WOW you captured my emotions perfectly! Dramas have ruined my life in more ways than just the time I lose while I'm consumed in them! I have never even kissed a guy and I'm almost 19 and now dramas make me feel depressed about the lack of love action in my life! And yes, maybe subconsciously I am being peaky about what I want from a guy!
I'm never blessed enough to witness anything :/