Kill My Sins (2025)

No smiling matter.

Ye Pingan must be a witch. So whisper the common folk of Chang'an uneasily amongst themselves. Her medical practices are eyed with disdain by the ruthless and ambitious young magistrate Yuan Shaocheng. When she finds herself entangled in a murder, he investigates her unsparingly. To his chagrin, she manages to stay one step ahead of him. They are both complicated characters with dark histories and hidden agendas. They fall into an uneasy alliance where they use each other and inevitably start to uncover each other's secrets. The story is set in treacherous times during the reign of Empress Wu and at the pinnacle of the power struggle between the Li faction and the Wu faction. They are both mere ants caught in the crosshairs between powerful stakeholders. Thus their interests don't always align and they find themselves at times on opposite sides.

This is a well paced, suspenseful plot-driven story pitting two smart protagonists, at times for and at times against each other. There are conspiracies within conspiracies that reveal an abominable, heart-wrenching secret that Ye Pingan vows to expose. The subject matter is no smiling matter; it is an unflinching depiction of the vilest form of abuse of the powerful against the defenseless. It is ironic that during the only time a woman ruled the world in Chinese history where at the upper echelons, women are as powerful and capable as men, at the bottom of the social strata they are weak and unspeakably abused. Led by Ye Pingan, the victims refused to roll over and play dead. Instead, they make terrible sacrifices to seek redress for what happened to them against practically untouchable antagonists. The way these damaged women bond and joy from their friendship and common purpose is the heart of the drama.

While there is undeniable romantic tension between them, Pingan and Shaocheng's relationship is more of a side story as they are both committed to causes that are larger than themselves. Even though I am normally not a fan of either Liu Shishi or Dou Xiao's acting, they are both well cast in their roles here and deliver mature and nuanced portrayals. Liu Shishi's taut, impassive expression and her cold, bright-eyed glare perfectly captures an avenging angel with just a hint of inner trauma. And Dou Xiao is the consummate ruthless, grey character who could be friend or foe... as long as he keeps his pearly whites hidden. Thankfully the somber tone of the story only allowed him to traumatize me twice with that killer 1,000 MW preternaturally white, extra toothy smile. That said, I found it hard to root for either of the leads. While I like that they are rather amoral characters who are in it to win it, they fight for other people. I find characters like Ni Chang or Wu Ankang who also know how and when to fight for themselves or when to walk away to be wiser and more relatable.

While I enjoyed the many twists and how the reveals build upon one another, the sub-plot arcs all follow the same formula so after the second arc, the reversals are predictable and anti-climatic. Nonetheless the drama held my interest to the end because of the entrance of the yummy Zheng Yecheng who delivers some exciting fight scenes. Not to mention I always enjoy dramas set during Wu Tzetian's reign and Chen Jin pulls off the role with gravitas and charisma. What I do not like is how these kinds of stories never fail to end without a dire message about the dangers of an over-ambitious woman.

Overall a sober story about lives lost in the name of vengeance and atonement, both ultimately hollow goals. Its a pretty good watch even though there really is nothing feel good about the story. I rate it 7.5/10.0.

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A cunning web of deception and twists…

I don’t write many reviews but I thought I’d give this one a go because it’s really refreshing. Cdramas dominate my watchlist so I can pretty much predict most storylines. So far, I haven’t been able to predict this one. I also love that the main characters are not the typical bad or good people. They are conniving and neither wholly good nor entirely evil. I’m generally inclined towards smart characters because dumb mains are just frustrating to watch. The camaraderie and twists and turns makes this worth the watch.

UPDATE: So I’ve finished watching this drama and I still enjoyed it. The only thing was that towards the middle and end it was a bit predictable because the director/screenwriter kept using the same technique in revealing the plot, which actually makes you less invested because you expect there to be a twist. Still worth the watch though.

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