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Is ML a fuckboi? No. His background pushed him to be a host, and if you're not familiar, a host's job is to drink with and listen to client and make them spend as much money as they can. Some hosts sleep with client but it's not a must. I'm lost in translation so I'm not sure if he does sleep with his client or not, but if he does, it's not a regular thing and he doesn't want to do it.
Is FL a doormat? I don't think so. But in the past she stalked her ex after he dumped her to be with another woman, she was arrested, lost her job and attempted suicide. Since then she closed her heart and swore she won't love anyone else.
Is she the "I can fix him" type? Definitely NO. At first she just wanted to help ML to learn to write, because that also help herself too (you will understand why when you watch the show). She tries very hard to "fix" his dyslexia, not himself.
I'm on ep 6 so far and if you don't mind spoiler, I'll explain below about ML. If you decide to watch the show and don't want to be spoiled, STOP HERE.
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On ep 2, he was appointed to serve a beautiful old woman, who is very rich and has spent a lot on the club. He hesitated at first because she's the client of his rival host, and there's a rule that 1 client is served by 1 host only, and also, there's a rumor that she requests "special services" in her private life (which means she wants to sleep with the host). But he accepted that offer because he needs money and wants to be no.1 of the club. On the day they went out, she took him for shopping, then to the hotel. When sitting next to her, he's shaking. This makes me realize him being flirty and acting like a ladykiller is just a mask he puts on himself.
On ep 4, the FL defended him against the above woman when she humiliated ML. He then offered her to go to the hotel (this is where I'm lost in translation. On Netflix the translation said "I don't sleep with client, but you are the exception") - which of course she refused.
On ep 6, after realized their feelings for each other, they went out for a "break-up trip". They spent one day with each other and at the end of the day, separate and will not see each other again. So on the beach, ML said that this is his first date ever in his life, which she did not believe. He then explained he usually just go out eating, drinking, kissing and sleeping with the girls (not sure about the sleeping part because my Japanese is not good, I'm lost in translation again), and so, he won't kiss FL because his lips are dirty. Here you can see he is in fact very naive and pure.

What the score dropped? Unbelievable @@

In ep 4 he offered her to go to the hotel to repay her for standing up for him. Now in ep 6, after telling her that this is his first date ever in his life, as before he only went out eating, drinking and sleeping with the customers, so he won't kiss her because he is dirty. It shows how much love has grown inside him and he really wants to treasure his chihuahua sensei T-T

Also I wonder what is Taiga's wish when they're at the shrine 😭

I have never loved Thursday like this in my whole life T-T

Some said you can change your VPN and watch it on TVer, but they don't have subs.

There's a scene when Taiga was a little boy his mom took him to the beach to meet a man, only his back was shown but yeah that man does look like the club's owner.

Somehow the "I hate you" has so much more weight than "I love you", since he can easily say "I love you" to his clients, just for money. But yeah his face says all, he really doesn't need to confess, just his eyes are enough to tell. 😭

The drama keeps mentioning the case of a host getting stabbed to death so I get a feeling Kaworu will be stabbed too, may be by Akina?

Yeah at first I felt a bit uncomfortable with Raul's appearance but now I feel like no one can fit this role better than him, please don't remake.

I did not know that the boss said "you raised her well that she came to the club, but if you get 500k at the first go, she’d get scared and there will be no continuation", the translation in my country must messed up so I missed this part. Now I really don't know if it's Taiga or Kaworu 🥲 But if it's the plan to get more money from her and later on when she discovered the truth and her heart is broken maybe it's his wake-up call to leave the "host" world?

Dammit I feel so so confused when he gave her the money back, not sure if it's his sincere thought or just another plan to make her spend more on him. But I'm very, very hope that it's Taiga giving her the money. Because after rewatching the episode and reading comments in Twitter, the scene before when he visits his mother's husband barber shop, the guy asks Taiga to lend him 3 mil Yen and says many stupid women spend a lot on host, Taiga looks very annoyed, so giving her back 520k yen is like protecting her from being labeled "stupid woman". The word "stupid" is mentioned a lot throughout this drama, Taiga is seen as "stupid" by his classmates, his mother, also his rival and client (Akina), the same with Manami too, her strict father, her fiance, maybe even her best friend Momoko (though it's because Momoko worries for her but Momoko is more experienced in life - she was married then divorced, and also a reporter so she seems to know more about the world than Manami - I think that's why Manami did not tell her about her lessons with Taiga, because Momoko would think she is stupid to involve with a host). So before, Manami protected him from being said "stupid" by Akina shachou and now he protects her from being said "stupid" by his mom's husband.
If it's just his plan...Manami will be broken 🥺😭 So I'm very very hopeful that it's Taiga saying goodbye not Kaworu.