OH MY GOD THE FACT THAT THERE IS A TRANSGENDER CHARACTER HAD ME SO FUCKING HAPPY :') I've never read the manga or anything so I had no idea. *applauds*
Episode three really got me cause I'm a sucka for friendships :')
I literally died. The whole time I was in denial - Like when the wolf game was announces. I was like no way not naha nooooo there is a way out like if they just keep changing wolves so fast the system shuts. And then it happened and I was like watching Kuraba's body hit the floor and I just followed :))))
What I understood, from the end of that one episode, where they almost kisses, is that Adachi kinda sees a future…
The thing about Kurosawa having low expectations to begin with is such a good point. I mean Adachi full on said he didn't hate the kiss, and while Kurosawa was hopeful for a split second, he fell back into the rabbit hole of low expectations.
And I agree (Idk if I showed otherwise) that Kurosawa didn't seem mad but to me rather pained and hopeless I guess. Tired of chasing/liking someone who he believes could never like him.
Adachi's motives confuse the hell outta me, I don't blame Kurosawa for feeling so conflicted that he just had…
What I understood, from the end of that one episode, where they almost kisses, is that Adachi kinda sees a future there. He can see himself liking Kurosawa, so for now, he slowly wants to get to know him better and slowly like him more and more, which is fair especially if you consider he has never dated before so he doesn't know how to navigate that aspect pf his life. Also, it feels like he's never majorly liked anyone before either. I think that episode where he thought Fujisaki liked him illustrated that with Kurosawa he isn't simply flattered. He said he was flattered with Fujisaki, but he also said that something was missing, yet he never thought any of those things with Kurosawa. He didn't even feel flattered necessarily. At first he felt conflicted and then slowly Kurosawa's actions and care began moving Adachi and reaching his heart imo. I also think his growing friendship with Rukkako illustrates that it's not just that he simply appreciate Kurosawa as a friend. Because Rukkako imo is quite a nice guy and appreciates Adachi, yet we can see the difference between the way he acts with either of them. I slightly agree that he should get his shit together and figure it out but it looks like hopefully he might kind in the next episode. So, yeah. Also, I feel like the fact that he reads minds while helps him to get to know Kurosawa better it also hinders him realizing his feelings, because if it were me, I'd think, "do I actually like them or am I being influenced by their thoughts?" you know?
But that's my opinion. Also, totally get Kurosawa being conflicted as hell. I would sadly like to report I have been in a position with mixed signals sent my way haha (didn't end up with that person though unlike the beautiful Kurosawa and the gorgeous Adachi hopefully will. Why the fuck am I sharing my life story lol). Yeah okay so that's it for my ramblings xD
What would you feel if it will be an open sad ending? That Vlad's fear of being an instrument that triggers someone…
My trust issues would definitely deepen and I would be very very hesitant to watch any drama ever again or leave bed but all in all is good. What about you?
My favorite things about today's episode (episode 6) -listed below in the spoiler tag if anyone is curious. What…
- "I just want to be in charge of the ending." - Finding out why Vlad doesn't like getting his hair ruffled. It is a reminder of a painful memory, and rather than being a sort of comfort, to him, it implies an upcoming goodbye, separating from those who he loves. YET, in this episode, a little by little, he lets Karl ruffles his hair, which as a youtube comment pointed out, it shows how he is letting him in. - Just Karl's whole backstory. He has literally been living someone else's life, someone else's dream. Even his name isn't really his name. How he doesn't feel like he has control or ownership in anything in his life (including for god's sake his name). Before then, he couldn't even dance freely the way he wants. I think this is why he was so enamored with Vlad when he first say him as he danced in episode 1. He admired and I am guessing hoped to be able to dance as freely. - "I don't want to think anymore" and THAT KISS. And the soft ass cuddles at the end of the episode, and how they both learned each other's backstory. It made me all soft and mellow. So damn sweet. - I mean I feel like this one goes without saying but the whole dance scene. Both Karl dancing on his own, in a feminine way - unleashing himself, and how they danced together. Also, I loved how this time, it was Vlad peering in and seeing Karl dancing and falling for it. Such a great parallel to the first episode. - JUDIT. Need I say more? Probably not. But I will. I loved that Judit is flawed. That when she was a kid she fucked up. I love how she apologized. I love how she apologized for apologizing so late. I love how her voice was breaking through her apology. I also love how, in the car, she noticed that while Vlad and Karl aren't together, they clearly have some feeling for each other. I think her telling Vlad to go gave him the final push to have the courage to let himself be vulnerable again, to fall in love again. I also love what she said - something like "If you get hurt, we'll deal with it later." Because really, that's what life is about dude. - How Vlad and Karl were getting close and cute at the credits in the end you know? That whole credits thing is a great indication of their relationship and I admire the brilliance. - "You are entitled to a love that lets you dance without fear and shame."
So yeah. BRILLIANT doesn't even begin to cover it.
OH MY GOD THE FACT THAT THERE IS A TRANSGENDER CHARACTER HAD ME SO FUCKING HAPPY :') I've never read the manga or anything so I had no idea. *applauds*
*cries in single*
And I agree (Idk if I showed otherwise) that Kurosawa didn't seem mad but to me rather pained and hopeless I guess. Tired of chasing/liking someone who he believes could never like him.
But that's my opinion. Also, totally get Kurosawa being conflicted as hell. I would sadly like to report I have been in a position with mixed signals sent my way haha (didn't end up with that person though unlike the beautiful Kurosawa and the gorgeous Adachi hopefully will. Why the fuck am I sharing my life story lol). Yeah okay so that's it for my ramblings xD
- Finding out why Vlad doesn't like getting his hair ruffled. It is a reminder of a painful memory, and rather than being a sort of comfort, to him, it implies an upcoming goodbye, separating from those who he loves. YET, in this episode, a little by little, he lets Karl ruffles his hair, which as a youtube comment pointed out, it shows how he is letting him in.
- Just Karl's whole backstory. He has literally been living someone else's life, someone else's dream. Even his name isn't really his name. How he doesn't feel like he has control or ownership in anything in his life (including for god's sake his name). Before then, he couldn't even dance freely the way he wants. I think this is why he was so enamored with Vlad when he first say him as he danced in episode 1. He admired and I am guessing hoped to be able to dance as freely.
- "I don't want to think anymore" and THAT KISS. And the soft ass cuddles at the end of the episode, and how they both learned each other's backstory. It made me all soft and mellow. So damn sweet.
- I mean I feel like this one goes without saying but the whole dance scene. Both Karl dancing on his own, in a feminine way - unleashing himself, and how they danced together. Also, I loved how this time, it was Vlad peering in and seeing Karl dancing and falling for it. Such a great parallel to the first episode.
- JUDIT. Need I say more? Probably not. But I will. I loved that Judit is flawed. That when she was a kid she fucked up. I love how she apologized. I love how she apologized for apologizing so late. I love how her voice was breaking through her apology. I also love how, in the car, she noticed that while Vlad and Karl aren't together, they clearly have some feeling for each other. I think her telling Vlad to go gave him the final push to have the courage to let himself be vulnerable again, to fall in love again. I also love what she said - something like "If you get hurt, we'll deal with it later." Because really, that's what life is about dude.
- How Vlad and Karl were getting close and cute at the credits in the end you know? That whole credits thing is a great indication of their relationship and I admire the brilliance.
- "You are entitled to a love that lets you dance without fear and shame."
So yeah. BRILLIANT doesn't even begin to cover it.
What are your favorite things about today's episode?