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a well written BL, yeah not all smooth sailing,…

a well written BL, yeah not all smooth sailing, but realistic, logical, bittersweet & even hilarious at times. also so thankful we didn't get a rush-job on the Dong Hee, Ho Tae side love-story. that would be a disservice to the character's i've come to love - they deserver more then a rush wrap-up, just so every couple get's a "happily ever after". what we did get with them, was perfect (´▽`ʃ♡ƪ) ***************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************same with the leads, the final hurdle's were overcome & was right in my gut feeling that the Vice President was a rat. but that bit was redundant, especially as this the finale (& given his personality, once things r back to normal, he could find reasons to get even with Won Young) so that whole scene was pointless (get it was to show how much Tae Joon cared) let alone that all the bad-guys got their comeuppance, in the end. ************************************************************************************still personally could do without the apology scene. same with the kiss - sorry but that's a mood killer. i would rather get a warm heartfelt hug, then a lifeless kiss ＼（〇_ｏ）／(ノへ￣、) ******************************************************************but other then this, this really was a great BL & for sure a rewatch in my books!

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well in-spite of how things started off, i…

well in-spite of how things started off, i felt hopeful by the end. yeah the whole lie blew-up in Won Young's face. sorry but the dude has had ample chances to tell the truth - the last being Tae Joon mentioning the name of the company Won Young was working for, yet this dude rather keep quite ＼（〇_ｏ）／ little wonder Won Young heart broken & furious, shutting Won Young down at every turn. cause no matter how much he loves him, he's scared that if he gives Won Young a chance it will be giving him an open to betray him in the future. & he has already lived through this type of relationship with his ex - why should he play russian roulette with his heart?!? would anyone?***********************************************************************************************************the fact Won Young contrite & now living in remorse, is his own doing - as i mentioned above he has had plenty of occasions to stop & come clean. yes he was scared, but this is the consequence's of his in-action - not fun, but justified. so grovel he must if he wants forgiveness let alone Tae Joon back. **********************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************personally i think this was a good ep cause it was realistic, people make mistakes & have to sufferer the consequence's no matter how sorry they r they have to ask forgiveness time & time gain especially if the person they betrayed was important to them. nothing is forgiven in a flash in life - why should it be in a drama? **************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************** given the mains "bring the mood down" i loved Dong Hee & Go Ho Tae they both a breath of fresh air, & much appreciated (´▽`ʃ♡ƪ)

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don't wanna be a party pooper, but that…

don't wanna be a party pooper, but that kiss (ノへ￣、) why we need a clear, close-up. when it's the usually lip touch weirdness, we get from K-drama's?!? why?!? ~(>_<。) any type of sweet moment becomes cringe - but i am the only one complaining, so never mind (≧∇≦)ﾉ *********************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************** glad that Won Young realized his feelings & actually acted on them. something i doubt he would do until the end - not cause of them both being men, but cause of him being a stalker, that's selling Tae Joon's info to the Vice President in the hope of getting his job back. he keeps answering the phone, even if he isn't giving him any info - he still guilty & when this blows-up in his face (which it will) what is he gonna do? ************************************************************************************************** he doesn't know about Tae Joon reason for disappearing - when he finds out how will it look any different from what his ex did?? i don't see Won Young being able to redeem himself, unless he tells Tae Joon everything NOW, even then he will have to do a ton of groveling - ugh idk ╯︿╰ ******************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************** Go Ho Tae is adorably simple in his POV. which is a refreshing approach to life & love in general. but i get why Dong Hee is weary, he doesn't want Go Ho Tae just for a month & a month wont be worth hurting their mother's - so get why he's putting up a fight. one he will lose (❁´◡`❁)

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Won Young is running scared, doubt until now…

Won Young is running scared, doubt until now (in spite of being 27) he has dated anyone, let alone a man. so suddenly having all these feelings & emotions r not just confusing, they scaring & making him run in the other direction. *****************************guess this is what happened to Go Ho Tae, when he found out his bff was gay - he ran away by being mean & breaking the friendship. now ironically Dong Hee is the one running scared, either cause he wants Go Ho Tae in his life & by making things romantic, chancing it not working-out can push them apart permanently. also if he is close to the family (considering how close minded adults of a certain generation can be) he's worried he will lose the family as a whole (in a small town like that, it's like the whole world is ostracizing u). ******************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************** Tae Joon has fallen hard & the sweet part is, that he is trying to give the innocent / inexperienced Won Young all the time in the world to come around. what i wish for more is for Won Young to wake up & realize he is betraying Tae Joon, by sending any type of report to his ex-company. he started this out of desperation, but i really hope he wakes-up before it blows up in their faces. idk who will be more devastated from the revelation

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poor Tae Joon here the dude in hiding cause…

poor Tae Joon here the dude in hiding cause his previous love turned out to be a sell-out that happily accepted his fathers money to stop seeing the son. little wonder Tae Joon has distanced himself from the art world, everything/everyone in his past live was involved in that world. & now that he has finally started to open his heart it's for another guy that is gonna sell him out (ノへ￣、) ********************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************Won Young doesn't realize what he feels for Tae Joon, & maybe he even forgets that, that Vice President is awaiting progress reports on how he is getting close to Tae Joon - close enough to convince him to make a comeback. personally i really wish he wakes-up before it is too late ************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************the past between Dong Hee & Go Ho Tae aint any clearer, just now it seems like Go Ho Tae wants to be close to Dong Hee. whether it means just bff's or romantically - yet to be seen

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did Tae Joon hear that annoying Vice President…

did Tae Joon hear that annoying Vice President (that keeps calling Won Young)?!? & even if he heard his name being mentioned, how he go from that to feeling responsible for Won Young?? i get, getting angry that Won Young was lying to him & hanging around him cause of an ulterior motive. idk that reasoning wasn't understandable to me - need more to get what he means.is he just saying anything, cause he wants to be around Won Young? donno ＼（〇_ｏ）／************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************also what is the story between Dong Hee & Go Ho Tae - in the pic they seemed like good friends, did one confess & get rejected harshly? for them to be so hostile towards each other? *********************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************side note: i get why Won Young's doing what he's doing. but idk it has started to feel off. if it was me i would call it quits, after he offered me room & board just cause i was sick & didn't have anywhere to stay. i couldn't keep playing someone that was good to me {{{(>_<)}}}

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this is really fun & funny but also worrying,…

this is really fun & funny but also worrying, given Won Young's ulterior motive & how that is gonna backfire on him as this progresses. for now this is entertaining & now love even more of the character's. *************************************************still finding it hard to read Tae Joon - why is he so distant, i though that he got his heat broken by another artist (lover) & that's why he escaped to lick his wounds - tiring of the b.s. fame that doesn't offer him anything of substance. but after the mention of his famous father idk what is going on with him. the fact he is already attracted to Won Young is obvious to the eye. pretty sure he was gauging Won Young sexual orientation at the start. not that he would know what to do if Won Young was receptive to his advances ****************************************************************************************************************************************side note - just me or dude playing Won Young can be Im Yoon Ah's twin?!? they identical ＼（〇_ｏ）／*********************************************************************************************************************************************************************Ho Tae totally looks like the bad-boy, but seeing his reaction to Dong Hee tryin to touch him makes me wonder what happened between them for him to react that way. he didn't mind Won Young man handling him (^_-)db(-_^)

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cute - but have to say idk why Won Young's…

cute - but have to say idk why Won Young's trying so hard to get back into a company that wrongly fired him, cause his superior falsely accused him in the corruption scandal. i for one after one higher up did me dirty, wouldn't rush to believe another from the same company. *******************************************************************************************************************i get he's desperate for money/the job (& from what i remember it's bloody hard to get a good job in a company in Korea) add getting defamed & fired, it would be almost impossible to find another white-collared job. so even though i know all this - cause of how shady Vice manager comes off, i wouldn't believe one word he says & for sure wouldn't try & do his bidding in the hopes i get my job back. ********************************************************************************************************************* ****************************************************************************************************************************************like the character's (& not talking about the mains) even though Won Young is cute enough, but really love Kim Dong Hee (the café owner) love his quirky personality & loved even more the "odd couple" vibe i got from him & Go Ho Tae - they weren't even that long around each other, but talk mad chemistry. ****************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************the brooding Tae Joon on the other hand is weird, i wanna say he was instantly attracted to Won Young, that's why he on the one the hand keeps invading his personal space & on the other keeps pushing him away. still the tsundere personality aint endearing him to me (ノへ￣、)

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well at least they kinda talked & for…

well at least they kinda talked & for now, r in a good place - but with these 2 saying happy ending (in-spite of the positive cutesy end) is a reach. just hope Kiyoi starts asserting himself & demanding what he wants in their relationship - cause hoping Hira would read his mind & stop with the "ima pebble.." crap, would never happen, not without a load of pushing & prodding (ノへ￣、) in the direction Kiyoi wanted their relationship to go/develop. *******************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************liked the photographer Noguchi Hiromi's hypothesis about Hira's personality - that his submissiveness is a front, which isn't that much of a reach - heck it's a logical assumption (cause if u know anything about a BDSM relationship, the one with all the power is the Sub not the Dom) ＼（〇_ｏ）／(≧∇≦)ﾉ ***********************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************side note: was wrong & we didn't see any more or Anna's stalker - but this was so short, i guess there was more the enough drama with the leads {{{(>_<)}}}

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this a toxic relationship, so sooner or later…

this a toxic relationship, so sooner or later it was dew to combust, leaving both wounded & bleeding in it's wake. & sorry but i don't think either one is more at blame, both r - equally(!) just cause of different reasons. ********************************************************************************************************************************************************************************Hira is an addict & Kiyoi is his drug. his brain shuts down & he is incapable of acting / reacting like a normal human-being around him. think the closest he has come to being normal, was around Koyama in the previous season. but when Kiyoi is involved, he goes crazy - he has put him on a pedestal & he rather worship him, then treat him like a normal human - how can any person enjoy this type of treatment in a relationship? sooner or latter it will get old. now if this was an actually S&M relationship they would talk and each would make clear what they needed from the other, setting ground rules. but they don't talk! not really about anything serious (ノへ￣、) **************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************Kiyoi on the other hand, is so guarded he will never say what is in his heart or mind, he rather put on a front, never demanding or explaining himself. if he did it might burst Hira's bubble - but isn't that reason enough, long over-due talk - some communication? something that would make things clear between them?? anything is better then this back & forth, where neither get's the other & they wont talk about what they really want from the other & why, but dance around - play house (but not really) & then who's shocked at the out come - this sad! & very toxic -

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didn't enjoy the 1st season - it was an…

didn't enjoy the 1st season - it was an emotional mindf*ck (for lack of a better word). the relationship between the leads was totally toxic, but everyone was eating it up (unlike me). that's why, took me ages to watch this season. *******************************************************************************************************************************************************************1st ep in & have to say it was hilarious. yeah there is this atmosphere of S&M between them - but at least here, their relationship doesn't come off exploitative, bordering on abusive. ******************************************************************even though Kiyoi is as b*tchy as ever, u can see that underneath his abrasive words he is as in-love/infatuated/addicted to Hira, as Hira is with him. still don't think they healthy - but maybe they r meant for each other, cause don't think anyone else would put-up with their weirdness = personalities (╹ڡ╹ ) ****************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************was nice to see Koyama (the guys everyone loved to hate in the 1st season) dude looks as good as i remember. hope he finds love & the writer/Autor doesn't use him to further the crazy couples plot

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pity this story is a work of fiction cause…

pity this story is a work of fiction cause it was perfection. (´▽`ʃ♡ƪ) **********************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************not another ep got me ugly crying, love how observant Koji-san is, wish all parents where this loving, kind & generous with their love. but i guess he saw what a difference Yutaka made with Minoru & Tane. ****************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************this BL was beautiful in every way - perfectly acted even by the baby (who was phenomenal at times) will love to rewatch this when ever need something to warm up my heart & soul (´▽`ʃ♡ʃ♡ʃ♡ʃ♡ʃ♡ʃ♡ʃ♡ƪ)

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well glad Yutaka found his voice & courage…

well glad Yutaka found his voice & courage to face his past & his present (idk if u can misread so much in the past) but it is what it is, & at least Yutaka clearing up the misunderstanding with his past, found the strength to face the future/ Minoru & start to heal. **************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************worrying about breaking up when u r in the honeymoon stage isn't unheard off. u r so in-love with love that u feel like u can't live without the one u love. but life is life & so much can happen to not only end that love, but change how u feel, that - that is one thing u should push to the side & live in the moment. worry about that bridge when u cross it (❁´◡`❁)

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OMG i was frustrated in this ep, so much so…

OMG i was frustrated in this ep, so much so wanted to shake Yutaka, like dude WTF＼（〇_ｏ）／(ノへ￣、) it just went from bad to worse IMHO. that handshake was weak - like r u serious & then in-spite of Minoru making it clear, they should go back to how things were before his confession, Yutaka choses to ghost the whole family - what!!! ~(>_<。)＼(＃°Д°) *********************************************************************************************************************************************************i get being an introvert that usually avoids confrontation, let alone runs away rather then deal with his problems, this was Yutaka's go to - but seriously as time passed couldn't he find it in himself to man-up, especially for Tane?!??? not a fun ep to watch -(╬▔皿▔)╯

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