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Let me preface that I have not seen the original J Drama, and normally that would mean I'd be rushing there to see it after learning of its existence - except I am not sure I have the heart to re-live it. I came into this drama blind, the title and cast caught my attention, I added it to my list and then saw a scene on social media that made me realize I wanted to watch it. I did not expect what came with it, I envisioned this a light hearted story of young love, of which it is - but that is not the whole of it. Like with 20th Century Girl, of which I walked in blindly as well - I was completely decimated by the tragedy that awaited me. I'd grown attached, found genuine beauty in the gradual love built by these two and his choice to continue to give her all the best memories, day by day. It felt a lot like 50 First Dates but without the promise of the ending these two deserved.

These stories hit harder usually because of the tragedy awaiting, they make us feel so much more than the traditional romance story, because it is weighed down by the loss of that hard fought love.

I understand that, truly, but yet I cling to the hope of a beautiful ending in which happiness can be found. However, I am left forever maimed by this encounter because I cannot forget it and all of the beauty that came with it. I still inevitably love stories like this, though I never go in willingly to them. They just happen to find me, tug on my heart with promises before yanking it up into my throat where it will throb endlessly from the experience.