I'm crying so much ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ I watched up to episode 35 and saw a spoiler about Ye Xian's death and didn't want to continue. We knew from the beginning that he could die of heart disease, but I didn't expect him to die in the war. I wanted him to survive, or if he died, I wanted it to be from heart disease, because I think that would be less suffering. I even imagined him sitting in a comfortable chair, closing his eyes and dying. I never thought his death would be like that ðŸ˜