loves to compose. She has a fan crush on Qiang Qing Ci but slowly falls in love with the man that is Mo Qing Cheng. She is bubbly but shy.

I loved how their relationship truly unfolds from “strangers” to acquaintances to lovers. We get to see them blossom as a pair without any dramatic third act breakup. I found the “climax” around his retirement to be refreshing and more realistic than any kind of misunderstanding or miscommunication between the two.

(PERSONALLY) I arguably loved Zhou Zheng’s voice (and looks) more than Mo Qing Cheng. His character of level headed CEO but bashful crushing was too entertaining so I was pretty disappointed with how his and Geng Xiao Xing’s romance played out. While it was there on the side lines it was very “jumpy” with their interactions only every random moment with lots of gaps of time in between. Thus leading to the ending just telling us they “got together at some indeterminable time” which I think was a waste of an opportunity to give us double the love serotonin. Romance aside, I also enjoyed Geng Xiao Xing’s personality. She made a great friend to Gu Sheng and was also more dynamic than one would expect given her overall role and screen time.

Feng Ya Song and Dou Bing were cute but similarly, I wish they had more of their romance unfold on screen rather than go from 0 to 100.

Love stories aside, I loved all the characters. Everyone interacted and bounced off each other so well. The *community* of the podcast/dubbing group really shifts into the show itself. You feel a connection and fandom that is hard to describe and like nothing I’ve experienced in other shows. It’s unfortunate (but maybe for the best) that I didn’t watch this show the year it came out to bond with other viewers the way listers were fans of Perfect Voice Studio.

Wang Ke was a cute character and I call it out because I actually really enjoyed when he would be on screen which is kinda rare and random for me when watching romance so again props to the writing making every character so interesting and props to the actor of Wang Ke as well.

The flaw of the show for me was the pacing. I kind of had to push myself to keep watching at the start, then i was fully invested, and then near the end the last few episodes felt dragged out.

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Cute & Bubbly, But Def Different

I don’t have too much to say about this show as it was a tad more slice of life than anything. The MML and FML get together by the second episode and the rest of the seven episodes are more about them navigating a relationship than anything else.

My favorite thing about this show was their healthy communication. It really carries the show because most romances are about the couple *getting* together while this show leans more into them *staying* together. Yaeshima Asako is shy about her sweat and being smelly. Natori Kotaro is bubbly and adores her but has his own worries and concerns. Seeing them navigate their individual concerns as a couple was truly a breath of fresh air.

While I can’t say I “loved it” I did also appreciate the creative approach they took for the *sex* scenes. They were funny and very much interpretive. I don’t know that I could watch them again, but this show is def it’s own brand of entertainment.

I loved the background music of the show overall – it was mostly like this bubbly lo-fi mix. But I wasn’t a fan of the songs with actual singing.

Some things I thought we interesting/could have been set up better was:

- They do a one year time jump and then have him freak about about a break up because he can’t smell her emotions. I don’t know how I feel about him freaking out a year into their relationship? I feel like 3 or 6 months in would make more sense than a year. Especially since they don’t seem to have too much “growth” in that one year span of dating. *(This is the reason for a docked .5 in Romance.)*
- I really wish the FML called out her childhood bully even though it makes *sense* for her personality that she didn’t.
- For the sake of comedy, we have her in the work bathroom spraying the hell out of her body spray – but all I could think is how has no one reported her and how can SHE breath when other people in the bathroom cannot.

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Fun & light but frustrating side character(s)

8.8

SPOILERS BELOW

Ling Yue and Gu An Xin were a rare insta-ish love that you can totally believe and root for. The softness in Yue’s eyes when he looks at An Xin within like the third episode is disarming and I ate it up.

I would say overall they are a solid couple that needed to navigate communication and self-confidence to get to their HEA as a couple. It was frustrating to see them build walls at every inconvenience at the start but it makes their relationship a lot more hard earned than other “insta-love” stories so I think that is why they work.

Moving away from them, I LOVED Ling Fang’s character arc. I think the “evil stepbrother” set up was super well done and to have him really realize he’s just fighting himself as opposed to Ling Yue was a nice reprieve from cliches. Which made Ling Sheng’s plot twist reveal all the more suprising and a solid contrast to the brother dynamics.

Gu An Sheng was alright. I see how his role was needed but I just wish he had a bit more depth and that we could learn more about why he loved Gu An Xin so much. Especially since he seems to have been her step-brother while the sisters are half siblings?

I wanted to know more about Gu Yuan Chao because he is given a decent amount of importance but then in the end he’s just sick and bed ridden so that was disappointing. I know Yang Hong is revealed to be the “real villain” but I still feel like the resolution here was tepid at most.

Last but not least, Gu Xin Er was the most headache inducing, exhausting to look at, pathetic character. The fact that her story ends with her promising to wait for Ling Sheng regardless of the fact that he almost killed half her family is the ending I guess she deserves but was embarrassing to witness. I think she needs therapy more than a man.

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a premise with promise, but an ending that fell short

This show was a “happy accident”. I had it on my list for a while but I got impatient with my list and started several first episodes. From the first episode I was 50/50 about the show just because I wasn’t sure the direction it was planning to take. However, the acting was compelling and even after starting other shows, I chose to come back to Si Jin.

The best parts about this show:
- Excellent romantic chemistry between the main leads. Jiang Si & Yu Qi / Yu Jin were a romance I ate up. I love when a man is smitten and Yu Qi walked so his Prince self as Yu Jin could run. When he gave her all his flowers, one by one I was a goner. His devotion to her was elite, but I will say I wish she had a bit more romantic gestures on her end. *Just a tad more near the end*. But still, I loved it and you can tell she loved him since she literally jumped off a cliff to save his life in their first lives.
- I love the relationship between Jiang Si, her brother, and her father. It was sooo cute and very sweet to see them support and love one another even with all their family drama
- The overall drama that happens *before* the imperial specific issues
- Jiang Si’s flashbacks. I am pretty against flashbacks, but these ones had me curious as heck
- Jiang Zhan was such a cutie patootie himbo at the start and even after he trains to become a fighter, he is too cute. I loved his pure heart for his family and ofc Lu Chu Chu. So happy he climbed up the ranks and became general of territories.
- While the sisters were pretty scheming and the grandmother was frustrating to say the least, I did like the character development and dynamics of the Jiang family. It was toxic but you see them all grow as Jiang Si fights for a better life for herself and every member of the family, even her insidious aunt.

The weakest parts about this show:
- Jiang Si as the Saintess. I get the use of it but I don’t feel it was used to it’s full potential in this show considering the “war” between the two countries.
- I am not sure I get the sacrifice origin story for the Saintess. Does that mean Yu Jin killed her in their first life on purpose? I was pretty sure he didn’t realize it was her when he shot her with an arrow her from behind. But then the ending of the show mentions: nán wū gǔ shù // ruò zhí niàn zhòng dié // kě yǐ zì jǐ de xìng mìng // huàn suǒ ài zhī rén wàn fēn zhī yī // zài shēng zhī jī // shì yù jǐn // shì tā dǔ shàng xìng mìng // huàn wǒ gǎi biàn // mìng yùn de jī huì // duì // tā fù chū de dài jià bù zhī shì xìng mìng huán yǒu chè dǐ wàng jì nǐ
- Even with translating the subtitles over it makes no sense how Yu Qi / Yu Jin triggered Jiang Si into becoming the Saintess. This is not a case of subtitles/translation, but I feel more poor execution of the overall Saintess plot and logic
- Jiang Si’s past. While the flashbacks made me curious to keep going, by the end I was still a bit confused because how was she with Yu Qi in her past life if she was married to Ji Chongyi who she spends the first part of the show trying not to marry? Also, curious if this means in her past life, when she fell into the water, Yu Qi saved her but went on his way because *she wasn’t the Saintess yet* which changed how her and his first life played out.
- I know villains are evil, but I like my antagonists with layers. Madam Xiao was supppper annoying but she had more layers than both Princess Rong Yang and Cui Ming Yue. I will say while Cui Ming Yue and her mother are pretty one dimensional, there are a decent number of antagonists with different personalities and roles to make the overall show interesting.
- The ending, while a HEA romantically, did not really feel complete nor make sense to me fully
- Princess Rong Yang’s death monologue pissed me off. She claims no one ever understood her and no one ever loved her, but she was able to get away with so much specifically because the Emperor saw her as a sister. Her husband didn’t love her, but that was her own fault for forcing an engaged man to be with her. Plus, she cries a river about her daughter, Cui Ming Yue, dying, but she gave 0 effs about the several families she broke and damaged. From killing Jiang Si’s mother, to forcing Consort Xian to abandon her son to the war torn boarders.
- Princess Rong Yang did not deserve to have a post-humorous title. I don’t care that they were probably trying to cover just how messy she was but her and her daughter (Cui Ming Yue) both did not deserve to be given any good title, they should have been marked as evil and disloyal to the Emperor.
- We don’t hear anything about the two princes that died when Rong Yang usurped the throne
- The Emperor just decides to let the 7th prince be Emperor and everyone is okay with it after he was labeled bad luck by the woman that they post-humorously defended with a stupid princess title.
- The Emperor was ready to kill Jiang Si but then decides she can be Empress?
- Jiang Si is able to fix centuries of war with basic trade teaching? I think that whole thing with the Nawu fell flat at the end.
- The Elder is learning from Jian Si like she’s never heard of the words barter and trade which is highly ridiculous
- It looked like they are a community only made up of like 100 people so how have they been “beating” Zhou? They could have used all the extras to fill in the space or had the people on screen be just the “leaders” or something. Small nit, but after all the buildup it matters.
- Why are they kinda portrayed a bit like “savages” as if trade was never an option? I feel like it must have been at some point but Zhou must have cut them off of resources or something.
- I feel bad for Arong and worse for Aman. Aman was sooo cute, I think the actress did so good. I wish they at least found her body after she jumped off the cliff.

Overall, this was a very fun show with “twists and turns” but also emotion and heart. I loved the main leads as characters and their romance was moving. That said, the ending was a tad unsatisfying with how some things are just rushed over. The biggest weak points were the lead antagonist and Jiang Si’s role as Saintess. Both just felt underutilized and oversimplified as basic plot devices.

### Original Thoughts & Ideas
- This show does a good job with the narrative of evil acts being born out of misgivings and jealousy. The examples below are all different fonts of the same story: evil is not exactly innate, but when left unchecked can fester and cause more harm than peace
- Yi’s husband was led astray by the allure of being the husband to a princess and maybe finally appeasing his always complaining mother. His mother actually liking Yi (and defending her as a wife) was a fun twist lol. Jiang Yi’s husband at least has his redemption because a) he was stopped early on b) he confronted *his own* accountability in his downfall
- Aunt Xiao couldn’t stand the judgement and inferiority of being from the second branch. She redeems herself by finally finding contentment and no longer comparing herself to the first branch or with what she doesn’t have. Her death was actually saddening because she had finally grown.
- Princess Rong Yang killed Jiang Si’s mother for thinking an affair was happening (even though it wasn’t). Princess Rong Yang’s hatred was not only left unchecked but generationally passed down to her daughter (Cui Ming Yue). The two of them wreak havoc on society mostly for sick entertainment.

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