I just lost a best friend who turned out to hate me, was jealous and used me as her fucking mirror for her own…
It's actually not your loss, you dodged a bullet and she lost you. Despite all the good times you've had with her, you do not deserve to be taken for granted or not appreciated. There’s no easy way to say this, but true healing requires time. Often more than you’d imagine and I'm sure it will be okay again as for your other friend, people see distance as something that can ruin many potential friendships, however, there are plenty of benefits that make long distance friendship as good as everything else. With you guys being far from each other, it will help you grow and also bring you closer in ways you couldn't even imagine. The phone calls and the texts will help as well