I didn't know this expression "cry a river, build a bridge and get over it" cause I'm french and the pond doesn't apply. But I'll keep it in mind, it's actually beautiful.
I'm drinking a lot like you said. Only right now it's not water that I want. I have the feeling I want to do something bad. I've been googling the nightclubs and bars of my city to find out where exactly I sould celebrate his wedding on Monday. And I'm seriously considering throwing myself in the arms of that hot japanese guy who's studying French in my university and who's been texting me day and night since I've met him.
I think I need a friend to keep me sane. I've talked to my best friend, but she's married and even though we've been friends for years I always has the feeling she judges me when she tries to give me advices. And even though I am close to my mother there is NO WAY I can tell her that...
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Thanks bimba. Right now I don't know where I am or what I'm doing I'm completely numb and I have the impression that reality is going to hit me hard when his sister will send me the pictures of the wedding.
Do you know what drama to watch in this kind of situations ? I need distraction.
Thanks, I'll remmeber what you said about extra water and sleep. My subconscious does need some extra time to process all those new and painful informations...
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thanks Unnie ! I'm still in the 7stade_of_Grief stuff right now but I think I'm like in purgatory right now. Hell will be the day of the wedding (please, someone give me a hot asian guy to be my drinking buddy on Monday the 4th!), then a few days later I'll start getting better. I know I will. Right now is just not the time. I'm facing the pain without avoiding it, this way I've heard it goes away faster...
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You're welcome.
i won't lie to you, but if you red my profile you know I'm not so good these days. But I find my solace in our beloved dramas.
I'm drinking a lot like you said. Only right now it's not water that I want. I have the feeling I want to do something bad. I've been googling the nightclubs and bars of my city to find out where exactly I sould celebrate his wedding on Monday. And I'm seriously considering throwing myself in the arms of that hot japanese guy who's studying French in my university and who's been texting me day and night since I've met him.
I think I need a friend to keep me sane. I've talked to my best friend, but she's married and even though we've been friends for years I always has the feeling she judges me when she tries to give me advices. And even though I am close to my mother there is NO WAY I can tell her that...
Do you know what drama to watch in this kind of situations ? I need distraction.
Thanks, I'll remmeber what you said about extra water and sleep. My subconscious does need some extra time to process all those new and painful informations...
i won't lie to you, but if you red my profile you know I'm not so good these days. But I find my solace in our beloved dramas.
And you ? How are you ?