woainiziyu

This is literally the best drama I've ever seen. It had me gasping, unable to fall asleep, sobbing at midnight, trying to calm myself down, rewatching all of the episodes because I'm not willing to let go of this magic. I never thought I could be so captivated by a drama ever, plus it is my first bl drama I've ever seen. It makes me go to sleep ever night wishing there was a season two and I could see all the amazing actors, voice actors, and people who helped along the way back together again. The chemistry behind Ziyu and Tian Xuning and Liu Xuancheng and Zhan Xuan were too good and sweet to forget. I was laughing when they were laughing, crying when they were crying, I felt my heart was knotted into a million pieces. It made me recognise how hard everyone worked to make this drama a reality. All the sleepless nights, cuts, edits, the amazing choice of OST. Now I'm scrambling around on the internet trying to find a better drama, one to distract me from all that I've lost from Revenged Love. Sleepless nights, excitement for the next episodes, the look I gave to Chi Cheng every time he smoked, it all brings back memories. The first three episodes start off very chill, then episode four and five roll in. Two scenes, two kisses, two times my heart stopped. Then comes episode ten, when Wu Suowei realises there's no point in being with Chi Cheng anymore since he and Yue Yue broke up. Then realising his true feelings in episode eleven. Episode twelve....oh my I was shocked. Starts off...BANGER. I don't even know what to say. The storyline is so well constructed, I was getting hot from even watching it. Watching Wu Suowei and Chi Cheng being happy makes my day every time. Then comes episode nineteen, twenty, the most heart-wrenching episodes. I watched a spoiler before I watched the entire episode at midnight. Cried for twenty straight minutes since Wu Suowei's mother died. Before that, Chi Cheng and Wu Suowei broke up after realising the "BAIT PLAN". Screaming. Crying. Throwing up. A whole rollercoaster of emotions. I force myself to go about my day and not think about it. That episode made me realise that, the only time we realise that we haven't spent enough time with somebody is when they are gone. I felt that about my family, and right now, I feel that about Revenged Love. Randomly stumbled upon, instant obsession, and wishing that I can bring myself back in time to watch it again for the first time ever. I blink. August 12th has already past and it's been two months. Thank you, Revenged Love, for those sleepless nights, random boosts of serotonin at midnight and unforgettabable memories that have ought to last a lifetime.

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ABO DESIRE THE SERIES (how long I spent to watch it; Oct 16- Oct 24)

This is the only other bl I watched after watching RL and the only A.B.O based megaverse (omegaverse) that I have ever watched too. After scrolling on ytshorts, I found out that many other bl fans have been suggesting this drama along with some other chinese dramas so I decided to have a look at this. When I first stumbled upon this, I had no idea of the A.B.O system, I only knew that Alphas were on top, Betas were in the middle and Omegas were on the bottom, more like an alphabet based idea. I watched the first 20minutes of the first episode and I got bored. It took many replays on the first episode to get me to understand the whole idea and context of the drama. I barely got any names in episode 1 and learnt everyone's names in episode 2 and 3. At the start, I lowkey didn't know why Gao Tu had some screen time in episode 1 because I thought he was just another side character like Secretary Chang but I soon realised...BRO WAS PART OF THE FRICKING SIDE COUPLE. It also took me a while to realise that he was just an Omega pretending to be a Beta with asthma, even though that was mentioned in the flashback scene in ep 1. yep...im a bit slow. After knowing everything I needed to know, including the fact that Hua Yong, the Omega looking guy, was indeed an Enigma and indeed a top. HOW COULD BRO BE A TOP? HE LITERALLY LOOKS LESS TOP THAN SHENG SHAO YOU. And in my opinion Sheng Shao You is like really cute, in a bottom kind of way. Ngl I kinda felt bad our baby mama SSY because Hua Yong being an Enigma literally made him so possessive and toxic. The way his face gets twisted with jealousy as soon as he whiffed the smell of another Omega on his Alpha's skin. When Shao You cried in episode 9 I literally felt my heart break. If only he knew what kind of thing Hua Yong does behind his back as the CEO of X Holdings. He way his voice changed when he was talking to his employees like Secretary Chang and Shen Wenlang which was more firm and Enigma like and when he talks to Shao You he gives an Omega sounding 'Sheng Xiansheng'. bro. I have never even heard you call your alpha his name. 什么盛先生你他妈头! Honestly in Hua Yong's defense though, I can tell he really cares about Shao You. The fact that he is managing an entire company that has best drug for pheremones and cooking for your alpha and keeping yourself hidden as an innocent Omega in your life. Damn, Hua Yong 哥哥 that is lowkey impressive. And y'all can we talk abt Episode 9... Like what happened?!!! Ok, its basically a scene with a banquet that Hua Yong organised and then he somehow doesn't show up cause he's unexpectedly in rut? And then Gao Tu is in heat? Shao You overhears a convo from bystanders about an "omega" in heat, follows the bystanders' commands, leading him to the A.B.O restroom, then gets yanked by the collar into the room and Hua Yong goes all top mode and enigma mode. DAMN BRO U PLANNED ALL OF THIS. And I literally don't understand because Shao You didn't recognise him? I'm so confused. Shao You 先生, he's like your hubby, or soon to be anyway. And is this how Hua Yong got Shao You pregnant? IDK I have to know when I watch the other episodes, I am currently like shocked after watching that masterpiece. Best episode by far. Ok I lied, my favourite so far is 12 or 13. Like I understand that the main couple moves faster than the side couple but bro. Like Gao Tu and Shen Wenlang don't even have any sexual relationship except for that one night in X Hotel where Gao Tu was in heat and Wenlang was in like rut or something idk, im a bit slow, and somehow Gao Tu got pregnant. Congrats btw, but literally when will Wenlang know? I am about to watch ep 14, so I think that Wenlang's going to know in this episode and something spicy will happen. IDK just a prediction. NVM nothing spicy..just that Sheng Shaoqing got what he fucking deserved. Bro spends all of his brothers money on gambling, takes advantage of his kindness, and has the fucking audacity to invite him to a dinner, with a knife and put his hands on his "Omega". It's literally ironic bc SSY is like:"Hua Yong, I will protect you from everyone" and Hua Yong replies with, "Then who is going to protect everyone from me." I was actually like 发火 yk, when I saw that knife I was like "Don't you fucking dare touch my Enigma if you want to keep your head'. Anyway rn it is almost 11pm on Oct 23, finished watching ep 15 and actually so sad that there is only one more episode left, please please please give me a S2! NVM THERE IS NO SEASON 2. I also find it really hard to believe that the side couple is going to start their relationship as bf and bf, Gao Tu starts being a mama to a child and them babysitting little Peanut in one 54minute episode! Yes I did "accidentally" and I say "accidentally" look at some spoilers.

IM LITERALLY CRYING HOW COULD THE ENTIRE SERIES JUST END LIKE THAT? The side couple legit deserved so much more bro like wdym they meet in some playground and Shen Wenlang is happy to meet Gao Tu for the first time and they hug and now their story is over? I at least want to see that they ended up together and raised the child together. Like Gao Tu's child doesn't deserve to spend his life without a supporting "Father Figure" and I really hope they have a Season 2 and the side couple could have a much better life together. im actually crying so hard rn. THANK U SM TO ABO DESIRE FOR GIVING ME HAPPINESS, A NEW OBSESSION WITH THEIR SHUAI GE S' AND A FIXATION THAT I CAN ANNOY MY FRIENDS WITH. ILY'ALL SO MUCH FOR GIVING US THIS SERIES, NOW IM ACTUALLY GOING TO SIT AROUND REPLAYING THE ENTIRE SERIES an 亿 amount of times and reminence this in my dreams. TYSMMM<3

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