My Beautiful Man

When y’all say Iconic it’s Iconic

I wished I could rate one show out of a 100 instead of a 10 because I feel this show would be it. Also trust anyone who says that this is one of the most iconic and best Japanese Bl’s because it’s the truth. I mean they made this show good because most high school BL’s aren’t played off (Thailand) and it was nice to see how Hira showed off his introvert self and was at least able to tell Kiyoi he loves him about a thousand times. I do have to say I would totally act like Hira with his BB gun imagination because it showed that he would protect Kiyoi no matter what even if someone talked the slightest bit wrong about him. It was nice that at the middle of the series they showed Kiyoi’s side of the story I do think all the times he called Hira creepy it was his way to say I love you, but couldn’t actually say it. I felt bad that Koyama had to end with not being friends with Hira, and not seeing him at the club, but it was nice that he at least understood how he felt and left him to pursue the one he really loved and most characters aren’t like that. Also Mr Kiyoi is so baby girl coded in both the first and second season, like you can’t get anymore baby girl than him. Also them wildin in the basement and the classroom was actually kinda iconic and nice to watch because it was nice actually seeing them having their moments instead of Kiyoi having his anger issues towards Hira. This was a masterpiece and I do recommend this series.

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they need therapy

Hira a shy student with no friends becomes infatuated with Kiyoi, a popular but lonely student at school.

What I Like
Hira is very relatable to me, I too hate icebreakers and am very shy. Although I’ve never stuttered I feel so much empathy towards him. I also love when characters have crushes but are too shy to reveal their feelings. I like that Kiyoi is nice to him sometimes. I also love the pining and the sweet moments between these two.

What I Hate
The worst part about this show is they’re toxic, Hira is a stalker and Kiyoi is an abuser. Kiyoi is were most of the toxicity comes from he constantly uses Hira and is awful to him. I would go as far as saying he’s abusing him physically and mentally. Apart from that they also have no reasons to like each other.

Nitpicks
I hate the portrayal of guns especially in a school setting but maybe that’s just my western perspective. The second male lead was unnecessary as was the "love triangle". The finger sucking scene was so nasty and weird I was literally covering it up with my hand. Whoever put that in, fire them.

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This BL Does Well For What It Is - It’s Become An All Time Fave

What starts off as purely a servant/master dynamic, slowly develops into a genuine deep care for each other. When Hira looks into Kiyoi’s eyes you get a sense of why he’s able to fall so deep. The actor who plays Kiyoi has the most expressive eyes that swallow you up. And like the ying to his yang, Hira’s eyes are so piercing you feel like he really sees you when he looks at you. Its the feeling of having all his focus, love and admiration. That’s a powerful feeling. So much is conveyed in a single look so you can also understand why Kiyoi becomes attracted to Hira and falls for his piercing gaze, because Hira is someone who really sees him and is someone who appreciates him for the first time in his life without wanting anything back. You really buy into these two characters from different worlds. That they are able to fall in love with each other. It’s believable that they each get from one another, something that was missing before. It’s not perfect but I think it does a good job of balancing flawed characters who have toxic coping mechanisms and it does so with sincerity and honest emotions. Having good chemistry goes a long way to making these characters feel real and grounded. Their chemistry is one of the best I’ve seen in bl land. They have the perfect amount of tension that keeps you hooked until they finally get together. They’re two people who shouldn’t work on paper but they manage to carve out a space where they both fit together for each other.

In reality, I’d rate this an 8.6 but MDL doesn’t give that option.

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At first, it seems like another shallow bully * victim romance, but it grows into a story about dealing with serious issues, communication, do first love. The characters become more complex through different view points. Showing their individual struggles & misunderstandings Some see the romance ""Toxic", but it's as really about two teens finding comfort despite miscommunication & loneliness.It's worth rewatching because you'll notice new details each time, thanks to the
drama production & actors of you only watch the drama might miss some of the depth, but the show does a great job of including details from the original Story, which makes it even better to watch again. Give it a chance, but be aware that it might not be for everyone.

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Unique and Beautiful

This series isn't for everyone, if you don't like a relationship that begins from a toxic situation, this series isn't for you. I have watched a lot of bl series and this one is certainly unique and very beautifully made. How their relationship starts definitely isn't healthy, with the bullying, but Hira's and Kiyoi's character development is good, which is by communicating and showing their feelings in the end. This series also shows both character's perspective which is very rare and refreshing. The plot is really clear, and acting is also very great. Although I'm not sure most of their feelings can be called love, but watching from the novel, I think I'm going to wait and see for the continuation of their story in Eternal. Overall, it was a great story.

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Unhealthy but compelling relationship

Hira is a fascinating character : he wants to worship and be dominated by Kiyoi but he's also very demanding and unwilling to bend when it comes to pursuing his desires. Kiyoi in turn finds Hira's attention gratifying but also dehumanizing. He doesn't want Hira to see him solely as an object of worship but as a vulnerable and flawed human being. They both emotionally hurt each other a lot with the hurt becoming physical a few times. Is this a healthy dynamic? Absolutely not but these two are obsessed with each other and the heart wants what it wants.

The actors are strong and have excellent chemistry. Hira's actor is handsome but the production downplays it and leans into making him look awkward and slightly creepy. Kiyoi's actor is indeed beautiful which gives some weight to Hira's obsession. The production design is very good for what is a short and inexpensive drama. I particularly like the animations associated with each of the leads.

I know this is a polarizing drama but if you go in knowing it's a messed up romance between two messed up people you can relax and enjoy it for what it is. Not every drama has to portray healthy relationships.

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10/10 in guilty pleasure

I'm not gonna write this review pretending like this was a healthy relationship with two very sweet people. This series was kind of... concerning, with a toxic couple who honestly scared me at times. The angst was through the roof and sometimes it was hard to like the characters, but... I always UNDERSTOOD them and cared for them, even when they were acting like assholes.

I have never really been a fan of the bully x victim troupe, but this was honestly such a guilty pleasure. The story was very well crafted, the characters interesting and compelling, and all the actors did a great job at making them come alive and feel consistent.

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I keep saying "Huh???"

I'm not the type of person who gets hooked on the first episode however mostly after 2/3 episode my attention usually fixed. Not this series tho. even after 3 episodes i'm still don't get excited. The actor performance was A-Okay but the plot of the story are not really eye catching and honestly almost creepy. At first i was trying to understand that maybe the main character is suffering but he always give a weird vibe and that's been proven on the not-so-ethical scene with his photo. and i thought that the main role just having some kind of stockholm syndrome or something but i just don't get it. after watching all the episodes i don't see any interesting grow both from the plot or the character. i even look up when i watch the 3rd episode that this is the best BL in 2023 and honestly i dont really think so.

I was told that if someone think that this series is not good, they should wathed it again. and I did.

Okay first and foremost i need to repent my previous opinion because i need to understand that every series is different. and watching this series after a very 'green flag' series probably corrupt my expectation lol.

okay now let's Re- Review the series again.
Yagi yusei acting are definitely good! he potrait someone who is very insecure and broken but he need to have a strong shell outside. he play the character kiyoi so good he gets all the sad, envy, sorrow, loneliness, love very well.
keep it in mind, if you don't think the same opinion as me, he supposed to be a tsundere here. so yeah he is suppose to be harsh on hira while also wanting to love him. he just wanted to be treated for the way he is as human. as hira always looks up to him as "deity"

i just need to dig more about this very low self esteem behaviour of Hira. still makes me very frustated to figure out what he wants.

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