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This is not a bl, this is psychological horror

At first I was apprehensive to watch because it was a short film, but it's definitely worth the watch

My thoughts:
The story is a bit shaky but it strangely makes sense, the way they subtlety flirted before they hooked up was portrayed well by the actors; the NC scene didn't feel forced and the actors had great chemistry. The police officer did really give off a slight vibe of violence and I was surprised that I was right; the emotion of betrayal and anger protryed by Hao Zhe when he caught Player hooking up with someone else gave me chills, it felt very real, it's the same for the emotion of fear protryed by Ting Chen after seeing the police officer beat up his hookup and the way he moved while opening the gift box then being coerced into sex by the situation felt very real. I also liked how there was no music until the end of the film, it made the whole thing very eerie but in a good way.

Final thoughts:
I loved the acting, the setting is really solid, the mood is a good eerie, and this short film is a work of art. This short film is just not for everyone.

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Pat's whole character makes me angry

I love the actor, he is great but Pat.. omg he pissed me all the way off, I can handle his whiney behavior and sensitivity because I can relate to that, I cry easily; but Pat is selfish as hell when it comes to love and I think Put and Jeng deserve better.

First point(I already wrote this on yt):
(Referring to ep 7 3/4) To be honest this episode made me mad at Pat and made me feel sorry for Put. Pat asks Put of he likes him as if the man literally didn't wait 2 whole years for him and then when Put asks back he doesn't keep the same energy, it's okay to not like someone but it makes me question why he got back with Put in the first place if he knew he didn't like him. He's just breaking the poor man's heart and I'm glad he feels regret and guilt for it.

Second point:
Pat is an emotional cheater and I don't know why I'm the only one who sees it, when he got back with Put I didn't think he was going to have any moments with Mr. Jeng but oh boy I was wrong, during the filming of the ad it was fine that Mr. Jeng comforted Pat because that's just the friendly thing to do(minus the hug) but at this point we know how Pat feels about Mr. Jeng literally ever since the first episode, then he went to go join the party to basically only talk to Jeng, and lastly when he was drunk; I can cut him some slack because he was drunk but he was quite literally only thinking about Mr. Jeng while his boyfriend was holding?! By the end of the episode I was literally begging for them to break up and I was glad they did by next episode.

What I liked:
Put
All of Pat's friends
Mr. Jeng
The wonderful slow burn

Final thoughts:
I really don't like what Pat did or his behavior throughout the series and I find it crazy that people defend and are absolutely okay with his actions, if I was Put I probably would've crashed out. But at the end of the day it's only good if you ignore Pat.(which is kind of hard cuz he's the main character)

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I still can't find anything better

Rambling:

This is genuinely the best bl I have ever watched, I saw somebody said that the main couple didn't add anything to the storyline, but I'm actually glad about that. The main focus of the story isn't the couple. It's the problem of corruption in the Thai government and it didn't even have to be a bl but it just works.

The visuals are also absolutely stunning and the mood all the time made me feel like I was watching this in the theater. All alone at high quality(best feeling)

Gun's acting in this series it A work of art and he deserves a fucking award for it. He got everything thing right down to his chemistry with Off, it was off the charts.

I also like the fact that nothing is really sexualized, even sex isn't sexualized, everything is a art piece. Take Yok and Dan's nude painting scene, I felt the vulnerability too, like it gave me goosebumps I almost cried.

Final thoughts:
The cast and crew did a really good job with this and I recommend you watch it at least once in your life.

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