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What episode does their story start? I'm on Ep 5 and I haven't seen anything (but I could have missed it, I'm very much not enjoying the rest of the story so I'm fast forwarding)

from comments I've seen it's Chen Mo and Gao Yun Lang

The link to Ch3Thailand no longer sends you to the full episodes, or the episodes were taken down from there, or they're just not available in my region, but does anyone know where the might be for people in the Western Hemisphere legally?

Yeah, I understand where you are coming from, and I hope that they're able to not be making them for "straight women's fantasies" anymore. Especially because I'm not straight or a woman. And to me, the sex scenes feel more like they're feeding into straight women's fantasies, but this is an IMO. BL etc. has been and continues to be a place where straight women go to see their (often sexual) fantasies play out, whereas for me, it's a place I can see stories about people like me falling in love and having a good, healthy, and happy relationship... until the moments where I feel like the story is screaming at me "the only way this can be on TV is if men get naked!" I don't want to feel like they're being made a spectical out of - and by extension me and other queer people. On top of that, as a queer person watching a men - most of who are straight (and yes, I can name all the queer actors and I love them and sing their praises) - acting queer can be painful given that I've spent most of my life trying to act a sexuality and gender identity not my own. I can't imagine having to do it in front of the world, but at least they're (hopefully) fully consenting individuals that face a minimal amount of trauma and backlash.

IT'S MIKL FROM Choco & Milk! AND HE WAS LITERALLY ONE OF THE BEST ACTORS OF ALL TIME IN IT. OMG i'M SO EXCITED

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where can you watch it legally from the US?

I love how they DIDN'T have a sex scene in this show. So many of the BL these days are almost feeling like porn, or sex scene after sex scene. It was refreshing that they still think they are still remembering they have a complex audience that it's well past straight women's fantasies.

Does anyone know where there might be subtitles that make sense (that's not WeTV)? all of the videos on Dailymotion have the same subtitles that are not really sensical.

Thanks Rio. I wanted to know about how the characters were portrayed before I watched the show becasue it's always painful to see either option, so your answer is a great help. I Can now be unafraid to start

Sorry, I had to guess from the movie poster compared to the cast list. Whoever the gay supporting character is

Revised comment: I was wondering how the gay character\s are portrayed in the show just to check that there are going to be no bad/toxic stereotypes such as killing or vilifying our queers?

Oops. I saw it on a platform that often shows BLs. Still, have patience with the skippy brains

oh no, how do you know which one you're watching?

Mine would be more accurate if I said, I enjoyed up to ep 7 where I dropped it because I just couldn't watch someone stagger his way through a sexuality he is not. I don't begrudge his inability to do so. I wouldn't act straight if you paid me. Trying already f*ed up enough years of my life and at least I didn't have to do it over internaitonal television.

I love how all the first comments on this is asking if it's BL. I don't have to worry if I'll get my question answered or not because we're all here for the same thing. If it's not going to be a BL, at least all the first people to check it out on MDL are asking for the same thing (is it a BL?) One day it will be.

That is the comment that literally expresses everything I am feeling right now.

It's disturbing how they refer to heterosexuals as "real men" and Tian as "not a real man" because he's gay. It makes me sick to my stomach. I'm sure some will say it's a historical piece trying to be "historically accurate" But you can be historically accurate and phrase your words differently. And you don't have to perpetuate the worst, most harmful stereotypes of an entire demographic to be "historically accurate" No one would have straight, white teeth, and there are a lot of other shit done and said in history against other minorities, that won't be said here. So you can reinterpret the phrase real/not real man into... say homosexual. decolonization

I would still be interested if this is still a possiblity?

They look like an awesome fansubber. THey're still in the process of translating? None of the episodes seemed ready to watch