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The deserted memories of Chang'an.
The Vendetta of An —It would be a lie if I said I didn’t know the ending, or didn’t sense from the beginning what kind of story this would become. And yet, I kept watching episode after episode each one like piercing arrows straight through my heart. I kept wishing for tomorrow to come faster, just so I could watch the next episode, even when I knew it would hurt me again.
Now, time has brought me to the moment of goodbye… but my heart simply refuses to agree. I don’t even know how to fully put into words what I felt while watching this masterpiece. All I know is that it will forever stay in my heart like deserted memories we carry quietly in our own lives, never fading, never leaving.
The acting portrayed by every single actor was on an extreme level raw, powerful, unforgettable. I have nothing to say except thank you. Thank you to the actors, the production team, the director, and the writer for creating something so painfully beautiful. ❣️
And especially… to my Chengyi _
I knew the ending long before it reached me… I knew it from the very beginning. And yet, I kept watching, episode after episode as if my heart was hoping you would escape fate this time. Every tear you shed felt heavier than my own, every moment of your pain carved itself into my chest. I told myself to be prepared, but nothing prepared me for how deeply you would break me.
Accepting the ending became the most haunting part. It lingers like a ghost _quiet, merciless shattering my heart into pieces that refuse to come back together. This story didn’t just end; it stayed with me, breathing inside my thoughts, replaying your sorrow over and over again.
Chengyi… you won. 💔😭
Not because you survived, not because you got what you wanted but because you made me feel everything. You are you. And no one absolutely no one can replace the space you left behind. That hollow place in my heart exists only because of you, and no other character has ever filled it the same way.
I watched you love, endure, sacrifice, and lose—silently, painfully, beautifully. And maybe that’s why it hurts so much. You deserved peace. You deserved warmth. You deserved a happy ending that the world refused to give you.
So please… just once,
Let me see you smile without pain.
Let me see you live without loss.
Let me see you reach an ending where your tears finally stop.
If not in this story, then in the next one.
I will wait.
Because my heart already chose you. 😢💔
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Sometimes it's better let go of everything .
The story started with the miracle physician Li Lian Hua who's actually Li xiangyi and the disciple of Li Xiangxi , Fangduobing is really the masterpiece amongst wuxia cdramas.In the beginning , I started to watch this piece to kill the time while waiting for another ep of another wuxia cdrama but turned out to be the best of the best wuxia drama I have ever watch without skipping and feeling boring and thought why I never listened and watched this drama which released in 2023 .
The storyline, plots , ost and the brilliant actors made this drama the most wonderful that I'd never forget .
Mainly Li Lian Hua who is also li xianxi character really is irreplaceable and the actor Chengyi really carried well this character. Thank you so much ..you made Li xiangyi and Li Lian Hua into life frrr.
I must say that I never ever have cried in my life before while watching any dramas series or anything as much as watching this drama. It made me felt like I'm in that story .
The most interesting thing is, to the viewers and audience it's not only giving entertain but also giving the meaning of human life . It taught me that life is all about to let go , forgiveness , self love .
I can't imagine how this Li Xiangyi character is so heartbreaking . In real life, I couldn't be like him and I will never find like him as a person . Humans are fed to selfishness ,to hold the power like in this toxic world. I really have no words to say but mind is crushing with thoughts. Each and every words as dialougues carved in my heart like poetry and I'll never forget this legendary masterpiece drama.
Thank you so much for writer who wrote this story and the entire team production for your tirelessly hardwork. And also thank you so much , each and every spectacular amazing actors playing your characters so well which also suited you the best. Special thanks to Li Xiangyi and Fanduobing and Di fei Sheng ..you'll always in my heart .❤️😭
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