I haven't seen today's epi yet but I agree with most of the things you said. It is quite obvious that she does…
She thought he would be better, but the murdeer of XL was too much. That's when she decided that she still had to fulfill her mission. It was all too painful for her, so she wanted to die as soon as possible, to leave.
Everyone think that Li Su Su said offul things to TJ and she didnt tell him she love him. She said that because she wanted him to hate her to let her die. To not be sad. Her words hurt him but she have other intention by that. She actually dont want him to suffer because she knowed he loves her and she wanted him to stop. Not to look for her anymore. First she is not real YX, she cant stay forever. And also maybe she thinks that her love for him is not right. Because he is "evil".
But off course love can't be stoped like that. She had mission and she must succeed or everything be in vain. Everyone count on her in her real world. And too much died in TJ world. She knowed that her feels dont have happy end. So she also wanted to die to dont feel that pain anymore. To get over with once and for all.
And when she tell she dont want to see him in any life is because she refers to DG and also if she see him that will trigger her feelings again..So for her is better that they dont see each other ever again. To forget...But... We know that will not be the case ...
Her skream told everything...
This is just my point of view I hope somebody thinks the same...
Oh and thats not all. She will be DEMOH QUEEN! Very satisfying to watch...🤮
Yes I think it is! I didn't read the novel. But I saw some comments here like from one week ago. That he TJ or DG will choose BYC. I think that is this. I dont know. I would like to know too!
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But off course love can't be stoped like that. She had mission and she must succeed or everything be in vain. Everyone count on her in her real world. And too much died in TJ world. She knowed that her feels dont have happy end. So she also wanted to die to dont feel that pain anymore. To get over with once and for all.
And when she tell she dont want to see him in any life is because she refers to DG and also if she see him that will trigger her feelings again..So for her is better that they dont see each other ever again. To forget...But... We know that will not be the case ...
Her skream told everything...
This is just my point of view I hope somebody thinks the same...
https://www.instagram.com/reel/Crdkqoqgffb/?igshid=YmMyMTA2M2Y=
See this!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IiT5SNsKRWA
And this on 1:33!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qmOQrSAwI3s&list=LL&index=9