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I literally signed in for like the first time in a year or two just so I could like your comment, because it had me howling and clapping from laughing so hard. Save her spit! That's genuinely accurate hahahaha, oh i'm ded. You my darling win the internet!

Happy Birthday Hyowon

My issue with it is if they are going to put a 30yr old and another thirty yr old in costume and then act out romantic scenes in a classroom, but then they fill that classroom with children ages 14-17 the actual ages the 30somethings are playing thats so freaking awkward. Like imagine watching two thirty year olds be super in love, I have a thirteen year old and I can tell you she would for sure rather throw herself down the staris then have to be in the same room as that happening. So I just feel for the kids stuck watching 30yrs pretend to be in love. Or even in some of these dramas have their "first kiss" while their friends cheer them on, or notice. It's just like.... uhhh what? Thats a literal kid and some adults. If you are going to have the 30yr olds play act the time changes then seriously change everyone in the class room into 30yr olds in the costume, less awkward that way.

Aside from the actual age thing, I do honestly think there are some 30-40yr olds who could put on their school uniform and if you didn't know their age before hand you wouldn't be able to tell, because they just don't age.

From sadness or laughter? Or both? lol

Dear diary, this is my sixth entry. I just sat through the cringiest/sappiest drama. My insides recoiled at the sweetness and I suddenly remembered how fantastic a feeling it was to hate and love something so much your insides decided to turn themselves outwards all at once. They stared into each others eyes for 0.9 seconds and repeatedly called out to each other with their minds, so we know this is love of the truest kind. I am not sure if they thought it was a star wars episode and they would inevitably just "feel the force." But unfortunately their efforts were abated, and they slept in a simple sort of bliss, completely unaware at how utterly mortified I was. I didn't think that with only two more times left, this is where they would have left us, but here we are.

Six updates in, with two left, and still no body humping in sight, but worry not, the gazes and shoulder touches were strong with this one.

I am not sure I will make it through the next episode. My insides might forcefully reject the sweetness at a cosmic level and surely I will combust.
If you don't hear from me, let it be known my last words were
Kaneda...
Senpai...!
Kaneda...
Senpai...!
Kaneda...
Senpai...! (edited)

I am starting to worry it is very much becoming a trend to stop having storylines and just have sex. I guess more and more people are desiring the turn on point and have forgotten how absolutely sexy it can be to have build up before the actual act. Forplay is a thing guys! Seduction and forplay banter are just as hawt.

is it bl?

I love cherry magic. I love japanese bl its got a high rewatch value as the quality is amazing. And they don't shy away from different scenarios. But I think you might have a new favorite if you watch this BL https://kisskh.at/694265-kamisama-no-ekohiiki I seriously reccommend it. Even if it doesn't replace Cherry Magic thats fine. But it will end up on the top of your BL list. I guarantee it!

Wow, thank you. I will give the show a try. That actually sounds really wonderful. The write up is a little iffy. But your explanation saves it for me.

As someone who has seen the drama could you explain how they have stalking as like a cute little thing in the write up. But how it's done in this drama, in a non creepy way. I am wondering how they have passed it off as "cute" or acceptable. I don't want to go into the drama with implicit bias. But the write up makes it sound like they are making stalking someone cute or acceptable. Which as you said isn't a first in a drama. But I just wish it wasn't so normalized as it's a legit issue if girls grow up thinking its romantic to be harrassed.

what! So we are romanticizing stalking people now?

Awe wow, thank you. I appreaciate that. Love a good BL Addict it feeds my happy soul. Since it's like being with a bunch of friends who get me. I am LGBTQ and I always feel a bit better about the representation.

Awe thanks. I am a blwriter and honestly my dream is to create a BL, a sensible one, either by being drafted as a writer for one. Or maybe creating my own. Who knows I might start a kickstarter for one of my novels someday. *shrugs* But that is my ultimate dream to have a tv series that is diverse and well written. That shows understanding and care for all characters involved. *and also serves up some cute, fluffy and sexy times as well.*

I agree everything was muddy. I think that if they had started earlier on explaining more about Jiwoo. I think we could have seen and understood more about Jiwoo's motivations, his pain and hurts and made things clearer. Cause yeah, right now. It's sticky. It's certainly hard to like him for SeoJoon at this point. But overall I hope the writers bring it together.

Character: Producer! I need my emotional sadistic Pinata ex to understand and process my feelings. Where is it? I need it!
Writer: We need one emotionally damaged, hung up on her ex, girl! We need it STAT!
Worker bee's in brain: Omg where do we find one of those?
Snatched Worker Bee: Honeeeey, don't ask me.
I think they just expect every emotionally damaged person to be floating around outside or something.
"It's not a lemon spritzer. I can't just get one anywhere."

LOL. Ex Summoning come forth. *firey elmo hands*

There is heartbreak to be solved and I cannot get through it without causing you emotional and mental damage first. Please come back so I can regale you with all the painful good times we have left in our memories. It is important I beat your feelings up like a pinata while you help me get back together with my new love.

Wait... why is no one answering my summons?
How odd.
XD

Also, I agree he really needs therapy. But I disagree that because he is broken and needs help does that mean the two should go their own seperate ways. I don't think being broken stops you from being able to love and be in a relationship. My therapist said this to me once.

Being broken doesn't mean you can't see past your own hurt to love someone else.

And I would like to add to that. That being broken is often what binds two people so strongly together. Like the pain of our own wounds brings two hurting people together to heal, sometimes the wounds fester and we can never get past it. But sometimes the light and hope that love brings to us, that our loved one can provide us. Is sometimes all we needed to hold ourselves together long enough for thier strength to tape the pieces back together again.

Like.

The voice inside says. I am so broken. You can't love me unless I am whole. And their voice says. I love you despite all your painful pieces, because even your pain is a part of you, and I love all of you and accept your flaws. let me take those pieces i love so dearly and help me put them back.
But what about your own pain.
Mhhm I hurt too. Help me with mine next.

That kinda relationship is what is good for people. As long as the two are willing to work hard to get better then a relationship is possible and will actually cause more help than harm.

In this case I think SeoJoon is already there, waiting to help him hold his pieces together. I think just Jiwoo has to reach that point where the shattered pieces of his heart are not to scary to even touch.
And I think SeoJoon is helping him get there. Thats what is so terrifying for him. He can already feel the pieces pulling back together, and it scares him to have hope.

I agree. They have done an underwhelming job of portraying such heavy and deep emotions. And they used a lot of tropes especailly the martyr ex girlfriend who has no use but to help the two leads get back together. Like can't they get back together on their own? Are they not strong enough in their love? They need a wounded ex lover to show them how to have a soul?

Yes I agree they tried to fit too much in there. I think fi they had started from the beginning episode splitting it half and half. Half Jiwoo half SeoJoon we coulda seen how their individual pain broke the two apart as they both suffered in silence over their own insecurities. That would have been a great season too watch a very taffy like push and pull. Delicous to watch and yet still totally heartbreaking.

I agree he did some really terrible things to push him away in the present. But I get where he was coming from. Can't you tell I left your life to help it get better? Can't you accept my sacrifice and leave me alone? Why are you being so stubborn and honest with your feelings, when I can't face mine? Just leave me alone this is too painful SeoJoon.

But SeoJoon is so stubborn he won't let him go. And so he has to face everything he was trying to run away from.

So as a writer I think I can see what they were trying to get across and failed. Let me lay it out for you and let's see if we can help make it make sense.

Jiwoo is very shy and introverted. He has trouble expressing himself since he was young. The adults around him treated him badly for something his family didn't o, but got caught up in. And his parents tried their best to fix it but died before they could fully. He was left alone with the world hating his voice. His girlfriend dumped him because he couldn't express his love properly. Even though there was no one to help him know how. Even when he was hurting from his parents deaths. He lost his first love. When he finally found someone to love in SeoJoon he felt happy for the first time in a long time. But he still is introverted he still didn't know how to say how he felt. How to express what he wanted. SeoJoon is an extravert. He did his best to read the room and match jiwoo needs. But he isn't able to read minds and when something upset Jiwoo. Jiwoo scared of losing someone else. Of being alone, still couldn't express himself properly. But the more time SeoJoon spent elsewhere the more Jiwoo realized it was him clinging to SeoJoon who already had a great life without him.

And at one point he started realizing SeoJoon was changing his entire life to fit Jiwoo in. And that made Jiwoo upset. Because he realized. SeoJoon is trying to change his whole world for you right now. And even now you are still feeling lonely. Even now you are still feeling upset because of the differences between us. Maybe... Just maybe our world's can never match. Why do I have to be lonely, and sad, and burden someone else when I can't do the right thing ever? Maybe, maybe they are better off without me holding them back.

And Jiwoo left. Because it was always SeoJoon changing. It was always SeoJoon expressing. And he realized albeit wrongly. That every upset he had in his life was of his own making because he didn't know how to express himself. And so he got into a spiral of self blame.

It was this one line. I will hold onto you. But I hope I fade from you. That made me realise what the writers were trying to do. They were trying to show that since his Parents accident he has never once not felt like a burden to someone. Which makes him feel lonely and angry. His girlfriend left him over it. She was having a hard time and he couldn't see past that instability in his own mind. Let me just do this one thing so I am not a burden anymore. And she was hurt and saying I need you now. I need you not to be so self reliant. I need you to not be so closed off. I need you to show me what you are feeling because my feelings are raw. He thought for the longest time she as the one who hurt him. But it was with SeoJoon that he realised again. Ah somehow I am hurting people without trying to again. Can all I do is cause pain. Unintentionally? How screwed up am I that I can sit here and feel alone when SeoJoon is trying his best for me?


I am lonely and still clinging to you changing your life and making it harder. So I will leave you SeoJoon because it is the only nice thing I can return back to you. Even if it hurts me so much to do so. Even if I remember our love forever, because it means that much to me. I hope I fade away from your mind and you can return to the happy fulfilling life you had before me. This is the only way I can show you how much I love you. Because the words I have held inside me for so long have rotted and twisted me. If I say them out loud, then I may never be able to stop the tears again.

I feel this heartbreak is what they were trying to convey. But I think they failed a little bit. XD

No truer words ever spoken. xD