On In Your Radiant Season • Mar 1, 2026
Title In Your Radiant Season
hey guys, I'm back here again... I don't watch kdramas anymore but im writing here because idk I feel confused and sad helpless today.... i wasn't planning to watch this perticular drama but when I started watching this... Somehow it became the reality for me... Now long story short... im in love with a guy who lost his ex girlfriend in Covid back in 2020... he hasn't moved on from her... But the thing is I've confessed to him that I love him... He says he loves me too asked me to never leave by his side... All hopeless couple shit... We're not in a relationship yet due to some personal reasons... but we talk daily since after mahashivratri... but today... he said something.. he had an alumni meet today so he was tired but he said ''hes scared and he still feels like he's cheating on his ex'' I don't have any problem regarding his ex... If i was in his situation i would have done the same but I'm also in a similar situation as his the only difference is he's still alive while his ex died in Covid... it seems like god took both of them just so that we can meet... But we both also still somehow connected to our past lovers... Ik ik I've said that I'm in love with this current guy but it's only me who's sure about him... Oh he has also said he can't feel the same feelings for anyone anymore... and he also talks to me only... In conclusion it's complicated... ik... whatever happens i won't leave by his side ... Just so you know... i know Shreyan you won't read this or know about it,... I am not here to replace her but to love you... I won't be taking her place i promise... I will always love you by being me and not her.... you deserve nothing but happiness... I couldn't write these in the notes app so I'm writing it here... I love you and I'll always never not love you... I bet if aishi really loved you wherever she is now she would have wanted to see you happy...!
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