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the Yamada dude is whack - that whole scene…

the Yamada dude is whack - that whole scene at the start was weird, is he a friend? exchanging manga's doesn't happen between strangers & why he hanging like some psycho stalker around the younger siblings bins??? going through his garbage - like what?!??? weirdo - same with the pic he was taking of the brother's eating - only me thinking there was nothing suspect in that scene? even the drawing, so he drew two guys looking at each other, what's erotic or weird about that drawing??? & yeah i get the younger brother was drawing his brother & himself, but they look nothing like the drawing so he can say it's just something random he dreamt up. i don't get why that turned into blackmail material or why the younger brother would rush out to retrieve something he threw out & can't be proved as his. also that fool thinking blackmailing someone into a relationship, is the way to go?? is this how Chinese gay dudes woo each other?!? *************************************************& from the ending i guess the older brother new his younger step-sibling had feelings for him & decided to make him fall harder so he could get his mother (step mother?) to give him money so he would disappear.. i guess -

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also find it kinda ridiculous with these BL's…

also find it kinda ridiculous with these BL's where the parents r never around & they r left to their own devises - which means they can develop a romance... artistic license is usually abused lol.******************************************************************it's obvious the younger brother adores the older, but i can't read the older brother is he flirting & teasing his younger sibling or am i imagining things?!? hard for me to tell - cause sorry but i have never occupied the same bath tub naked with my younger sister. never even though to suggest it. like why?!? unless u r trying to "do" something - the what is yet to be found out... ********the kiss caught me off guard - but i guess after the bath shenanigan's, i guess the younger brother just went with his gut or had enough of his brother's teasing & the older brother (who i think knew always that his younger sibling had more then brotherly feelings for him) returned the kiss. does this mean he also feels more for his younger sibling?!? **********************************the mother suddenly appearing quietly, is whack & i guess she heard them kissing - even though i couldn't lol - but from what they said, it didn't seem suspect so what was she eavesdropping on & why didn't make her presence known the sec she walked into the house?!?

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i think the MC is really pretty, love his…

i think the MC is really pretty, love his facial features. but don't get the family dynamic, is she their step-mother?!? or only the elder brother's. why he have to leave & why is he back now?!? this kinda short & the problem with short dramas/BL's there is so much that can't be included & it leaves u with so many unanswered questions hmmm.... not always a fulfilling watch. ***********also is he just fixated on a brother, that once was around & cause they parted, he missed him so much he develop deep feelings, that translated into more then sibling love? or is he gay?!? either way u can see that he really adores his elder brother.

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anyone that loved the main couples romance,…

anyone that loved the main couples romance, will love this - personally i though this was moronic. so both guys gonna just hope that some miracle keeps transporting them to each others side, forever?!? & while that may take a month, a yr or a decade, they will live in waiting... until their loved one pops up??? this the romance we supposed to root for?!? leave the lack of logic at how it happened this time around. who gonna put their life on hold for something that even if it happens again, might be for a short period of time?!? that can sustain whom on the long run??? this even worse then a long distance relationship - cause then at least u can try & keep in touch - here it's all hope based. *************************************************************************personally i just wanted to see if there would be an explanation as to how Yai popped-up in the present after Jom came back at the end, but this wasn't a continuation from the end of the series. **********************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************also if they went there, couldn't Jom tell Yai about his sister - show her pic or even contact her & let Yai observe Ueangphueng's present day version??? he even mentioned her after all - oh well. thankfully this was short, so didn't invest too much time but this was redundant IMO.

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WTF was this ending?!? the writer really didn't…

WTF was this ending?!? the writer really didn't think this through ahh?!? Jom vaporized as if he was a freakin vampire. if he was a ghost haunting Yai i would get some of this, but there was so much that was just - idk even what to say. Jom time jumps to the past via the help of a version of Yai that's older, darker skinned with tattoo's. then he vaporizes into thin air as if he didn't pop-up fully clothed with a working body (in the past). then jump to the present he gets saved & yet he still got the white string Yai tied around his wrist & then the confusing cherry on top - Yai or some version of himself is in the present waiting for Jom after his recovery - yet when Jom started the work on the house, u never saw hide nor hair of Yai - WTF!!! this made NO sense. *****putting the weird romantic plot aside. why Jom need to forgive Ohm & Khaimuk??? cause of their past selves? what does that have to do with the fact that Ohm cheated on him & hurt him, when he had more then enough time in their 2 yrs apart to find a moment to inform Jom that 'he is sorry but he has fallen for someone new!??!?' - that was whack - who gives a f*ck that Ohm & Khaimuk past lives were messed-up, meant to be or not they could've found a better way to start their relationship. oh whatever.. idk what's the point. ******************************************************************************************************there were moments of wholesomeness like Jom's conversation with Khamsaen, like Ueangphueng's parents giving her their blessing & letting her leave to follow her dreams. like Somjeed being a sweet supporting sister. but on a whole this was whack & i wish i could say i loved this - i didn't. it was fine for a one off

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One Stars

as much as i dislike Jom this ep was well done. it was so sad & lovely how he chose how to say goodbye to all the people that came into his life. it was very touching & sad. even though i still don't get why he is disappearing, unless he is dead & somehow instead of only his soul time-jumping into the past maybe possessing someone, his soul also manifested into flesh & bone & now for-whatever-reason it's time for him to move on. hope it gets explained in the next few eps & isn't left a mystery that never gets solved. ********************************************************************************************************************also was wondering how Fongkaew never got pregnant, as Robert never left her alone. but am also wondering did Robert never "touch" Ueangphueng?!? then i kinda get his hungering for a new wife, that he didn't have to treat with kid gloves & even though it doesn't justify anything, it explains why he acted like a ravenous animal with both his wives. ***************************btw Khamsaen assuming Fongkaew was untouched, when she was married to someone is ridiculous - that normal, that someone marries someone else & threats her like his sister?!? maybe if she was a 'beard' - but Robert wanted Fongkaew from the sec he saw her, the other older dude that helped him hatch up the plan of burning her parents place was to get their land, but Robert wanted Fongkaew. so i don't get Khamsaen thought process... thank f*ck he came around by the end.

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well the big revel was shocking - i was sure…

well the big revel was shocking - i was sure Jom was gonna exposé his relationship with Yai, or maybe confess his love anything but throwing a powder keg that would blow open the whole Robert, Bussabong's father, Fongkaew issue up & in everyone's faces. that was one hell of a way to stop the engagement. it for sure shamed Luang Thep Nititham into realizing that his greed for power almost destroyed both his children's lives. what i loved was how Khunying Khaekhai didn't shame him until they were all alone. she is a good wife. she could've blown up around everyone, but she supported him until it was only the 2 of them to make her point & tell him he not gonna rule with an iron fist anymore. smart woman. ******************************************& as much as i am enjoying this, i can only do so if i just ignore the romance - cause Jom hasn't grown on me & i like Yai, but the romance just isn't for me. ************************************************************************************************************as an ep back we saw that a woman was divorced, am wondering if that is the route both Fongkaew & Ueangphueng r gonna take (even though it wasn't discussed in this ep) just Ueangphueng's situation got complicated given am sure she is pregnant. but given her parents r rich & powerful - that will help keep Robert away. *********************************************************with Fongkaew i have a feeling she lied to Khamsaen, she cause of her statues - can she divorce Robert? & either way i think cause of what Khamsaen's mother told her, she might keep away from him. *******************************************************regarding Jom - he isn't dead time jumped into the past - so why his image disappearing?!? weird -

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idk what Jom was planning at the end, but…

idk what Jom was planning at the end, but everyone conniving so whatever. also Luang Thep Nititham has trained his family wel l- no matter how they truly feel, he says jump & they ask how high. no matter how bad his decisions for them turned out, not one has come to confront him with the reality of his self-centered, hard handed "rulings". idk for whom i feel sorrier; Yai, Ueangphueng or Bussabong. they have little to no say in how they want to live their lives. this such a sad reality & no i didn't forget Jom - i just don't feel sad for him. *********************************************************************************************on the other hand Fongkaew has surprised me in this ep, she is too good to be true. when she saw Ueangphueng with Mei she realized that Ueangphueng wasn't any different from her & that made her come to make peace. she even helped Mei & tried to save Ming & the other guy that was supposed to guard Mei. all while she is trying to find evidence showing Robert was behind the arson, that took her father's life & forced her into this hell / marriage. one would think she had enough on her plate, to care for others that didn't show her the bare minimum of kindness, when she came into that house & yet she still went out of her way to help them. kinda impressed.

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dude, i get that the patriarch decides &…

dude, i get that the patriarch decides & the family follow orders, but he never even told his children 'i am thinking to marry u off'.... 'this a potential spouse - what do u think'. guess they r told on the day of the wedding to dress up & come down to get married - so weird & soul crushing, that this happened to people in some point in time - well there sadly countries where this sh*t is still going on & worse, we talking about child brides. so idk why i am shocked. anyway poor Yai & Ueangphueng. *********but also feel sad for Bussabong, as in Luang Thep Nititham case he suspected that both his children had developed unnatural affections, that wouldn't serve him & his ambitions, might even bring shame to his name. not just cause they had fallen for the help, but cause they were of the same gender. not exactly acceptable then. so marring them off in his mind solved that problem - nipping it in the bud. but what is Bussabong's fathers problem - why do that to his own daughter? i don't get the mindset - ********************************************************************************************************************************************also was worrying about both couples in the previous ep, given how Yai & Jom were acting i was sure that they would be the couple that gets caught. but nope it was Ueangphueng & Mei. poor girls to get outed like that. am shocked Robert didn't fly into a rage & beat the living day lights out of Mei. but he did what he does best, assault his wife. *******************************************************************************************************************************************************************************with everything going on, i think the scene i really enjoyed & loved was Khamsaen's mother telling Fongkaew to leave her son alone. that was such a wholesome scene, where u could see proof of a mother's love. i get why Fongkaew can't let go of the past & maybe she still dreams that once she finds evidence, she can resume her life with Khamsaen. but that is after the dust has settled. she's really was being selfish, she needs to leave him be & not put a target on his back, while she is still in the same situation. as he would be put in danger, where as she might just get a beating, as doubt Robert gonna toss her out. i think -

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i guess stupidity is infectious, Yai should…

i guess stupidity is infectious, Yai should know better then to do almost everything he has done throughout this ep - he knows his father looks down on him (why i have yet to figure out) but he feels like Yai has let him down. he keeps criticizing him , even comparing him to his assistant Chan & given he has grown up in that environment, he doesn't know that the servant's would gossip?!? & ironically they slipped-up in front of the biggest gossip... his father finding out, wouldn't be just a scolding for Jom or himself, he would suffer & Jom being a servant (that his father didn't approve of in the 1st place) will suffer worse & i doubt it will end with a beating/lashing. from Jom i have zero expectation's, his new life keeps showing him that he has no autonomy over his own life, even if he leaves the house he is WORKING in - he has nowhere to go. No way to support himself or survive in that time period. he is getting by just cause of Yai. once he doesn't have him - who will help him? give him a roof, clothing & food?!??? James?!? i guess - but does he want to leave Yai??? if not then why not try & use some common sense & not act in a way that will make it clear to everyone around that the relationship between Yai & Jom is more then master & servant. but i got no high hopes & anything that goes wrong is both their fault for not using their heads, sorry not sorry. i wont be shedding a tear over what's gonna come. ********************************************************************************************************i feel sorrier for Ueangphueng, as a woman she doesn't have a say he life is decide by her father & then her husband & yet she has succeeded in creating a secret life of her own cause of Mei. but i don't see their love flourishing either given how domineering her husband is. ironic that both siblings & their lovers r in danger if they r found out. *******************************poor, sweet got his heart broken - he is such a good friend & he finally confessed to Mei. pity she didn't know how to react & just ran. even though anything she said would break his heart as she already loved another. i just worry for him - odk why i have a feeling that he is the one that is gonna lose his life not one of the mains character's i've mentioned above. heck i think even Fongkaew will get what she is after & regain her freedom to be with the one she loves. might even get justice for her father. but i might be wrong. who knows...

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1st ep where i actually stopped to notice…

1st ep where i actually stopped to notice the dialogue or cared what was going on. so did Robert burn down Fongkaew's parents home cause he wanted the land or cause he was after her?!? & the reason he proposed to her was so he could get the land (as it looks like she was the only child). but i don't get Yai turning to James to get info about Robert - given the fact they seemed buddy buddy to me - maybe i am wrong. but if i was Thai i would automatically suspect anyone who wasn't Thai - biased of me?!? but it is what it is... ***************************************************************************************************but at least now i get why Fongkaew done a 180. i just hope she doesn't get caught cause Robert is a scary dude that i wouldn't want to mess with. also given the time period & his money he can abuse his wife & no one will come to her aid. so i hope she knows what she is doing. but found it ironic that she considers Jom a friend. ******************************************************side note: did Yai take Jom to a gay bar?!? or did i read that wrong...

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yeah i know, i am like a broken record by…

yeah i know, i am like a broken record by now... but Jom is such a nuisance, the sec he moved into Yai's house Prik told him not to go out at night, cause it was dangerous & he could be mistaken for a rebel & shot. but does he listen?!? ************************also given the amount of work he has been given, i don't get his not being dead tired at the end of every day. but nope this moron got a ton of energy to always be out & about at night - so he can get in trouble. that he always runs to Yai, for him to fix. also one would think Jom would get with the program & understand that as a servant, he is more or less enslaved, maybe that hasn't registered cause of how kind of a master Yai is. but he the odd one out - he not the norm & above him r his parents & they have the power to actively show him, that he is subservient to that family in every way. that he can't run to anyone else for shelter let alone justice - cause every punishment they mete out is within their power as his owners (& yeah they more his owners then his bosses - given the time period). but does he learn? nope - cause he knows Yai will come to the rescue. bleedin moron. ********************************************************************************************************************************wonder what Khamsaen wrote in that note that made Fongkaew change. am sure she is doing this to lower Robert's guard. but to what end?!? ************************************************************************************************************************i love Ming & his mother is infuriating me, WTF is her problem?!? she seemed so sweet at the start of this - but she is so unkind to her own son. ugh

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i get that in this time period it's fine…

i get that in this time period it's fine for a man to have more then one wife & yet it looks like Yai's father has only one wife, but his sister's husband took a 2nd wife & not his mother nor father even mention this fact. that only Yai went to check on his sister, to make sure she was ok.. so freakin weird ***********************************************************************************mentioning Ueangphueng - she is so pretty & given who she is married t, little wonder she wasn't that bothered her husband took a new wife, she doesn't want him & as her father isn't a nobody, her husband can force himself on her (like he is doing with Fongkaew, poor girl that she is). but wondering r Ueangphueng & Mei already in a secret relationship? or is it one-sided?!? cause not really sure how to read it when they r together. but Mei made it clear, that she had a crush on Ueangphueng, poor Ming might not know who his crush is crushing on, just the fact she is crushing on someone deflated his joy at bumping into her at night. he is such a sweetheart, i want something good to happen to him. ********************************************************Yai taking in Jom is neither here nor there, as it was obvious from the start that that's what's gonna happen, the fact Jom took until the end of the ep, to realize this fact - not shocking as the dude processes sh*t at the pace of a sloth. the sec he bumped into Yai (after he saved him from drowning) Jom should've put 2 & 2 together. but that's asking too much from a moron. ***********************************************************************************************************************************************side note: idk why we keep seeing Khamsaen, there so many side character's here that seem to get too much screen time IMO. maybe cause i aint that interested in them, i feel this way - idk. now we got the addition of the father & his assistant, Chan. why Yai look surprised when he saw him. Chan attached to his father at the hip - being his servant. so what was that look about?!?

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