luce

Genuinely the existence of this movie is so insane to me..? I feel like I was duped from the fuzzy and heartwarming beginning where the Maki and Naomi are building their relationship… especially during the last quarter of the movie which drove me to the brink of insanity. This story had such a unique plot and some parts felt open/unexplained but I find that to be apart of the beauty of the movie since it feels as if its from an unreliable narrator.. some things are just meant to leave questions to make you curious/engaged. It’s tragic that they couldn’t confess their feelings in the end, but that left for the last few minutes of the movie which were so beautiful and emotional I was left shaking with my hand over my mouth. This movie had me hating myself for loving every second. It was so gutwrenching I can’t even begin to explain what I like about it. The way they depended on roughhousing to express their feelings.. the way it got more and more aggressive as their love became overhwelming.. the constant pushing and pulling made me feel sick to my stomach. I can’t lie tho… I loved this movie and the pain it caused me. Will definitely be thinking about it and its insanity for a while.