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i was worried that, that sociopath of a mother…

i was worried that, that sociopath of a mother would finally call when it was really important & then Mashiro would get stuck with her, out of guilt. but thankfully that didn't happen. this harpy just came looking for him & even though personally i think he should've been more assertive, in his refusal & clearer in telling her to stop - guess what he said was the best he could do & it was a start - even though given her personality i doubt that's gonna stop her. she has been gaslighting him into submission since he was a child she not gonna let him go that easily. cause she knows how to play him to get what she wants & until now she has been getting what she wants. so i really hope he finds the strength needed to no cave. ***********************************sadly Kanade is a bigger pushover then Mashiro so doubt he is capable of offering any type of support or help to the parent problem. heck the dude such a colossal moron he keeps finding ways to hurt & push Mashiro away & then wonders why.

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as this progresses, so does my blood pressure…

as this progresses, so does my blood pressure - not enough we got poor Mashiro's overbearing mother we also gotta suffer Kanade (the utter moron) that has intrusive co-workers that he isn't capable of telling "f*ck off" & he needs those busybodies to tell him to go talk to Mashiro?!??? dude rather procrastinate & spend more time have conversations with himself, then actually talk to Mashiro. the only safe way he can communicate is via text & then also, he will leave a lot unsaid. *****************idk how people r loving this - even though i am seeing red, i can understand a child (no matter how old) not being able to put their parent in their place. but what is Kanade's damage???? so what if he is insecure - just cause Mashiro doesn't walk around like a battered soul, means he's not suffering's???!??? that he's not insecure???? if anything he's more truthful about his feelings & thoughts... & worse if he is hurting, he just keeps it to himself cause he doesn't want to burden anyone else. ugh Mashiro needs a savior ************************************************************************************************************************& no that half-assed confession does make up for how Kanade left Mashiro to doubt his confession. that "kiss" also doesn't make up for sh*t - & Kanade's screaming overacting is fast becoming nails on a chalkboard annoying - that not cute, funny or sweet - bleedin grown ass man ******************************************************************************************************will repeat myself - idk how the f*ck people r enjoying this & coming back for more

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this ep was stupid - sorry not sorry. for…

this ep was stupid - sorry not sorry. for a society that's very "correct" where they got rules & boundaries for everything. where u have to keep up appearance's & can't be too intrusive as that's rude, i don't get the females in this BL. where does Kanamori come off by getting up in Kanade's business, about who he is dating - so what if Aizawa liked or confessed to him. he rejected her, end off - but she wanted to know why, so he lied to her. even after that, she wont give up & he has to explain & justify why he doesn't want to date her???? like what the actual f*ck! this not normal behavior anywhere - ***********************************but the dude's a moron & when he needs to tell people to butt out he's mute or accommodating... OMG this did my head in. cause where he needed to be proactive, he wasn't - like with Mashiro, who he knows he hurt & yet he's just sitting quietly - waiting for him to contact him 1st ugh. **********************************************************************************************& even if Mashiro wasn't going though hell with that "mother' of his, i would get mad at Kanade's inconsiderate & selfish behavior. & that text didn't make up for sh*t - sorry. Mashiro was right in calling to ask him what he wanted to say. Kanade playing coy just annoyed me. really wish he would grow up but doubt that's gonna happen. poor Mashiro not enough he got one child in his life now he's gonna get another aish...

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why do all the lighthearted, fun loving character's…

why do all the lighthearted, fun loving character's have deep scars, poor Mashiro he deserves better then the mother he was left with. wish the grandmother stood up more for her grandson & put her daughter in her place. she the freakin adult & yet other then neglect or smother him with neediness she did nothing - really felt bad for him. & this is why sometimes u should keep ur opinions to ur-self. as Kanade should've - he doesn't know about Mashiro's relationship with his mother let alone about Mashiro's mother. so giving him b.s. advise did nothing by add to his misery & destroy the peace & happiness he was experiencing cause of their date.

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at the end there was Mashiro talking to Kanade,…

at the end there was Mashiro talking to Kanade, why do i have a feeling it's someone else... hope i am wrong cause finally in this ep they communicated & Kanade didn't just go through the motions all on his own. it was fun & i am really liking Mashiro more & more as this develops. it's so easy to see why Kanade fell for him - he is a really loveable character - great personality. ********the older woman at Kanade's work place is annoying, can't he tell her he is dating someone or something like he lied to the chick that confessed?!? i don't get people like her, u gotta play matchmaker??? u've come to work, do that & leave everyone else's private life & romance's to them to sort out - ugh...

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One Stars

usually u start off liking the MC, i don't really like Kanade. i get his self-preservation kicking in & him keeping people at arms length. but just cause u r scared to get hurt, so u wanna push people away doesn't mean that in the process u hurt others. u r an adult u should find a better way to either be upfront about not wanting to renew a friendship, then ghosting someone , like he did with Mashiro. this is why i had to stop watching & rewtach this now, in the hopes i developed enough patience for Kanade selfishness... **************************************************************************************************************************the fact Mashiro ran after him let alone had to insist he wasn't joking - as if someone saying "i like u too" would be a joke. like what was going on in Kanade's head - i know - he had made up his mind, so no matter what Mashiro said or did he had crossed him out. if this was real life i doubt Mashiro would've insisted, cause seriously the way Kanade was behaving idk if he's worth all the hard work. but then no BL, so i hope this get's better & he starts considering Mashiro's feelings.

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ridiculously hilarious, Yuichiro is genuinely…

ridiculously hilarious, Yuichiro is genuinely nuts - but love that both the mains r suffering just for different reasons, would say communicate but is Yuichiro capable of that...lol idk - time will tell. ****************************************************************also really like Hajime's manager, he's really likeable even though the vibe he should give off is dark & broody - but he isn't, he's the life of the party & he takes everything lightly. very hard not to like him. also love how he takes care of Hajime. unlike Yuichiro's manager who is more like a tiger mom which i guess Yuichiro needs - still i like Kijima.. *********************************also idk why i was sure Haibara was interested in Hajime's manager & not in Hajime himself, maybe cause the way he kept lifting him up was like u treat a child no someone u r infatuated with.

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this started off as sweet as the 1st season,…

this started off as sweet as the 1st season, Yuichiro still fan-girling over Hajime even though they officially a couple. but given the touching of the lips - u can't really call that a kiss i get Hajime wanting them to take a step forward, but shouldn't that step forward mean actual kissing as opposed to making-out?!? **************************************************************************also i get that the whole BL is mainly v being such a stan that he isn't capable of being upfront & admitting to how much he obsessed with Hajime which while hilarious is very hard to be in a relationship with someone like him. cause Hajime needs more & Yuichiro for now isn't capable of giving that.

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Jun Xi is just too good to be true, the way…

Jun Xi is just too good to be true, the way he just forgave Han Tuo as if what he did wasn't a big deal - idk how to digest that, but it is what it is... what i find ironic is how fickle they made all the females that were crushing on Jun Xi, not saying there no girls out there that can get distracted by a good looking face or even a wealthy dude, BUT each & every girl that fell for Jun Xi was so easily diverted from her crush, cause of Han Tuo's pretty face? really?!??? a bit absurd IMO but again it is what it is... *************************************************************************************************************************************************in this ep, i felt bad for the child Han Tuo was & is, his parents r a piece of work. but still don't like him for how he keeps manipulating Jun Xi & now that his mentor & boss has set his sights on him, i have a feeling he's gonna hurt Jun Xi again - & 99% sure that again Jun Xi gonna forgive & accept his flaws.... embrace him with open arms & tell him everything is "ok".... not really realistic. but guess this is how this BL is gonna go, oh well -

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what an "interesting" way to end not…

what an "interesting" way to end not only an ep, but a freakin drama - like WTF... even if 2nd season is planned, unless u gotta wait a few weeks at best, this was moronic. *****************************************************************************************don't get why so many questions were left unanswered. what was posted about Han Gyeol, does it connect to his ex? did he out him at his old school? is that why he feels guilty & now wants to apologize? or did they get outed & he abandoned Han Gyeol to deal with the fall out, all on his own & is now back trying to make amends?!? ***********************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************what about Jeong U's friend's just assuming sh*t cause Han Gyeol's gay, so cause Jeong U hanging around him so much, he also gay? cause Jeong U did tell his friend that he is tutoring Han Gyeol & they haven't done anything to make anyone to suspect - so why even ask that question. instead of asking him how much he knew about Han Gyeol's past or if Han Gyeol had tried to hit on him, anything but to ask if they were dating - that's kinda out of the blue IMO. *************************************************but this & more not gonna get answered, until there is a 2nd season which idk if there ever will be made, so it is what it is.. bummer - until now this was well acted & interesting enough for me to keep watching, until the end. but that ending kinda killed it ugh

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