Cdrama dreamer

I am someone who watched Overdo as my first Republic era drama and i pretty got some trauma from it because i also finished “The eternal fragrance” at that time which i would never recommend except their fine shyt actors Song weilong and Ju jingyi, anyway both drama included that the FL seemed more like they never loved the ML, it’s like so easy to unlove just for their endless revenge like revenge for their master, sister, mother, friends and blah blah. While ML there sacrificing their life at anytime, standing in front of them at anytime while at the very end i felt like the FL still never loved the ML enough sometimes they hate ML for never ending cheap reasons.
I am someone who seeks a fair and balanced love from both leads, i have gotten a great trauma from watching those drama where MLs gives their everything including their life while FLs just doesn’t give a shit. I just hope that scriptwriters will be more mindful on that in the future. This drama “The lament of autumn” was a heal drama from Overdo, even when the ending was sad but still it was clear, at least they showed how the FL kept living on her life with her child.
I mean also at least when the FL found out she was pregnant, the moments and scenes all made me feel joy unlike Overdo, i was like “Why pregnant? Why at this time at least?” it was just full of confusion and stress from that drama. Oh and additionally, we still got to see so many warm and happy moments between the leads, like do you know how lovely they looked when they had their child lying on the bed with them? That’s what most audiences looked for in Overdo, but…i don’t wanna say more.
As for why my rewatch rate was 3 is that this drama is still didn’t fit into one of my favorite dramas. To be honest chinese fans and audiences who watched this drama only found Xu ruohan’s screaming was funny and hard to stay serious at those screaming moments, i never judged Xu ruohan’s voice because while i was watching those scenes i only accepted it as a bit special. It is also another sound of screaming different from other FL screams, it is indeed unexpected but i respect her natural voice. But haha yeah im also someone who craves for those high pain screams like Bai lu in “Feud” when she screams “BAI JIUSI!!” and cries. It is really emotional that chinese netizens had made it into so many clips and edits of just that scream. Anyway im actually endlessly talking about one another drama. Thanks for reading this long review.