I've visited this page enough to know by heart the usernames of the 2haists who comment frequently, and even remember their previous comments. I guess we've become a family woven through endless despair T_T
Please, please, please, please TT I'm tired and sick of waiting and any day might be the day I ascend to heaven with the infinite amount of patience I've had to summon like never before. I feel like an unwilling, abandoned monk who never signed up to shave their head when all I did was commit the unforgivable sin of reading Erha. (╯ ͡⊙ 益 ͡⊙)╯┻━┻ Aghhhhggghhghghhh.
When I die, please engrave: Reason Of Death - Forsaken by Immortality.
I'm so far neutral in my opinions of this show. I am really excited about the huge leap in the number and duration of episodes as it could be a game changer for the further upcoming BLs in Kdrama industry and could open a wide door for more open minded acceptance of LGBTQ+ representations. The production value also seems high compared to the previous K-BLs. I'm curious to see how the story will progress and really hope to get a detailed in-depth character model for the leads. For me, it seems like I can't draw an image of TaeKyung in my head at all. Apart from the fact that he doesn't really care about what people think of him, is persistent, straight-forward and curious, I can't picture any more dimensions of him. I wish that the further episodes will shed more light on this. The other 3 characters seem more well rounded, and I'm honestly not a very big fan of Sohee. The chemistry between the leads seem very obscure as of now since TaeKyung is a total blank space where I can't seem to draw any conclusion, but if his character was actually meant to be like that, I'll have to applaud him for his performance.
I'm gonna wait patiently till the end to get a clear picture. Nevertheless, this show has every element to make a great headstart, just hoping they don't mess up.
i absolutely loveddd Killer & Healer!! i really wish it would come to Netflix too >
I started watching Killer amd Healer with very little expectations, but now it's becomr one of my favorite dramas and i would definitely watch it again. I really want it to gain more audience, it's just too under-rated, though it was directed by the very person who is directing Immortality.
I love this show for the effortless placing of small details all over. Overall it appears simple and fluffy, but…
Actually in this hard COVID infested time, I think this is just what I needed, something soft, endearing and easy on the mind. Though the show doesn't employ a great plot device, it tugs at my heart and makes me smile feeling warm all over like I'm in love. The innocent attraction and realisation that they're both falling hard for each other, the small changes in their expressions that say "I care and I worry" gives me butterflies. The unspoken lingering affection between them that they're yet to admit to each other is something i can totally relate to. Shi Lei's "I have never cared this much for anyone else" just broke me. His feelings that he might disappoint his mother is raw and vulnerable. Though it's very easy for people to ask others to be proud of themselves and their love, it's not as simple as that in reality. Being a part of LGBTQ+ community is not the main reason for this fear, it just that sometimes when we make decisions in our life, even though parents and loved ones might support us, the shit they are subjected to by the society feels unfair. We feel like we've not made it up to our parents who always stood by our sides. And this feeling of dilemma was clearly exhibited by Shi Lei and I was heartbroken at that point because all I could see was me standing there someday. Jin Yuchen gradually warming up to Shi Lei and vice-versa was perfectly portayed by the actors and felt fluffy and warm. Some shots like the one where Jin Yuchen wakes up hugging Shi Lei on the bed and gazes at him, the whole part where Shi Lei scratched his back when he accidentally ate something containing nickel, the final scene of 8th episode where Jin Yuchen hugged Shi Lei to sleep, the breakfast scenes were brilliant and endearing. I could watch this whole thing again just to see many of these specific shots that made me smile and roll around in the bed. I could just keep ranting about how this show made me feel all day and that's how much I love this. Also the fact that SiQi had actually been eyeing Zhao Gang for 6 months gave me a hearty surprise. I'm totally looking forward to watch the next episode, not lying, I wish every day was Thursday
I love this show for the effortless placing of small details all over. Overall it appears simple and fluffy, but there's so much more to it and that's beautifully portrayed in terms of their feelings. Just small changes in their expressions and things they do make it more colorful and engaging. The chemistry between the actors is no joke, I'll give them 10 on 10. Overall, though the show doesn't have a complicated plot, it's fantastic. Every Thursday has me excited to watch the next new episode and a huge applause to the team for keeping up the tension with their teasers which makes me think of the worst possible senarios and be anxious and curious. Though it might not be the perfect show and every show has it's own disadvantages, it's fun and invigorating to watch. Conclusion: The show is GrEaT.
That's it. I've decided to not care about hyx anymore, I want my emotional stability back!! Edit 1 (today): Nvm…
Hahaha, why fight a losing battle?! I say myself that I'll be patient and stop caring, but I swear, one day all my daily visits to this page will pay as I nonchalantly come in here again only to read the 'Episode 2 of 50 airing on...' sign and suffer a qi deviation :)
Yayy!! I finally got an opportunity to desperately promote Wu Chang Jie as if I owe the author money. Alright…
I didn't mean to emphasize that you were spamming, I'm sorry if you felt that way @.@. I totally understamd what you're feeling because great books like 2ha are very hard to find, and once we come across such books we'll want to let many people experience the masterpiece
What happened to the novel? Can't access it.... It worked fine till 20th June :(((
I came to know that some ungrateful "fans" tried to promote themselves by stealing the translated chapters and posting them elsewhere. So they pulled it down and restricted access, :)
Yayy!! I finally got an opportunity to desperately promote Wu Chang Jie as if I owe the author money. Alright…
This is the nth time I'm seeing you promote this book,( XD ) and I can totaly relate to your situation since reading 2ha had me nagging everyone around me to read it. So, guess what, you've made me too curious and I'm gonna start reading it. If it's as good as you say, I'll come back and pretend like owe the author money too : )
Ok so personally I think Taxian-Jun is a victim. But then some people say that the flower was Meatbun using lazy…
Oh My God. Whitewashing Taxian-Jun? Seriously? Exactly where in the novel was Taxian-Jun whitewashed? I'm sure they did not even comprehend this masterpiece properly! Even with the flower of hatred, the greatest emotion Taxian-Jun felt was emptiness and numbness.
All that hatred and anger the flower nurtured left nothing of his good memories, left him no place to turn to when he emptied out the rage within him, left him no fond nostalgia to mull over when he sat in the lonely, cold palace by himself. It devoured every emotion and instance he had been through, left him hollow. There were no tears, no love, no smiles, no excitement, only hatred. But, even then, he could not fathom the thought of letting his shizun die, he could not help but embrace him to sleep, he could not help but bury himself into Chu Wanning's warmth when he returned back from tormenting bloody wars. And still what? Whitewashing him?
I guess people don't understand the fact that reborn MoRan is no other than Taxian-Jun's soul inside a 15 year old version of himself. Without the flower that is. With all the knowledge he possessed he could have wrecked an even greater chaos to the world, but what he chose was peace, to sacrifice himself (when unaware of the truth) for shimei, and that in itself shows his inherent nature, a boy who once picked up earthworms to shield them from rain.
Edit: Mo Ran himself says repeatedly in the book that he could not understand his past self's behaviour after seeing the world again without the flower in him.
I guess I'll never stop waiting for this to release even if it takes years, that's how deep 2ha is ingrained into me.
I would give it anything to forget that I ever read 2ha just to read it over again and experience the roller-coaster of emotions that I went through the barely 4 weeks it took to complete it, mostly because the story was a lot to take in and I had to take frequent breaks to digest and ruminate the twists, turns and sufferings. At times, I would cry too much, be mentally exhausted because of the mess and would need to recharge my mind before I continue the story. But I loved every moment of the story and would willingly go through all of it again because the story is a masterpiece.
So, though I'm impatient, I'd still wait for however long it takes to just watch HYX, because it means too much to let go.
When can I end this suffering and step on to the next level? ⁿ~ⁿ Please gimme my HYX so that I stop shedding tears of anticipation and start bawling out for Shizun and MoRan T_T
(⊙.⊙(◉_◉)⊙.⊙
(╯ ͡⊙ 益 ͡⊙)╯┻━┻
【 ͡❛ ᖨ ͡❛】
I'm tired and sick of waiting and any day might be the day I ascend to heaven with the infinite amount of patience I've had to summon like never before.
I feel like an unwilling, abandoned monk who never signed up to shave their head when all I did was commit the unforgivable sin of reading Erha.
(╯ ͡⊙ 益 ͡⊙)╯┻━┻
Aghhhhggghhghghhh.
When I die, please engrave:
Reason Of Death - Forsaken by Immortality.
I'm curious to see how the story will progress and really hope to get a detailed in-depth character model for the leads.
For me, it seems like I can't draw an image of TaeKyung in my head at all. Apart from the fact that he doesn't really care about what people think of him, is persistent, straight-forward and curious, I can't picture any more dimensions of him. I wish that the further episodes will shed more light on this. The other 3 characters seem more well rounded, and I'm honestly not a very big fan of Sohee. The chemistry between the leads seem very obscure as of now since TaeKyung is a total blank space where I can't seem to draw any conclusion, but if his character was actually meant to be like that, I'll have to applaud him for his performance.
I'm gonna wait patiently till the end to get a clear picture. Nevertheless, this show has every element to make a great headstart, just hoping they don't mess up.
Though the show doesn't employ a great plot device, it tugs at my heart and makes me smile feeling warm all over like I'm in love. The innocent attraction and realisation that they're both falling hard for each other, the small changes in their expressions that say "I care and I worry" gives me butterflies.
The unspoken lingering affection between them that they're yet to admit to each other is something i can totally relate to. Shi Lei's "I have never cared this much for anyone else" just broke me. His feelings that he might disappoint his mother is raw and vulnerable. Though it's very easy for people to ask others to be proud of themselves and their love, it's not as simple as that in reality. Being a part of LGBTQ+ community is not the main reason for this fear, it just that sometimes when we make decisions in our life, even though parents and loved ones might support us, the shit they are subjected to by the society feels unfair. We feel like we've not made it up to our parents who always stood by our sides. And this feeling of dilemma was clearly exhibited by Shi Lei and I was heartbroken at that point because all I could see was me standing there someday.
Jin Yuchen gradually warming up to Shi Lei and vice-versa was perfectly portayed by the actors and felt fluffy and warm.
Some shots like the one where Jin Yuchen wakes up hugging Shi Lei on the bed and gazes at him, the whole part where Shi Lei scratched his back when he accidentally ate something containing nickel, the final scene of 8th episode where Jin Yuchen hugged Shi Lei to sleep, the breakfast scenes were brilliant and endearing. I could watch this whole thing again just to see many of these specific shots that made me smile and roll around in the bed. I could just keep ranting about how this show made me feel all day and that's how much I love this. Also the fact that SiQi had actually been eyeing Zhao Gang for 6 months gave me a hearty surprise. I'm totally looking forward to watch the next episode, not lying, I wish every day was Thursday
Overall, though the show doesn't have a complicated plot, it's fantastic. Every Thursday has me excited to watch the next new episode and a huge applause to the team for keeping up the tension with their teasers which makes me think of the worst possible senarios and be anxious and curious. Though it might not be the perfect show and every show has it's own disadvantages, it's fun and invigorating to watch.
Conclusion: The show is GrEaT.
So, guess what, you've made me too curious and I'm gonna start reading it. If it's as good as you say, I'll come back and pretend like owe the author money too : )
Whitewashing Taxian-Jun? Seriously? Exactly where in the novel was Taxian-Jun whitewashed? I'm sure they did not even comprehend this masterpiece properly!
Even with the flower of hatred, the greatest emotion Taxian-Jun felt was emptiness and numbness.
All that hatred and anger the flower nurtured left nothing of his good memories, left him no place to turn to when he emptied out the rage within him, left him no fond nostalgia to mull over when he sat in the lonely, cold palace by himself. It devoured every emotion and instance he had been through, left him hollow. There were no tears, no love, no smiles, no excitement, only hatred. But, even then, he could not fathom the thought of letting his shizun die, he could not help but embrace him to sleep, he could not help but bury himself into Chu Wanning's warmth when he returned back from tormenting bloody wars. And still what? Whitewashing him?
I guess people don't understand the fact that reborn MoRan is no other than Taxian-Jun's soul inside a 15 year old version of himself. Without the flower that is. With all the knowledge he possessed he could have wrecked an even greater chaos to the world, but what he chose was peace, to sacrifice himself (when unaware of the truth) for shimei, and that in itself shows his inherent nature, a boy who once picked up earthworms to shield them from rain.
Edit: Mo Ran himself says repeatedly in the book that he could not understand his past self's behaviour after seeing the world again without the flower in him.
I would give it anything to forget that I ever read 2ha just to read it over again and experience the roller-coaster of emotions that I went through the barely 4 weeks it took to complete it, mostly because the story was a lot to take in and I had to take frequent breaks to digest and ruminate the twists, turns and sufferings. At times, I would cry too much, be mentally exhausted because of the mess and would need to recharge my mind before I continue the story. But I loved every moment of the story and would willingly go through all of it again because the story is a masterpiece.
So, though I'm impatient, I'd still wait for however long it takes to just watch HYX, because it means too much to let go.
Please gimme my HYX so that I stop shedding tears of anticipation and start bawling out for Shizun and MoRan T_T