Replying to saryc • Apr 15, 2021
Title The Long Ballad Spoiler
She basically feels so incompetent (being the only one who survived all the events) that she’s over compensating…
Like I mentioned she places no value to her own life so she doesn't care what happens to herself and is only thinking about how she can help others as much as possible before she died or is killed by her many enemies. You can say she's selfish and she doesn't think about the consequences but to be fair, I think that's how she's coping with all the tragic events that have happened to her. Just like in the beginning when she pushes away a'dao but he got her to open it and she eventually loves him like a brother, then was killed right in front of her. This incidences happened over and over again. I think she needs some time, guidance, and help to get her psyche back to where it was before.