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If you don't want to see your sexuality being portrayed badly, then I guess you can distance yourself from those BLs rather than still consuming it but posts a long rant like this afterwards. Lol. I mean, it's just this simple — if people stop watching this stuff, producers will stop producing this stuff.

Philippines.

Maybe it's because only ten episodes have been released yet xD

Uh, 10?

Latest episode just convinced me more that Yong Jie isn't a bad guy. People call him creepy, obsessed, mentally ill etc. but in that diary, he's just like a normal person genuinely loving someone selflessly.

Yeah he has this undeniable charm it's hard not to notice him even if u put him in the middle of a crowd XD

Oh? Too bad I don't use Weibo. Anyway, thank you!

I'm sorry but this first couple, Tue and Aek, is too cheesy for me. I was kind of enjoying the first half of the episode but after that cringe-worthy "accidental kiss" everything just became meh. I love fierce characters so Tue got me in the first half but I'm disappointed that that fierceness vanished in thin air after being kissed by Aek. Btw, Aek is not even likeable since the first seconds of him on screen and got even worse towards the end of the ep. Nonetheless, I love the actor who portrays Tue; Chap. He's promising. I prefer his character in Lovely Writer though.

anyone knows his IG?

Aoey and Mork I see you •_•

Uh, the kiss scene I was talking about is when YJ suddenly appeared in Muren's house. But yeah, that r@p3(??) scene is complicated and the way they portray consent seemed off. However, as you said, this is only fiction and I think people who would watch this are mostly not too young anymore to be influenced by the things they see on media. Plus, they didn't romanticize that action because they showed us how it affected XS, he was frightened and seemed a bit traumatized by it - so then people should be able to tell that it is bad.

Yes. He said he will transfer the "anger" onto him. The conversation between him and his mother hints he sure knows what will be the result of all this.

Xing Si obviously doesn't see Yong Jie as brother as well. Look, his body language is different from the way his mouth speaks. He closed his eyes when YJ kissed him and it took a moment before he managed to push him away. (The scene when YJ appeared in Muren's house.) But it's actually unnecessary to point this out since he already admitted he loves YJ too when he was drunk. LOL. Anyways I'm not sure what to feel with that drunk s3x scene but as it was hinted these are all part of YJ plan, I'll just wait what's gonna happen next. I feel like the writer intentionally made this show problematic so they better resolve all this mess with solutions that are favorable to all. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

lol this is indeed messy

Yes, exactly. I agree with everything that you said. Their storyline is so interesting for me because they're not the typical perfect bl couple I often see in BLs, they have flaws and I love them for that.

I do believe Xing Si is the only one who can help him I hope he realize that sooner.

Yeah. I was thinking he might be asocial or antisocial.

I'm sad that almost everyone hates Yong Jie. He might have some mental health problem that's why he's reacting that way. Didn't his mom say he had a bad experience with people during his childhood? I'm not saying that I tolerate his behavior nor I justify it but is it really that hard to understand him even just a bit? Another thing, him being in love with his step-brother. It was stated VERY clear that they aren't blood-related, what is so wrong with that? He doesn't even use the same surname as Xing Si. (And he said it's because he has other plan(s), is it safe to assume that he wants to marry Xing Si in the future? XD)

Oh. I understand. :)

You actually don't have to wait for the future, you can hate her now XD