this ep was pointless - the only reason i watched (fast-forwarded), was so i could hear what the psycho told the ML & it amounted to a big fat nothing. *****************************************************************************************************sorry if i am being to critical but WTH was this last ep\(〇_o)/ the whole disappearing act & then sending the FL cutes from a war zone more or less making it an invite - then hashing it out in a war zone while escaping for their lives - like seriously? who wrote this sh*t?!?******************************************************************************************************************************************as is this plot started out interesting & then the FL lead by her emotions & it turned cringe but then there was the whole side story, about the psycho, the missing orphans etc.. so somehow could ignore stupidity, as there was more then enough to distract from the imperfections. also (as i have pointed out in the past) the side character were a breath of fresh air. they added much needed levity & fun to this gloomy plot (all the different levels of child abuse). ******************************************************************************************************************************************the only plus for me in this ep was seeing all my favorite side character's for one last time - they made me smile & made this drama not a waste of time. but this for sure a once off
poor Jae Won, he's running scared, sure in the belief that everyone he holds dear will die if they remain by his side. that's why he's pushing Ji Hyun away. get why he is acting the way he is, he's depressed n given up on life. ***********************************that's why was sure he wouldn't defend himself in front of the disciplinary committee, even before that scene. he's just going through the motions - the scary part is that this will come to a head. i worry who is gonna be the "net" that catches him when he falls, and fall he will, otherwise this will end bad. *************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************ironic that Ji Hyun the introverted country mouse is the one surrounded by caring, loving people. when this started off it was the opposite with Jae Won surrounded by people, just goes to show that just cause there people around u, doesn't mean they will be there in times of need. but he a damaged soul, that's been suffering since whatever happened to his younger sibling n other then sending him to a therapist, doubt his parents didn't much to be there for him. little wonder he's mentally broken. *******************************************************************************************************************************************side note: always noticed Ji Hyun's catty side, there were sparks from time to time but they were gone in a flash. now he standing strong n loved how he put Eun Ji in her place. she should know better ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
2nd ep and i'm even more confused then the 1st - and no it's not that the plot is 'so complex' that it's hard to figure out - it's the lack of common sense (makes me wonder did the writer even try and talk to people who suffered abuse as children?!?). a child that was abused sexually and is living with that trauma - wouldn't be acting the way Type is. ************************************** i get he is stubborn and wants to "fight" Tharn and be the one who stays in the room - BUT after waking up in his arms, going through the horror of what possibly happened to him, while he was 'out' - his reaction was mild and comical - but lets say as Tharn wasn't nude (as he first assumes) he was cool headed enough to "get" nothing happened - i.e he wasn't molested. BUT when he gets and offer to move, why not take it?!? getting 'even' is better then feeling safe in ur own space?? especially someone who is scared shitless of gay's?!? he might scream "i hate gay's" but easy to see it's 'i'm terror-stricken of anyone "into" men'. which is understandable, as he was a kid, and still doesn't get that his gender wasn't necessarily what attracted that predator, just the fact he was a kid that was easy to hurt/subdue. and yet he then proceeds to wank-off without making sure the door's locked??? he keeps acting like he the only occupant of that room - his breaking down and crying let alone sleeping after everything that goes down - just illogical ugh ************************************************************************ **************************************************************************************************************************************** btw really don't get why anyone would pounce on someone who reacted the way Type did, when he woke up - Tharn was worried enough to know something was off and yet he Again on him WTF?!? Why?!? and after his begging and pleading u to get off - ur go to is...?!? >︿<what started out like a threat, then proceeds to "i wanna calm u down" by "feeling him up"?!? - i'm freakin confused! like WTAF is going on here - is he serious?!? he getting annoyed cause he get's pushed off - how stupid is he - he needs a verbal conformation that Type was molested?!? but after all this - Type freaks out and goes to sleep?!? really? if it was me, wouldn't be able to shut an eye in that room, not only cause would be fearful, but also - i almost reveled something shameful about the past, i'm desperately trying to hide - so i still don't get why Type remains in that room and not rushes off to find the guy that wanted to change rooms with him. ********************************************************************************this illogical - this whole ep was to further their relationship (like Techno - another moron - turning to Tharn asking how Type fairing - they become best buds and i miss it ugh) this a humongous plothole - i get i'm the odd one out, as everyone eating this up - heck this most BL fans holy grail - but this FAR from perfect, same goes for the acting or over-acting as the case is. ************************************************************************************************************************************************* btw i'm fine with Type punching or lashing out at Tharn , well deserved - how many times someone gotta tell u "don't touch me" until it registers?!? so what if he was having a nightmare - or wont wake-up?!? he a grown ass man, that can / should be able to deal with whatever, without being treated like a baby. so there No need to touch him at every turn plz the touchy feely sh*t is getting annoying - i get that Tharn is already smitten and can't help himself, but this bordering on harassment - especially after how Type keeps reacting - like a scared, injured animal. u don't have to be a genius to put two and two together. ******************************************************************************************************************************but that ending was total b.s. anyone acting like Type, who is terrified of gay-men will run the other way the sec they feel their view/heart is softening towards a gay person. cause a guy that was molested by a man, worries the most that maybe they sensed gay in them and that's why they were targeted - so the sec Type felt his heart softening towards Tharn, should rush to accept the other dudes offer to change rooms, not stay cause "Tharn a really good guy" plz - aish the writing here is doing my head in !
as we r only seeing the main leads POV it's hard not to judge their partners (harshly). why be with ur partners if u avoid their touch. they keep them at arms length, but give them only so much affection to keep them from giving up from despair & ending this farce of a relationship...********************************************************************************************************************************************we saw Nakarai & Fujisawa get intimate, was that all in Nakarai's head?!? wishful thinking?!? cause from this ep, it seems like Fujisawa's not interested in marriage & Nakarai needed someone to rely on after his parents death. Fujisawa offered himself & his house.. or did i miss something?!? *******************************************************************************************************************************************with Hagiwara & his gf, idk what to say. am sure they were together before moving in together (2 yrs ago) & they can't sit down, talk through whatever has happened, for the gf to draw away from him??
glad Takara stopped & didn't go forward with anything, as wanted to smack him upside the head. i get hormones & all, but that would be manipulating an infatuated, inexperienced Amagi into something he wasn't ready for psychically or mentally (given how awkwardly he reacted to the kiss) that isn't love & for sure isn't fair. **********************************************************so glad he stopped when push came to shove. they have all the time in the world to get comfortable with each other & for Amagi to learn... so liked that this point was highlighted in this ep - while showing an experienced Takara suffering though his decision. bravo! **************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************btw agree with others that scene with Amagi (10:35) where he shows that Takara's clothes fit him was hilarious, i burst out laughing, idk how Takara kept a straight face
so that kiss wasn't a figment of Li Gong's imagination, right? (like the previous one?!?) cause after that confession and kiss, Ze Shou needs to be stupid not to get it. well he knows and has been avoiding facing his own and Li Gong's feelings for a while now. so i didn't see this confession magically turning out perfect. but i think the wake-up call was needed for Li Gong to realize he been wasting away his life, catering to someone who might never be ready to be with him. sad as this is, sometimes the pain is needed to wake-up from the delusion and move forward. ************************************************************************but have to say this every time Ze Shou called Li Gong "brother" i called him A-hole.. get he running scared, but then shut-up and don't do/say anything until u figure sh*t out. don't try to put a band-aid on it... it's just making Li Gong feel like sh*t ugh!!! don't need to be a mind-reader to get what fact. frustrating MOFO ********************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************with the other pair, ironically Yuki seems totally committed. a bit too fast if u ask me and that's why i kinda get why Ying Ze is acting skittish, here he didn't blink he went from "hello" to "u r my home" and planning vacations as a family. who's head wouldn't spin with the speedy of how this plot developed
Toh got a fetish for biting?!? that can be a very scary thing - i would be very worried if i was Nuea ψ(`∇´)ψ but Nuea's fetish (can u call it one?!?) is walking around naked lol although Toh really needs to catch a clue already, his ability to ignore the obvious is getting down right frustrating to watch. i don't get Toh - this the second time Nuea asking him to shower together, last time moron tried to bring the camera in, an ended up alone in the shower, this time?!? seriously he fell asleep??? guess all that posturing will tire out a body - Toh is hilarious, sweet, cute etc... BUT it also seems he rather just fan-girl then actually be with Nuea. even though he has moments where he says, he gonna "get him" and plans to whatever... but it Never amounts to much, and seeing how Nuea genuinely likes him and is getting hurt (cause he thinks Toh is just sweet, naïve but not interested in him) it's sad to watch. he already told him he likes him - yet no reaction from Toh, not one that amounted to much - why? he rather collect stuff Nuea used, then interact with the human?!? how much of an airhead u need to be, cause anyone walk's around me naked, pinning me against stuff, let alone all the suggestion's. i would ask them 'what's up' (if i wasn't interested). here he rather gush while distancing himself from his crush, at Every turn - ugh this frustrating. considering how freakin HOT Nuea is - dude that kiss FIRE and now he jealous - not that i blame him Intouch sizzling ***********************************************************************************************************************************************************************************and if one isn't enough we got Jao, was glad for a sec Jao thawing, cause there is only so much one can take, seeing how sweet Sky treats him. so Jao keeping him at a distance, insisting they just "brother's" was getting tedious to watch. but it's like he a goldfish, every scene start's off anew like they made zero progress from before so everything that happens, amounts to nothing in Jao's mind? and Sky still running after him, bit unbelievable. Nobody worth this much work *******************************************************************************************************************************************************************side note - Kongkwan getting jealously, annoyed was hilarious. can't blame her, her person isn't there (btw we finally get a GL and it's almost nonexistent?) so she just has to watch both couples mooning over each other - all the side's r cute and they add a lot - they for sure a Very supportive group of friends. just wish in Toh's crew's case, they would witness his idiocy and call him out on it - maybe then the main couple would make headway **************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************btw i really hate when we get the halfassed 'i don't love u but lets stay friends' - like plz NO! that's a Band-Aid for the dead. it's over, end it without trying to be the "nice guy". u don't come off nice. so glad in-spite of being a biatch, Prao said "no thank you" of course this not the end but at least she was up front about where she stands.
sorry but WTF was this - first off anyone i was in a relationship with, disappears on me for over a yr and then appears the way Ki Jin did. i would toss that coffee, water or whatever he offered Yeong Woo after the 2nd "sorry" in his face - cause that Doesn't cut it! u owe me a freaking explanation, the words "sorry" r an empty joke after the way he treated him.U Don't do that to a person u supposedly care for! so seeing Yeong Woo then back to normal, going off to buy cloth - all that flirting, i wanted to barf - hard. why this supposed to make anyone happy is beyond me - what does this say about self-respect?!? what, cause ur gay then the person u love can walk all over u?!? and it's ok. cause they had "reasons..."?!? plz this is such a cop-out and a bad parody of what love should be. ****************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************if anything the only thing that made me smile, was the renewed relationship between Yeong Woo and Yi Bin - and call me a fool, but i rather see them together (even not knowing what went on in their past) then seeing Ki Jin back with Yeong Woo - he doesn't deserve a second chance - plz, this was so disappointing like WTAF
so wasn't wrong about most of my assumption's - but am getting a bit tired with the hangdog look on Yi Joo's face. trying to be understanding as to why she's always sad, but OMG it's a constant thing with her - especially when she with Do Guk. seeing part of his PTSD, she must get that he suffered & is walking around with an open wound just like her. yet he keeps offering her his hand, trying to do for her - so why not let her guard down or just be more friendly towards him?!? if there is anyone she should be on friendlier terms, it's Do Guk - considering he her only ally here \(〇_o)/btw i want him to confide in her about his older brother but i get why he wont, she has drawn the line so he can't cross it. *****************************************************************************************************************************************Se Hyeok is a weirdo - the way he is carrying on, one would think the one he is infatuated with is Yi Joo, not Yoo Ra. he keep hounding her, going to that dress fitting appointment like why?!? just to see her?? also he needs to stop with the "...were were childhood friends & lovers..." considering when that friend was in the ICU, the only thing he cared about was shielding Yoo Ra's eyes ㄟ( ▔, ▔ )ㄏ******************************************************************************************************************************************back to Yi Joo's constant depressive state is it cause she thinks she has a yr to complete her revenge?? that she got a cosmic/magical timer on her wrist with a morbid countdown?? is that why she keeps pushing Do Guk away?!? ************************************************************************************************************************************side note: Yoo Ra & Jung Wook r perfect for each other both sociopaths
this was interesting... idk about Gil Chae, as she a total "mean girl". she actively harassing the other girls by drawing the attention of all the eligible young men in that village, just cause..( ˘︹˘ ) not cause she is interested or curious, but cause she wants to be the center of attention & cause she wants to mess with them all. ******************************************************so unlike the description, where she is an outcast cause of their jealousy, this is cause she a sh*t starter. \(〇_o)/ who would want to be around her? *******************************************************************************************************she knows which girls likes whom & she's deliberately flirting with the same guys to annoy the girls. the worse bit, she's playing with everyone, so little wonder she's an outcast. it has nothing to do with her look's or having a straightforward, inappropriate personality.****************************************************************************************************************************************the one i thought was beyond sweet was Eun Ae, who in-spite or Gil Chae's antic's & flirting didn't treat her any different (then she did the other girls). that's why enjoyed it more, when Yeon Jun (despite finding Gil Chae funny) had eye's only for Eun Ae, & was the only one that stayed by her side.****************************************************************************************************************************************the rest, basically curious what's what & when we will find out the answers to all the questions that popped-up in this ep. cute start
so my 2nd guess was right, it was a getaway that started off magical n ended bad (thankfully not devastating), but it jarred Jae Won enough to back off. understandable, considering his mentioning his younger sibling losing his life while around him. even if he wasn't the cause, just surviving, let alone witnessing something like that - anyone would suffer from guilt n PTSD. that's why (poor) Jae Won turned into the walking dead in this ep. ************************************************************************feel bad for him, as is he was in the need of a safe haven turning to Ji Hyun, taking him to the beach so his soul could heal - should've been heaven, but life has a way of showing us that bad can always get worse (ノω<。)ノJae Won in a really bad place, idk who or what will help him out, just hope this isn't a depressing BL (what with the therapist mentioning suicide)... *********************************************************************************************************************************************sadly he surrounded by leeches, from the start of this Tae Hyung more or less made it clear he would love to make a fortune through Jae Won. his hitting him is like that leech winning the golden ticket - this was the main reason Jae Won should've stood up to him a long time ago, let alone cut ties from people like him & Eun Ji (another "stellar" human) she saw weakness n pounced - gross. the other guys in that club were just butt-hurt, cause of that talking trash. they needed someone to blame n they couldn't defame Ji Hyun who almost died. not that it stopped them from talking sh*t about him... so not shocked or wondering why they making something about a trip between the mains. **************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************the only happy moments in this ep were cause of Ae Ri (bomb ass bff, a true worthy human at that), Joon Pyo who turned out to be a much better friend then i thought he was at the start of this (but the dude always eating, does he have a tapeworm?!?) n the boss lady. these 3 really made me smile a lot - they such good people, loved how they enveloped Ji Hyun with love n care - heartwarming.
last ep Jin kissed Akin without consent, when he wasn't conscious this time he has to freakin undress him, he's so blind drunk & then Jin continues to; make out? have sex with him?!? this grape - y'all know right?!??? Thai BL's back to this rubbish move?!? to further a romance??? *****************************************************************************************************************who thinks this is sexy or ok for that matter?!?? idc about gender, age or looks - when anyone is out of it & isn't aware of what the f*ck it happening, u DON'T(!!!) strip them & use their body. why this hard to get?!??? what's complicated about this commonsensical logic?!??? ***************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************edited add on - so was wrong & nothing happened. my bad! sorry for jumping to conclusions - but can u fault me(?) considering some of the older BL's that came out of Thailand?!?
yeah miss me with that conclusion, if it was me i wouldn't be forgiving anything. road rage is a very scary thing & what if the other driver was also nuts? who's willing to die for a stranger, just cause they ur senior & got anger issues?!??? & sorry but from now on nothings gonna change. there no miracle switches getting flipped, just cause u almost escaped death. maybe for a while Arc will tone down his volatile behavior, but in a couple of months, a yr it will be back. ********************************************also for someone who kept butting heads with Arc at every turn, why the 180 after almost getting seriously injured in a car accident?!? doesn't compute - ***********************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************even though Arm funny & way more likeable in this BL - i like Sand & Pond's budding relationship better. hope it goes somewhere - they cute together & apart & they for sure not toxic. Arc's 'boy pulling the hair, of the girl he likes' approach leaves much to be desired.
hmmmm putting aside how pure & innocent their interactions r, i am really getting frustrated by the recap from the previous ep. like this hella short as is, why we need to start every ep from almost a whole min of the previous ep/ending?!? it obvious that anyone watching, is binging this ugh. ***********************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************but given not everything is translated i am glad that this time around the comment section is good for something other then spoilers. like Xiao Zhi's inner thoughts when they at the café; People are selfish when they have desires, but I am not a selfish person. I know his feelings for me will not go beyond that of a brother, so I hide my thoughts, like that gorgeous chandelier. As long as he doesn't touch the switch, I won't shine. like their conversation in the bathroom it is almost poetry
ok, had to stop the pity party Chadok was throwing himself to point this out. he wasn't just Ayan's uncle's lover but they were planning to marry & move in together, but the only family Dika had, one that knew about his sexual orientation were kept in the dark?!? lets say Dika wanted to surprise them when he made it official with Chadok (b.s. but lets say) after he took his own life, Chadok just went about his day upholding rules, that caused the death of a loved one, pushing more people to the brink - cause? cause he had no other reason to live for, but Suppalo. really?!? is that what i am supposed to buy?!? miss me with this reasoning. instead of finding a way to stop the unjust way Suppalo was "ruled" he didn't just enforce the rules, he manipulated a student that came from a weak background & need the schools support not just for financial aid, but for recommendation's & connections to further his studies & i gotta feel sorry for this f*cker?!? bish plz ********************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************get why Thua thought he had to do what he did, but i still don't like the fact that he outted Akk. he didn't need to drag him out of the closet to make his point. dude turned out to be a sociopath, feel bad for Khan, who fell in-love with someone shy & introverted that couldn't hurt a fly, but turned out to be a snake. sorry there aint no justification in what he did. saying he was ashamed that the younger students made sacrifice's & then were threatened, sorry but what he did just added to the threat - so him justifying his actions is crap. he's no better then Chadok - leave Akk, as he did it cause he was manipulated. he didn't see another out but to follow the guide lines set before him. Thua on the other hand choose to do this - he guiltier then Akk. so watching everything continue as before, Thua being part of the group is something i can't watch - sorry Khan, but ima be skipping all their scene together - what an utter let down Thua has turned out to be. ********************************************** ****************************************************************************************************************************************on the other hand i deeply apologize to Namo, i kept blaming him for everything but he wasn't the bad-guy i made him out to be. my bad.