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The deserted memories of Chang'an.
The Vendetta of An —
It would be a lie if I said I didn’t know the ending, or didn’t sense from the beginning what kind of story this would become. And yet, I kept watching episode after episode each one like piercing arrows straight through my heart. I kept wishing for tomorrow to come faster, just so I could watch the next episode, even when I knew it would hurt me again.
Now, time has brought me to the moment of goodbye… but my heart simply refuses to agree. I don’t even know how to fully put into words what I felt while watching this masterpiece. All I know is that it will forever stay in my heart like deserted memories we carry quietly in our own lives, never fading, never leaving.
The acting portrayed by every single actor was on an extreme level raw, powerful, unforgettable. I have nothing to say except thank you. Thank you to the actors, the production team, the director, and the writer for creating something so painfully beautiful. ❣️
And especially… to my Chengyi _
I knew the ending long before it reached me… I knew it from the very beginning. And yet, I kept watching, episode after episode as if my heart was hoping you would escape fate this time. Every tear you shed felt heavier than my own, every moment of your pain carved itself into my chest. I told myself to be prepared, but nothing prepared me for how deeply you would break me.
Accepting the ending became the most haunting part. It lingers like a ghost _quiet, merciless shattering my heart into pieces that refuse to come back together. This story didn’t just end; it stayed with me, breathing inside my thoughts, replaying your sorrow over and over again.
Chengyi… you won. 💔😭
Not because you survived, not because you got what you wanted but because you made me feel everything. You are you. And no one absolutely no one can replace the space you left behind. That hollow place in my heart exists only because of you, and no other character has ever filled it the same way.
I watched you love, endure, sacrifice, and lose—silently, painfully, beautifully. And maybe that’s why it hurts so much. You deserved peace. You deserved warmth. You deserved a happy ending that the world refused to give you.
So please… just once,
Let me see you smile without pain.
Let me see you live without loss.
Let me see you reach an ending where your tears finally stop.
If not in this story, then in the next one.
I will wait.
Because my heart already chose you. 😢💔
It would be a lie if I said I didn’t know the ending, or didn’t sense from the beginning what kind of story this would become. And yet, I kept watching episode after episode each one like piercing arrows straight through my heart. I kept wishing for tomorrow to come faster, just so I could watch the next episode, even when I knew it would hurt me again.
Now, time has brought me to the moment of goodbye… but my heart simply refuses to agree. I don’t even know how to fully put into words what I felt while watching this masterpiece. All I know is that it will forever stay in my heart like deserted memories we carry quietly in our own lives, never fading, never leaving.
The acting portrayed by every single actor was on an extreme level raw, powerful, unforgettable. I have nothing to say except thank you. Thank you to the actors, the production team, the director, and the writer for creating something so painfully beautiful. ❣️
And especially… to my Chengyi _
I knew the ending long before it reached me… I knew it from the very beginning. And yet, I kept watching, episode after episode as if my heart was hoping you would escape fate this time. Every tear you shed felt heavier than my own, every moment of your pain carved itself into my chest. I told myself to be prepared, but nothing prepared me for how deeply you would break me.
Accepting the ending became the most haunting part. It lingers like a ghost _quiet, merciless shattering my heart into pieces that refuse to come back together. This story didn’t just end; it stayed with me, breathing inside my thoughts, replaying your sorrow over and over again.
Chengyi… you won. 💔😭
Not because you survived, not because you got what you wanted but because you made me feel everything. You are you. And no one absolutely no one can replace the space you left behind. That hollow place in my heart exists only because of you, and no other character has ever filled it the same way.
I watched you love, endure, sacrifice, and lose—silently, painfully, beautifully. And maybe that’s why it hurts so much. You deserved peace. You deserved warmth. You deserved a happy ending that the world refused to give you.
So please… just once,
Let me see you smile without pain.
Let me see you live without loss.
Let me see you reach an ending where your tears finally stop.
If not in this story, then in the next one.
I will wait.
Because my heart already chose you. 😢💔
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