wow the first episode is awesome!! Expecting a lot. The remarraige with brotherin law was weird but ok .. its like "hum apke hain koun remix" but now that its solved .. i love fl ... kinda understand the daughter.. she is a child.. plus daughters often love dads.. unable to comprehend mom's suffereing in childhood. Hope she comes around soon. Learns her lesson and its happy family again. The small kid is so funny.. the way he handed bag to his sister hahahah
If I have to explain now, it would be a bit hard for me.It has been days, plus i have completed season2, its true i hated CX till the end(Almost), like my fav was tian ci but something happened idk what maybe i read so many reviews or what that i calmed down. (I will explain my final feelings for him in last para)
First i will go on to try and explain my emotions in this comment, so like all those moments of him being cruel to her.. from their first fight, to the leg breaking, the way he talked about her, his 180degree change when he knows she is XY. her accepting everything without a claim. Nd to be honest, i read somewhere(Stupid chatgpt) that in the drama she will end up being caged up as the empress in the palace for her duty and helping CX and shiqi will disaapear etc.. So it just made me angry every moment, him using her ..throwing her around at every other guy, to get help. Okay i understand responsibilities etc. then dont be greedy no, if u let go , let go. He just wants to lock her, she has just been helping him around to get power, he wants to grow power etc ..but she just wants a peaceful life for dam sake. Him dragging her back to capital when she was trying to live a new life as a doctor elsewhere, and blackmailing her into living there and not leaving him. Almost forcing her to be the thorn inthe eyes of his concubines.. what did she do? Then attacking the country and not telling her, revealing the origins of her birth. Whatsoever reason. Trying to rob her of everything so she depends on him forever. Being happy that now her reputation ruined so she stay with him... Not wanting her to marry.. when he is reason she is doing it. Letting her get married to a guy she doesnt have feeelings for just coz that guy is his friend. But nt letting her marry the guy she loves.. if u became emperor to save ur sister.. save her no. Then he will hate and harm people who protect her. Nd he is apparently intelligent, how come he doesnt know shiqi is helping him and not the other guy.. Blind. She also played a part in his struggle for power or justice whatever. He became the king and whatnot but her? She was just a person who could be now impriosned if she dares to say anything wrong agaisnt the king. In the novel he tried to kill shiqi, and all that trope(that didnt happen in drama ) but the whole scene. If his queen didnt , he would have. HE did many cruel stuff, but just because he is CX it all becomes right at the end... I pity my other little princess. I cried and cried full season 2 every min.. though i started crying mid of season 1 . My heart ached so much as if being crushed. It was suffocating. Afterall I binge watched the 62 episodes in 3 days .. continously .. the effect was a lot. The attack on her country..it hurt a lot. Maybe later whatever explanantion. The pain of betrayal, the pain of not letting someone who gave her all effort for him to get throne...live her peacefull life. She has chosen a small world for herself. Even she might have loved fangfeng bei after her eart broken by shiqi, she didnt go for him for he is the enemy of CX. She was clear and not confused who to choose.
Truly 3ml was my gulty fav but towards the end, lack of his scenes and almost negligible screen time, faded few of my feelings ..moreover i knew the ending so it wasnt as hurtful to see him die, though i still cried, but I choose to believe in another life, and maybe deep somewhere she loved him... maybe someday she will get to know etc. Though she made the perfect choice i have always longed for the fl to make.A choice for herself. I am prouud of her and the script for giving her ability to choose not fake dreams, but a sweet reality. I was proud of her choices all the way till the end. (though some were childish, i understand her trauma)
So, as u must have seen if not for my dear fl, and 3ml maybe i wouldnt continue but it was becoming hard for me with the way i would muffle cries with a painful heart weeping every now and then, I went to reddit for some peace and to find CX haters. There i read a lot of stuff, some of his haters, some of his supoorters. While the haters words calmed my heart ..especially this one person wrote something along the lines.. "He was a prostitute for the crown" i respect him for his ways..and all good decision...great king. but man i laughed out loud. His fan's perspective made me understand him as well.
Plus the dream seuqnce was so intense .. i was so into the fight scene where she stabbed him and they eating poison flower... it left long impression on my brain. THe ending also.. i was happy with both drama as well as novel ending(except for the fact fl doesnt know what 3ml did) .. i was now happy to see the imaginary slap on that CX face..plus in novel she full cut him off ..serves him right..lost her forver ..blah. But the scenes are still scenes, him gifting her the hair pin and her putting it on her wedding , i loved it how their sibling bond was not shattered, and she still had her elder brother who loves her and protects her, so she will never ever be homeless. It would have been sad if the bond broke.
Anyway sadly, after the drama ...i realised he indeed has good screen time.. man the ml.. left impression. For example.. i kept dreaming of the them for 4-6 days.. And I think i would go over their scenes again and again in my brain. Analysing, maybe coz it was intense, and maybe coz it was incomplete. whatever..
And if we have to talk about my words.. it is inspired by the scene where fl got hurt... she almost died. Like when 3ml gave his one life up for her. like i wnated him to feel that much pain ...me imagined him instead if her ..
3rd ml .. i couldnt comprehend his lot of actions sometimes.. 2nd ml... somewhere i lost touch with him..maybe the child (I feel fl should have helped a bit though i understand her ) 1st ml .... @Kokuto has very nicely explained a few reasons as well
shittiest drama ever.. i was happy and it made me cry, 3 episodes into it... not because of any fucking good reason.. bt cozz there is no need of such a heartless man to beml.. the scene of him trying to whip her, and then saying.. i wont whip a woman in back.. are wives just the property of the husband? Do they not have respect? I have seen it time and agaisn, and now it unbeareable when i see the ml humiliating the fl/wife like she is some servant of his infront of his aides/servants. If u trust and like ur aides so much... marry them, go have kids with them. go and be gay up and front. why pretend. He doesnt respect her, obviously no one else will. Useless piece of shit
Wow! I am in ep 5 mid and its heavy. I usually have the habit of binge watching but i enjoy waiting for each episode more. But I believe i wont survive this one. Its too real and painful. I couldn't complete the 5th episode, thought will die of heart attack. Been binge watching cdramas for 50+ hrs on 3 hr of sleep. Idk if i am doing this for my happiness or my destruction.
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First i will go on to try and explain my emotions in this comment, so like all those moments of him being cruel to her.. from their first fight, to the leg breaking, the way he talked about her, his 180degree change when he knows she is XY. her accepting everything without a claim. Nd to be honest, i read somewhere(Stupid chatgpt) that in the drama she will end up being caged up as the empress in the palace for her duty and helping CX and shiqi will disaapear etc..
So it just made me angry every moment, him using her ..throwing her around at every other guy, to get help. Okay i understand responsibilities etc. then dont be greedy no, if u let go , let go. He just wants to lock her, she has just been helping him around to get power, he wants to grow power etc ..but she just wants a peaceful life for dam sake. Him dragging her back to capital when she was trying to live a new life as a doctor elsewhere, and blackmailing her into living there and not leaving him. Almost forcing her to be the thorn inthe eyes of his concubines.. what did she do? Then attacking the country and not telling her, revealing the origins of her birth. Whatsoever reason. Trying to rob her of everything so she depends on him forever. Being happy that now her reputation ruined so she stay with him... Not wanting her to marry.. when he is reason she is doing it. Letting her get married to a guy she doesnt have feeelings for just coz that guy is his friend. But nt letting her marry the guy she loves.. if u became emperor to save ur sister.. save her no. Then he will hate and harm people who protect her. Nd he is apparently intelligent, how come he doesnt know shiqi is helping him and not the other guy.. Blind. She also played a part in his struggle for power or justice whatever. He became the king and whatnot but her? She was just a person who could be now impriosned if she dares to say anything wrong agaisnt the king. In the novel he tried to kill shiqi, and all that trope(that didnt happen in drama ) but the whole scene. If his queen didnt , he would have.
HE did many cruel stuff, but just because he is CX it all becomes right at the end... I pity my other little princess. I cried and cried full season 2 every min.. though i started crying mid of season 1 . My heart ached so much as if being crushed. It was suffocating. Afterall I binge watched the 62 episodes in 3 days .. continously .. the effect was a lot. The attack on her country..it hurt a lot. Maybe later whatever explanantion. The pain of betrayal, the pain of not letting someone who gave her all effort for him to get throne...live her peacefull life. She has chosen a small world for herself. Even she might have loved fangfeng bei after her eart broken by shiqi, she didnt go for him for he is the enemy of CX. She was clear and not confused who to choose.
Truly 3ml was my gulty fav but towards the end, lack of his scenes and almost negligible screen time, faded few of my feelings ..moreover i knew the ending so it wasnt as hurtful to see him die, though i still cried, but I choose to believe in another life, and maybe deep somewhere she loved him... maybe someday she will get to know etc. Though she made the perfect choice i have always longed for the fl to make.A choice for herself. I am prouud of her and the script for giving her ability to choose not fake dreams, but a sweet reality. I was proud of her choices all the way till the end. (though some were childish, i understand her trauma)
So, as u must have seen if not for my dear fl, and 3ml maybe i wouldnt continue but it was becoming hard for me with the way i would muffle cries with a painful heart weeping every now and then, I went to reddit for some peace and to find CX haters. There i read a lot of stuff, some of his haters, some of his supoorters. While the haters words calmed my heart ..especially this one person wrote something along the lines.. "He was a prostitute for the crown" i respect him for his ways..and all good decision...great king. but man i laughed out loud. His fan's perspective made me understand him as well.
Plus the dream seuqnce was so intense .. i was so into the fight scene where she stabbed him and they eating poison flower... it left long impression on my brain. THe ending also.. i was happy with both drama as well as novel ending(except for the fact fl doesnt know what 3ml did) .. i was now happy to see the imaginary slap on that CX face..plus in novel she full cut him off ..serves him right..lost her forver ..blah.
But the scenes are still scenes, him gifting her the hair pin and her putting it on her wedding , i loved it how their sibling bond was not shattered, and she still had her elder brother who loves her and protects her, so she will never ever be homeless. It would have been sad if the bond broke.
Anyway sadly, after the drama ...i realised he indeed has good screen time.. man the ml.. left impression. For example.. i kept dreaming of the them for 4-6 days..
And I think i would go over their scenes again and again in my brain. Analysing, maybe coz it was intense, and maybe coz it was incomplete. whatever..
And if we have to talk about my words.. it is inspired by the scene where fl got hurt... she almost died. Like when 3ml gave his one life up for her. like i wnated him to feel that much pain ...me imagined him instead if her ..
3rd ml .. i couldnt comprehend his lot of actions sometimes..
2nd ml... somewhere i lost touch with him..maybe the child (I feel fl should have helped a bit though i understand her )
1st ml .... @Kokuto has very nicely explained a few reasons as well
If u trust and like ur aides so much... marry them, go have kids with them. go and be gay up and front. why pretend. He doesnt respect her, obviously no one else will. Useless piece of shit