A'Tang,

We were both people who crawled out of muddy pits. No one understands better than us how pathetic and insignificant we were. The pit isn't even the worst part. I had wanted to free you from this endless suffering. But I never imagined I was opening another abyss. The abyss worse than a muddy pit. Because demons lurk in the abyss. But what can we do?

Many things were out of our control, some things we cannot change. I really wanted to help you escape this endless suffering, but I was also in the same situation. But, I still wanted to try, try again and again to pull you out of the abyss. At that time, we were both struggling. I fought and collected debts everyday, and you lived in constant fear everyday. You said we had no roots, like weeds by the roadside. But I still miss those days. It was the best time of my life.

A'Tang, no matter how much time passes, I still miss you deeply . I've never forgotten our time together. It was the only light in my dark life. My love for you has never changed.

A'Tang, I will never forget you.

- A'Xun

Thanks for translating! The letter is so bittersweet T_T