i was being kept up last night bc of those damn episodes and theres 2 things i really want to get off my chestfirst…
also the angst is angsting..... like as upsetting as it is i know some good ass angst edits are gonna come out of this. kanghyeons chemistry is so good all the fight scenes and shit had so many emotions my jaw dropped. im so invested with these two its wild
i was being kept up last night bc of those damn episodes and theres 2 things i really want to get off my chest
first thing is how disgustingly cruel jiwoo has been but specially what he told seojoon abt how he felt about their relationship vs his ex. imagine the person who was your world, someone who you loved more than anyone looking you in the eye and telling you that they felt lonelier with you than they did when they were living alone and had no one by their side. and then you hear that person tell their ex, who treated them Much worse than you ever, who's last words to them was 'i hope you are unhappy for the rest of your life', tell said ex that they didnt feel lonely when they were with them, that they were warm and at peace, the exact opposite of what they told you. thats traumatic like that would really fuck you up in so many ways.
the other thing that made me feel insane was how desperate seojoon was. he threw away any dignity he had left when he agreed to be friends with benefits, and the main reason he agreed was because he didnt want jiwoo to say he would never be his lover, even after jiwoo disregarded his cooking and was cold as fuck to him. then he follows jiwoo to the restaurant and basically tells him that he will change everything about myself, just please love me again. its pathetic and heartbreaking seeing him like this and then when i thought it couldnt get any worse even after all that he tries to hug/kiss jiwoo in the restaurant. even after jiwoo pushed him away w force after the first time. my heart breaks for him, i love him sososo much and he really deserves so much better.
ik this is long asf and probably makes no sense but i rlly needed to get this out bc this show has fr fucked me up
i saw smth on twt abt seojoon walking away before jiwoo said smth pivotal and i think that idea may be the only thing that gets me through the week ik it is abt to be a VERY long 7 days. jiwoo is being so bipoplar it makes my head hurt, like when he told jiwoo that thing about the villagers and seojoon didnt reply u can tell he got a lil desperate for a response yet he still speaks in the most VILE and NASTY way to seojoon. plus the fact that some ppl on twt spotted what could be the ring under jiwoos pillow like i thought u threw that shit away sir
also i dislike the amount of screentime the ex, kid and mom get. idgaf abt them at all why do ik the ex played…
those characters have so much screen time to the point it makes me dislike them . like why am i watching scenes in which its JUST the ex, kid and mother that have nothing to do w seojiwoo like thats not what im here for
yh i take back everything i said defending jiwoo. i want to hope that what he said in the last scene he said bc…
also i dislike the amount of screentime the ex, kid and mom get. idgaf abt them at all why do ik the ex played volleyball but not why seojoon has panic attacks. however i still love the season as a whole, like yknow a show is well written when it gets you emotionally invested to the point your upset irl. i miss my happy seojiwoo
yh i take back everything i said defending jiwoo. i want to hope that what he said in the last scene he said bc he knew seojoon was there but honestly im not sure i have the energy for hope anymore. i started ep 5&6 all giggly and excited and now im genuinely miserable. if he actually meant what he said i fr hope seojoon never takes him back, as it means the whole time he was w seojoon he was thinking of her. i have so much to say on what happened but i feel so drained and upset like i really have no words, jiwoo is such a terrible person idk if i would care if he got shot in the next ep. yes YOU ARE THE PROBLEM. when seojoon said you and your useless self esteem was the only time i smiled the whole episode. fuck han jiwoo my seojoon please stop you are so much better than this
I definitely don't think they are getting back together lol. One of them (let's be real, probably Ji Woo but it…
thank god it looks like seojoon starts yelling at jiwoo next ep. i cant say im not excited to see seojoon finally get at least some of the anger he deserves to get out, out
Open discussion as to what might happen int he next ep, still 4 days for next ep!!Ji Woo and Seo Joon will definitely…
yes !! hes wearing the same clothes in the teaser for ep 5 as he was in that part of the trailer. eps 5 & 6 are rated 15 in terms of both alcohol use and sexual scenes so i think they have the fight and one of them comes running back maybe even drunk
I think this needs to be said. Just because the ending of the s1 was the bed scene doesn't mean the problems were…
exactly !! they had just started their actual relationship as a couple and a lot of their problems, both individual and together, hadn't been solved at the root. there was always going to be conflict
the kiss scene ?? kanghyeons chemistry is phenomenal you could feel all the tension and the pent up emotions over…
also seojoon these episodes was heartbreaking. its devastating to see him be fucked up. like staring at jiwoos pictures on his laptop so he didnt have them on his phone therefore other people would think he moved on(then crying over those pictures), the 'why is he so harsh', 'why are you so cold to me' and 'i just want to live', buying a whole caravan just be near jiwoo and slept well for the first in A YEAR. hes been so fucked up and you can tell it may have hit jiwoo a small amount when he said 'okay, then. sorry' after jiwoo told him he always talks about uncomfortable topics because the usual seojoon would have teased him or smth. he is IN LOVE with jiwoo and i hope we see more of jiwoos side of the break up too in the upcoming eps.
the kiss scene ?? kanghyeons chemistry is phenomenal you could feel all the tension and the pent up emotions over the last year. ofc i would rather they talk out their problems first but this is the first proper step to getting anywhere. the teaser for the next episode looked very interesting with all the main/side characters sitting down together and seojiwoo walking under the bridge they kissed under again. plus i feel like we'll see a bit more into seojoons past. kangmin and woohyeon know both their characters so well they express them perfectly. episodes 5 & 6 are rated 15 (3&4 were 12) so something is definitely happening!
Sadly, the series only gets worse. I waited to see if these next two episodes would turn things around but alas,…
the whole 'disaster of a sequel' is genuniely just nasty lmao. the production is incredible, the actors and their chemistry is amazing and it has a plot which makes sense for the story. i think a lot of people dont realise sequels do have to have actual plots. you very obviously dont understand the actors or story itself if you hate it that much dont watch it.
first thing is how disgustingly cruel jiwoo has been but specially what he told seojoon abt how he felt about their relationship vs his ex. imagine the person who was your world, someone who you loved more than anyone looking you in the eye and telling you that they felt lonelier with you than they did when they were living alone and had no one by their side. and then you hear that person tell their ex, who treated them Much worse than you ever, who's last words to them was 'i hope you are unhappy for the rest of your life', tell said ex that they didnt feel lonely when they were with them, that they were warm and at peace, the exact opposite of what they told you. thats traumatic like that would really fuck you up in so many ways.
the other thing that made me feel insane was how desperate seojoon was. he threw away any dignity he had left when he agreed to be friends with benefits, and the main reason he agreed was because he didnt want jiwoo to say he would never be his lover, even after jiwoo disregarded his cooking and was cold as fuck to him. then he follows jiwoo to the restaurant and basically tells him that he will change everything about myself, just please love me again. its pathetic and heartbreaking seeing him like this and then when i thought it couldnt get any worse even after all that he tries to hug/kiss jiwoo in the restaurant. even after jiwoo pushed him away w force after the first time. my heart breaks for him, i love him sososo much and he really deserves so much better.
ik this is long asf and probably makes no sense but i rlly needed to get this out bc this show has fr fucked me up