pandainmyhead

To be honest, I promised myself a few months ago not to watch any more sad movies or dramas. I cry uncontrollably during them and it simply makes me depressed afterwards. However, if I didn't break this promise of mine today... I would have never seen this amazing movie. I came upon it purely by chance. I wasn't even looking for something to watch. But I saw some gifs on tumblr and thought 'Ahh, I've been feeling down for a few days now.. Why don't I give myself a reason to cry it all out.' And this movie didn't disappoint me. I never stopped crying during it, though I laughed a little here and there. But I definitely don't regret watching this movie. It was really sad, but really beautiful, too.

This drama was honestly amazing. It never got boring which is really rare for a drama. And the ending.. well the last 2 episodes were really heartbreaking, but, in my opinion, it just had to happen. Lots of people died and i cried a lot, but i couldnt really imagine them getting a happy ending either. And about Shihyun.. well even though i read that he didnt really die, that he got a new beginning somewhere else and all that.. but i think the writer did well by making the ending an open one. I honestly think that Shihyun had to die, i think that would have been a happy ending for him. Im sorry if i sound cruel, but he went through hella lot. I dont think he could ever forget such betrayal and all those deaths.. its a lot to live with. It would have been easier for him to just die. But well.. im still a little happy that he didnt actually die. :D at least in the original script.