I love angst and toxicity. The right kind. The one that i thing is the right kind. Like where a character takes another for granted, who is obviously shamelessly doormatishly in love with the selfish character, for 12 episodes. But then that character, the doormat, becomes the shoe and keeps stepping on the selfish ahole character's love realization for at least 4 episodes and then they get together or don't. I don't care if it's the decision of the former doormat. yes, i have weird taste like that. That's why I watched Full House, the K version several times in spite of its characters having chalk and cheese chemistry. That story attracts me. And yes, if someone is wondering, maybe someone hurt me and i like to pet a grudge unhealthily.
Now coming to this show. This kept me in an emohazardous toxic rut, and I can't say i hated it. I hate the characters. Hated Ming for being Ming and hated Joe for being Joe. Not even talking about Tong. Who's he? Both Ming and Joe had no character growth till the end. No, those redeeming episodes were ill-suited accessories cut pasted in the middle. I don't care about them. If Ming changed for better, he would've let Joe go and be happy. And if Joe changed for better, he'd've let himself free from Ming and started a new life, f^cked a few new guys. Instead, they kept frustratingly cyclically boiling in the toxic shit. Ming was so gross that I felt sick at certain times. He was evil. And Joe loved horns.
However, I will rewatch this. Why? Cos i am a helpless toxicity addict when it's going my way like I said before. And can you believe how breathtakingly brilliantly these two actors acted? And how painfully irresistible their chemistry was. Like, I loved Up the moment I saw his acting in Lovely writer. But Poom. Where had he been all my almost a year BL watching life? How was he making me wanna hurl a truck at Ming just with his eyes. I can see the bones of his pain from his expressions. i Love him. How to not watch when these 2 were killing me and it with their acting? How?
Ok. I get Oab's conflict with Suay as Sailub is quite effectively showing it with his expressions, but I don't support not clearing the situation to her. Not cool. Pa's health condition or whatever. I am in love with someone else, is all it takes.
I am watching Sailub and thinking I wanna see him in something really artsy and classy like on the level of ITSAY or something, with his mature acting and expressions.
And also I am crying why he doesn't have 50 drams already that i can devour.
Now coming to this show. This kept me in an emohazardous toxic rut, and I can't say i hated it. I hate the characters. Hated Ming for being Ming and hated Joe for being Joe. Not even talking about Tong. Who's he? Both Ming and Joe had no character growth till the end. No, those redeeming episodes were ill-suited accessories cut pasted in the middle. I don't care about them. If Ming changed for better, he would've let Joe go and be happy. And if Joe changed for better, he'd've let himself free from Ming and started a new life, f^cked a few new guys. Instead, they kept frustratingly cyclically boiling in the toxic shit. Ming was so gross that I felt sick at certain times. He was evil. And Joe loved horns.
However, I will rewatch this. Why? Cos i am a helpless toxicity addict when it's going my way like I said before. And can you believe how breathtakingly brilliantly these two actors acted? And how painfully irresistible their chemistry was. Like, I loved Up the moment I saw his acting in Lovely writer. But Poom. Where had he been all my almost a year BL watching life? How was he making me wanna hurl a truck at Ming just with his eyes. I can see the bones of his pain from his expressions. i Love him. How to not watch when these 2 were killing me and it with their acting? How?
And also I am crying why he doesn't have 50 drams already that i can devour.
Me: Hmm