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I'll be over on the Love u 7 times page lol. This will make the wait less painful. 🤣 see some of u there.

Here's my dedication post of the night for Xiang Liu. The sacrifice he gives Xiao Yao is beyond words. Piercing his heart to revive her. His unspoken love for her is what makes me love him even more. I love Jing and I agree he should be the end game but Xiang Liu is forever my male lead.

Today's episode's was so sad but I gotta say it. Yangzi looked so good in Today's episodes.

And this is why it's so hard to pick 1 couple. We got Jing who is willing to accompany her in death and then we've got Xiang Liu who is willing to go through years of pain to save her.

I knew it was too good to be true. Cdramas always give us 1 episode of happiness and then bam! 20 episodes of hurt next.

Directors be playing too much.
My poor Xiao Yao 😭

Why do I do this to myself. I'm rewatching Xiang Liu/Feng Bei scenes just to fall in love again and then get hurt all over again.

If no one wants you, come to me.

I haven't felt this way about a character in a looooong time. I am fully invested in Xiang Liu/Fengbei and 1000% obsessed with Tan Jianci now.

I love Xiang Liu's cold moody personality and his contrast flirty Feng Bei personality. And to top it off, his unspoken love seals the deal for me. If he sinks, I'm sinking with him.

You know what scene hurts the most? When everyone is enjoying themselves and it cuts to Xiang Liu fighting enemies in his blood stained clothes.

I'm not prepared to lose him later 😭😭😭

Fenglong is too adorable The ways he tries to court Xiao Yao was too cute and perfect.

And my poor Xiang Liu. It's always the ones who act fine that hurt the most. If no one loves you, I'll love you 😭

I personally am glad Jing is the way he is. He adds a different type of spice to the table. He may not be hot and spicy like Xiang Liu but he also adds to the table. It might be boring if they were all the same. I like to see the very contrast dynamics Xiao Yao has with all her leads. They bring different parts of her out that I can appreciate.

With that said, I like my food hot and spicy and so should Xiao Yao 🤣

My last words to Xiang Liu will be "I'm glad I get to die in your arms. I am content." 🤣🤣🤣

The heart wants what the heart wants. And the heart wants every man on every ship 🤣

But forreal, I am prepared to sink with Xiang Liu 🤣

Agree. Tri and Pang's relationship was toxic asf and she gives mean girl vibes.

Omg such a headache. We just got Purim and Tri to makeup and now we've got the parents wanting each other's blood.

But 2 eps left. I'm really hoping for a miracle. I really want Tri and Mata's friend together. I don't want him and Pang. Pang gives mean girl vibes.

And I'm hoping Purim's dad goes to jail. A redemption for him is too easy. I'm not feeling that drama route.

We've known Xiang Liu is not the end game yet we still fall for him. Crazy how love works. That's how I feel about him and Xiao Yao. She's not someone he can love yet he falls for her not for any other reason except for her being herself.

If he didn't have an army and she didn't have Xuan and noone beared any responsibility, I'd wish for them to elope.

Dang it! I'm so invested in Xiang Liu/Fengbei. I've fallen too deep. Fml!

Kdrama is worse than cdrama. Only 2 eps a week while cdrama is 4+. Which I get, cuz less eps but makes the wait so long.

What I'm really waiting for is Legend of Shenli and Kunning Palace.

Oh...I need to finish that. I stopped halfway. This might be a good time to continue 🤣

I'm watching kdrama My Dearest. Started Destined with Bai Jingting. Might watch Uncanny Counter and rewatch Love Between Fairy and devil when I run out of things to watch 🤣

I'm back again. Just wanted to praise how handsome Fengbei was in these last few episodes for like the nth time 🤣

It's always the ones who sacrifice in the background that hurts me most. I so wish XY would know but I get why she won't. But it still pains me that no one sees his sacrifices 😭😭😭