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Imagine if kisskh has it’s own awards show, this drama would win all the categories.

She went from resenting the love she is receiving to giving love. He went from always the one giving love to accepting the love around him. Aaaah still can’t get over this drama :(

Part of me is envious of people who are just starting to watch this but also not because I loved my experience of discussing the drama while it was airing. Missing all the casts and this drama so much :(

Sadly, all good things come to an end :( To my escape from everything terrible that is currently happening in this world, no words can explain how truly grateful I am. I hope everyone who watched this gets to live by the things that they’ve learned from this show, even if it’s just one thing. May it be accepting that we are weak and leaning on someone/asking for help is totally okay, reconciling broken relationship is possible, understanding before making a conclusion, continuously pursuing to be a dependable friend, or breaking the curse of your past for your future generations (healing) is not impossible. There are a whole lot of good things that can be picked up from this drama. I think a lot of people would be or were hesitant to watch this at first because it could look like two broken humans trying to fix each other. It is not entirely false but it is SO MUCH MORE than that. It highlighted the process of healing within oneself and overcoming the things we are afraid to face instead of running away. It started within themselves, their longing to start over again; they didn’t put their significant other first and decided to change for them. While I saw this drama slowly come to an end I can’t help but be reminded of 1Cor 13 4:7. LOVE IS PATIENT; When your loved one is struggling, healing does not happen overnight. This drama showed individuals who developed personality issues due to the battles they are facing but the people around them, though sometimes failed, were patient and did not rush them to change. LOVE IS KIND; They showed the domino effect of being compassionate and understanding. Correcting their actions without condemning. LOVE IS NOT SELF-SEEKING; They did not love in order to benefit from it but because they needed each other. LOVE KEEPS NO RECORD OF WRONGS; They may have hurt them physically or have said harsh words out of spite but they did not use it against them. Instead it motivated them to re-think when problem arises. LOVE DOES NOT DELIGHT IN EVIL BUT REJOICES WITH THE TRUTH; ST, MY, and KT were all living in darkness but they encouraged each other to see the truth. The truth that it is possible for them to overcome and face their fears. They made each other come to realization that running away does no good but instead they must come face to face with their trauma. Lastly, LOVE ALWAYS PROTECTS, TRUSTS, HOPES, AND PERSEVERES; I think anyone who had watched this would agree that the main characters displayed this love with each other especially during and after they re-discovered themselves. I hope you guys were healed and comforted just as I was. Sorry for the long post, this is entirely my own opinion :)

I wouldn’t mind if they would do a drama every year even if it means I have to give up watching other shows hahahahjk

I just want to go back to the day we were all waiting for ep 5 because they left us hanging w/ such teaser; KT rushing over to find MY because he obviously cared for her. Not ready for the final weekend yet :(

Maybe it’s denial but I still have doubts about the head nurse being MY’s mom.
Im super hopeful of a happy ending too, I’m only basing this on the group photos from their last few filming days. MY seems to be wearing much more casual outfits and not her usual over the top ones. Hoping my guts is right.

A massive appreciation to the people around MY and KT. I really envy how understanding and sensitive they are. I strive to be that type of support to someone and to also have friends with those attributes. Juri’s mom who is full of wise words, Juri who is forgiving, Sang In who is extremely open minded, Jae Su who cares and loves even from afar, Seung Jae’s witty personality that can make anyone’s day, and Sang Tae who is especially compassionate and protective. Every single one of them has had their bad ‘moments’, they didn’t portray a perfect friend but instead shows us that we are all flawed. What I have learned is that despite our blemishes, we all have a choice to be someone’s warmth. We can be that dependable individual to someone. The underlying lesson of this drama isn’t something deep or mind blowing, it’s common sense that we sometimes abandon. It’s all about making a choice that can make or break the people around us and even ourselves. I really hope a lot of people get to watch this drama even though it isn’t their cup of tea because it not only delivers the message that we are allowed to be weak but also we can be a source of strength.

I have been lying low the past few weeks mainly because this drama really stirs up my mind and emotions a whole lot. Some of the situations hits on a very personal level that I end up resorting to my journal instead. I cannot believe how much I have allowed myself to immerse in these characters and it is honestly a great self-reflection. Still hoping for a happy ending! I cannot thank this drama enough for being my temporary escape in the midst of everything that is happening in the real world. This will def be the highlight of my 2020.

I think the problem is going in with a lot of expectations? When I watched the trailer I don’t know why I suddenly had a mindset that this would be better than Train to Busan. Don’t get me wrong, it isn’t the worst, there were definitely couple of times where I had adrenaline rush but nothing too special. Maybe it’s targeted to younger audiences? I’m only basing that at the fact that I watched it w/ my younger brothers and they said it was pretty good.

KSH getting extremely flustered just by hugging SYJ, I can’t even imagine how he managed ep 11. Lol wth why is he is adorable??

Aah! This drama really makes me feel some type of way. I kinda hate (but like not really lol) how invested and attached I am especially to these characters. I don’t even know what I would if I did not do daily journals. It’s the only way I can relieve all the joys and sorrows I go through watching this.

Let’s be honest, we were all ready for that but like not really. Title couldn’t be more fitting for all that we’re feeling right now!

Me: plans to not watch Saturday ep so I could
watch 2ep on Sun as a present to myself
for my bday lol
*sees clips on IG*
Also me: Omo omo omo NVM let me order my
bfast so I can enjoy ep11 now!

Since weekend is taking too long to arrive :( i’ll just share a theory

Why I speculate the head nurse as MY’s mom more instead of the patient: Imo, her mom’s character has been built up more as someone who is manipulative and calculative. I imagine she would take up a position w/ somewhat power to continue her controlling tendencies (seen through the way her husband is afraid of her and how she handled young MY). Thus giving up her identity so suddenly would be so not like her.

I loved that show too!

A little off topic:
It takes a lot of courage to touch on such a taboo subject. Not everyone is brave enough to voice out mental health issues/developmental disorders or play a role that centralizes on these topic. This is probably why I admire this show and everyone involved in it a lot. It is prone to flaws and I’m sure many has pointed those out already. This subject will go through adversities and criticisms but to me they’re handling it pretty well.

Totally agree w/ this but at the same time I’m glad the writer chose to do it this way. I think it shows the realness of his character because to me humans are fickle in nature. It isn’t right but it’s relatable and reminds me of the phrase “sometimes the people we love the most hurts us the most”. Also, the drama is showing awareness about mental health and KT was someone who was overcoming past traumas. He was clearly under a lot of emotional distress that can cause irrationality.

Decided to rewatch from the beach scene onwards and omg I cried just as much as I did the first time I watched it. Just imagine two people that walked through a long road to finally see the glimpse of what they were robbed off of and missed out on through out their childhood and adolescence. Then later only to find their relationship back to square one once again and defeated by their circumstances. Those tears of KT who can’t seem to get a grip of the normality in his life and MY’s who is reliving the pain of rejection were just too raw. It was extremely well delivered that I felt like I personally went through all their hardships.

He cries, I cry. She cries, I cry. Oh help our hearts endure these episodes hahaha