AH :
I think that's consistent with what I said above?

Yep!

 AH :
I'm not sure that being happy to be alive, awake and in the sunlight would seem out of character in those circumstances. Or that XL would necessarily be suspicious because she called for him and told him that she was awake.

In any case, the fact that she had such a reverse mood swing when she realized that XL wouldn't come see her (XL was not far away and with his exceptional hearing, he most certainly overheard the conversation between Furball and XY), overflowed with sadness in her heart eventhough she was all smile after regaining life. Maybe in the novel, it's not that sure because XY cried after departing the clam shell and not sure how XL's GPS work but it could implies that she could have arrived in Qing Qiu and thus, it could been crying while seeing the state of TSJ.

I hope we'll get to have a clear explanation about what the tear pearl means. It could means many things in the merfolk world I guess. Eventhough the tearl pearl wouldn't help us ensure that XY was conscious...

 windiaaa041293:
Maybe I think Xiaoyao doesn't really want to get rid of that bug.

Our interpretations may not be that different. 

I think XY made a real effort to try to find a way to remove the bugs, but she was motivated to do so because of other people. She didn't want her heartache and pain to keep bothering XL. And she didn't want TSJ and CX to worry about the bug connection / her connection with XL. So she tried for their sake. But when she couldn't come up with a solution to remove the bugs, she wasn't too worried. Because by that point the bug had been in XY for 80 years without a problem. 

 blimarch:
not sure how XL's GPS work

This made me laugh and then I thought of chapter 46 and made myself sad ^^"

 blimarch:
Maybe in the novel, it's not that sure because XY cried after departing the clam shell and not sure how XL's GPS work but it could implies that she could have arrived in Qing Qiu and thus, it could been crying while seeing the state of TSJ.

The drama definitely needs a whole separate analysis. The details are so different, and we don't have the benefit of knowing about the character's hidden inner thoughts and hidden or nuanced inner feelings.

@AH

"So when XY says that XL wouldn't even hesitate to kill her in order to kill CX through the bug connection and XL agrees? We know he must be bluffing and intentionally keeping XY in the dark, because we know he would not kill her in order to kill CX through the bug connection. "

I would have think that he is bluffing as well, if not for the fact that he did try to kill CX. I think his bluffing comes în regards to" you wouldn’t even hesitate and would kill me, right?” and not în regards to "If it was a life-linked voodoo bug", especially because before that he said "“This voodoo bug is decent but not good enough", and that part didn't sound as a bluff. 

Sauvignon Blanc ||
Butterflies and Spiders

In a beautiful flower garden, a butterfly sings among the flowers whose colors dazzle the eye, the flock of flowers becomes happy when they hear the butterfly's beautiful yet gentle hum.

The butterfly continues its journey feeling happy, it sings as long as it flaps its wings. Arriving at a place that seemed to have few flowers, he continued humming.

Because the butterflies were happy, he didn't notice the cobwebs in front of him. He was then trapped and struggled in an attempt to free himself.

"Is this what caught me? ” muttered the anxious butterfly.

"You don't need to be afraid, this web won't kill you," answered the spider that came calmly

"How could it not kill me? My body feels stiff when it wants to escape," replied the butterfly, which became increasingly panicked after seeing the spider.

"It's me who will kill you, not the web I made," the spider answered again in the same calm tone.

The butterfly continues to struggle, trying to flap its wings, move its body which is now increasingly attached to the spider's web. For some time, spiders only pay attention to butterflies, they always watch this show every time their prey tries to escape, spiders watch it like they are enjoying a grand stage performance.

The spider then approaches, intending to wrap the prey in its web. When the spider was about to silence the butterfly, he said: "Be quiet, you weak creature, there will be no more miracles after anyone who is caught in my web. “

"What do you want to do? " asked the butterfly who was now asking weakly

"I will paralyze you then bandage you then I will eat you" answered the spider

"Evil! You are so cruel to your prey," said the butterfly angrily

"I am a kind-hearted killer, I don't hurt you with claws or blind bites, I try to calm each of my victims at the end of their life, isn't that a kindness for me and for you? ” replied the spider again

Butterfly was silent for a moment then asked,

"O creature who has no wings, answer me this one question, will I be in vain after you take my soul? ”

"You are a creature with a lot of devotion, you make us who see you comfortable and charming, you help the flowers find their partners, look just now you made the flowers dance to your song, even from the start you have been loved by many creatures" answered the spider enthusiastically

"I envy you for all my advantages, you are very skilled at making threads that are so thin, to the point that I didn't realize I was trapped here, but thinness doesn't indicate weakness, you make a trap so wide with threads this thin, and also your patience in waiting for creatures to get entangled," answered butterflies that now no longer try to escape

"That's how this earth was created with so much diversity, you can't change the outlines of destiny that are written in God's hands, nor can you add even a tiny bit." Spider wise

"There are also differences between us..." added the butterfly "...I am charming with my wings and you are dashing with your net and your patience. ”

" xy said she was free-spirited and adventurous, but when jing proposed to her and was going to put her in his house and not show it to anyone else, she obediently and blushed, ooh xy did you suddenly forget to remember??"

The same thing with the snake and fox demon metaphors, in fact XL dies and xy gets caught in the fox demon's spider web, prison!!

Some say that the name Dragon Bone Prison is not just a name, does anyone know what it means?

 blabla100:

@AH

"So when XY says that XL wouldn't even hesitate to kill her in order to kill CX through the bug connection and XL agrees? We know he must be bluffing and intentionally keeping XY in the dark, because we know he would not kill her in order to kill CX through the bug connection. "

I would have think that he is bluffing as well, if not for the fact that he did try to kill CX. I think his bluffing comes în regards to" you wouldn’t even hesitate and would kill me, right?” and not în regards to "If it was a life-linked voodoo bug", especially because before that he said "“This voodoo bug is decent but not good enough", and that part didn't sound as a bluff. 

I personally think he was bluffing about all of it. 

Liddi and I have a few theories about how that could still work with XL's attempts to kill CX. If you go through the links I included one page back, the last three cover some of our theories. 

@AH

I will definetely check the theories you guys have raised, but I personally can't think of any theory that wouldn't feel a bit far fetched. Too many assumptions maybe. 

 blabla100:
I am just taking a guess here, but I am also not very convinced that XY would have tried to kill herself if she belived that by doing so XL would get injured too. That is a bit against her character, through out the whole novel we only see her protecting him, even în chapter 46, when there were more things at stake (FLong's death, her being very scared of how close she was of losing CX) she couldn't really harm him, so I am not so sure that she wouldn't consider him if she belived that. Obviously he was still present în her mind, giving that her first thought after waking up was that XL saved her again. It's true that at that point în time she thought that XL didn't care much about her, but still, would that be enough for her not to consider him?  I don't know, perhaps she thought that XL losing one of his life isn't that much of a deal, but as I said, I am just guessing here. 

Her lack of consideration for XL seems pretty clear in chapter 43. I agree, it seems out of character and it made me quite disappointed in her. 

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Chapter 43:

After finishing the soup Xiao Yao said, “Thank you!”

Xiang Liu coldly replied, “No need! This is the payment for your blood.”

Xiao Yao pouted. “Am I worth so little?”

“What do you want then?”

Xiao Yao said, “My thank you was for saving me! You haven’t forgotten why you were injured in the first place, right?”

Xiang Liu furrowed his brows. “It’s not that I wanted to save you, I simply have no interest to use my own life to confirm the words of the Voodoo King.

Oh! Right, the Lover’s Bug! The Lover’s Bug does not live alone, if she died then likely Xiang Liu would die. Xiao Yao smiled sadly. “No matter what, thank you for saving me.”

Xiang Liu asked, “Why were you imprisoned in the ocean?”

“Someone wanted to kill me.”

Xiang Liu stared in disgust at Xiao Yao. “Someone wanted to kill you, so you let yourself get imprisoned?”

Xiao Yao stared at the fire and said nothing.

Xiang Liu pressed on. “Why didn’t you fight back?

Xiao Yao said in a low voice, “Jing……disappeared.”

...

Xiang Liu said, “I happen to have free time, I can accompany you to go look for Miao Pu.”

“When did you become so nice?”

“Of course there is a price.”

“I only have one head, so I can't outthink your nine heads. I don’t think this deal is going to be good.”

Xiang Liu vaulted into the ocean without a care about Xiao Yao’s reverse psychology negotiating tactics. Xiao Yao anxiously jumped into the ocean after him and grabbed a lock of his flowing white hair.

Xiang Liu turned around and glared at her, so Xiao Yao let go with a smile. “You help me find the seagull demon and I'll agree to your price.” The seagull demon chose to let the whirlpool swallow her up forever, clearly she knew this ocean expanse very well. Only with Xiang Liu’s help could Xiao Yao hope to find her quickly.

Xiang Liu rose up from the ocean to stand on the waves. His white hair like the clouds, his white robe like the snow, the silver moonlight made him look even more noble and ethereal, except his expression looking down at Xiao Yao was filled with an evil smirk. “Any price I want?”

Xiao Yao stood up on the waves and raised her chin to look at Xiang Liu. “As long as it has nothing to do with Zhuan Xu, then any price is fine!” For Miao Pu, even if she had to make a real deal with the devil she would do it. At this point what else did she have left to lose?

Xiang Liu said, “The price is for you to stay alive. Even if Tu Shan Jing is really dead, you have to stay alive!”

Xiao Yao stared dumbstruck at Xiang Liu before her eyes went beyond him to stare at the limitless ocean horizon. A life that was long, a longing that had no end in sight……if she didn’t give up and stayed alive, what would that feel like? Probably like a dark night with no sunrise. Xiao Yao didn’t understand why Xiang Liu cared about her life or death.

Xiang Liu coldly said, “I just don’t have any interest in dying with you. If you want to give up, then first find the way to break the voodoo bug link.”

Right! Her life was connected to Xiang Liu. She really did need to find the solution to break the spell. Xiao Yao said, “I accept your price, so take me to find the seagull demon!”

 blabla100:

@AH

I will definetely check the theories you guys have raised, but I personally can't think of any theory that wouldn't feel a bit far fetched. Too many assumptions maybe. 

Fair enough ^^

@AH

"Her lack of consideration for XL seems pretty clear in chapter 43. I agree, it seems out of character and it made me quite disappointed in her."

I am not really bothered by chapter 43, I was reffering to chapter 48, if I am not mistaken. În chapter 43 she did put herself into a dangerous situation, but she wasn't the one to  actually pull the trigger, so to say. She even thanked XL for saving her, so obviously she didn't plan for that to happen. 

"Oh! Right, the Lover’s Bug! The Lover’s Bug does not live alone, if she died then likely Xiang Liu would die. Xiao Yao smiled sadly. “No matter what, thank you for saving me.”

 I don't interpret this as her not being aware of XL, but I think she wasn't expecting this answer from him, his motivation in saving her took her by surprised, hence why she smiled sadly. 

 AH :

This made me laugh and then I thought of chapter 46 and made myself sad ^^"

The drama definitely needs a whole separate analysis. The details are so different, and we don't have the benefit of knowing about the character's hidden inner thoughts and hidden or nuanced inner feelings.

Happy to have made you laugh :D

Yes, I think that too! I tend to merge the drama and the novel to make interpretations but the truth is that the drama really is a different take on a story, an adaptation of a story... Also, sometimes, I hope that the additionnal stuffs in the drama confirm things that I hope were true in the novel but other times, I'd much rather be able to choose to disavow the drama (wink wink especially at season 2 with it leaked script of doom) ^^"

@AH dan @blabla100

Ada yang mengatakan bahwa sebelum Tonghua menyelesaikan buku ketiganya, dia sakit dan dirawat di rumah sakit selama beberapa waktu, dan penggemar bukunya mengatakan ada yang aneh dengan plot di buku ketiganya. Mungkin dia sedang terburu-buru untuk menyelesaikannya dan idenya berubah. kita tidak tahu

 windiaaa041293:

@AH dan @blabla100

Ada yang mengatakan bahwa sebelum Tonghua menyelesaikan buku ketiganya, dia sakit dan dirawat di rumah sakit selama beberapa waktu, dan penggemar bukunya mengatakan ada yang aneh dengan plot di buku ketiganya. Mungkin dia sedang terburu-buru untuk menyelesaikannya dan idenya berubah. kita tidak tahu

Walaupun ada kemungkinan dia sakit semasa menulis buku ketiga pada tahun 2012, dia berpeluang memperbaharui ceritanya dalam revisi baru pada tahun 2019, tetapi akhirnya, plot masih sama. Revisi baru cuma penukaran nama, penggunaan perkataan berlainan / tambahan termasuk prologue. Oleh itu, saya rasa cerita yang dikemukakan memang cerita yang dia ingin tulis. Tong Hua juga pernah menyatakan dalam temuduga bahawa dia biasanya tidak memikir panjang bagaimana ceritanya akan berakhir, dan membiarkan watak-wataknya memberitahunya bagaimana kesudahan riwayat mereka. 

@AH

I had read your theories on the CX killing part  but honestly I am still inclined to belive that the bugs only share pain, not injuries, thus I don't take the "both of them will die" as literal. Their porpose IMO is to save lifes, hence they've been only used as a means for that throughout the whole novel and if I am not mistaken even Voodoo king refers to them  as a blessing, not a curse. The only way that these bugs can become literally deadly is through the heartbreak bugs. 

Also why I don't think XL was bluffing in regards to the life-linked connection, even if he knew that the bug wasn't well planted inside CX, since the receiver has to accept the bugs willingly (altough I personally still find this to be risky / far fetched), at that point în time he wasn't aware of XY not knowing much about the bugs, so I can't really assume that he was bluffing her in that regard. It was not until later that he finds out  that XY didn't even know their names or how to remove them, the  requirements for that etc, so I tend to think that the bluff was in regards to the " you wouldn’t even hesitate and would kill me, right?” part. 

@blimarch

"By the way, what motivates the OP to say that XL knew that XY was conscious the whole time during  the 37 healing years under the sea ? And when does she thinks XL realized that (or maybe he knew all along but he relied on the unspoken things between him and XY to be buried under the sea?)"

Honestly this theory it's not that far fetched, beside the obvious clue - the bugs, there is also that discussion from chapter 26 

"If I die again and you give another of your lives to save me, will I become even more like you…….”

Xiang Liu stared at Xiao Yao and his face was as placid as the water.

Xiao Yao’s voice got smaller and smaller “Become, become…..I mean…..” She suddenly started to chuckle like a fool “I, forget I said anything!”

Xiang Liu grabbed Xiao Yao’s neck and moved his face right in front of her face and said each word carefully “If you dare die again, I will cut you into nine pieces, perfect for each of my heads to eat a piece!”

Unless I have forgotten something (which it is possible), XL never told CX nor XY that he used one of his lifes în saving her, so if XL thought that XY was not aware of what happened during their 37 years togheter, he should have been surprised that she knows that, but he didn't even ask her who told her that or anything of  this sort, so to me this can look like an unspoken agreement between them. And right after, there is this whole discussion about the fishes that kissed her palms and their short memory and also that question "do you want to remember or forget", it kinda rings a bell. 

"Xiao Yao reached out her hand and the colorful fishes kissed her palms and she could feel their simple joy “They are so simple like they have no feelings.”

Xiang Liu said “This type of fish have very short memories. When you pull your hand back, they will have forgotten they kissed your palm.”

Without memory there was longer, happiness or joy, so their peaceful simplicity was truly the most organic in the world.

Xiao Yao swam and turned back to look at the colorful fishes still swimming back and forth “I remember them but they’ve already forgotten me. In the future when I see the same type of fish I’ll remember them so that each new meeting is like a reunion, but each meeting for them is a new meeting, so even a real reunion is like a first meeting.”

Xiang Liu asked “Do you want to remember or forget?”

Xiao Yao thought about it “Remember, even if it’s painful and a burden, I still want to remember.

Also this part

"Xiang Liu didn’t want her to know that when she was unconscious the things he did with her, and she didn’t want him to know that she already knew. Their embraces and companionship, just let it be buried deep in the dark ocean depths!"

The things he did with her, not to her. Their embraces, not his embraces.