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estar i knew Harutora was running away cause it was his 1st time & he was getting cold feet not cause he didn't want too - he really is adorable. but Sui just makes me cringe & i am kinda over that mask of his, like r u kidding me - at least in that room he can remove it. so was happy that when he invited Harutora for a meal he removed it - finally!. also would say glad he stood-up for himself but the dude takes ages to spit sh*t out that i just can't be bothered to watch so i just skipped that part. *****************the only reason i aint dropping this is cause i aint got anything else to do & this kinda falls on the weekend so got time to waste
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A Winter Sun Wakes the Wind in Spring Hills' Dream Episode 16
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will admit that a lot of the symbolism went over my head, but i did appreciate that we saw a glimpse of almost every character, so we had a general idea of their "life"... for some it was happy, other's was normal & then some were sad. even though idk if u can say that in Shi Yuhao's case (yes to most people someone deciding to end their own life is sad), but for the person deciding to go through with this act it's one of peace - coming to terms with the fact that living wasn't an option & death would give them the out they needed. that's why he met up with Qing Lang & why he looked very clam for the 1st time in this BL & him releasing the vid of his last conversation with Sister Lan & choosing the same day (she died) to put an end to his own life, shows that on top of the despair, he was also carrying around a lot of guilt. ***************************************************************i didn't like him from the start & there wasn't a moment where i warmed up to him, even a little - so i would be a hypocrite & suddenly "cry" at his end. but i genuinely didn't read the depth of his despair in this ep & it is sad when any human makes this type of choice, cause u understand they were in pain - soul crushing pain & couldn't turn to anyone for help - that's freakin sad. for the rest (the 2 couples) they got a happy ending & am happy for them. but idk why the vibe is somber at the end of this & it's not cause this is the last ep - it's cause the sad "bits" somehow r dominating in my mind & i can't shake them off - so am happy for the mains & the side couple. but am sad for Wenshu, Qing Tian & even unlikeable little sh*t that was Shi Yuhao.
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well this wasn't as tough a watch in comparison to the previous ep & even though i laughed & smiled a lot throughout this, i wont say i am a happy camper, given the end the bad-guy's met in this. considering what they did throughout this series, i think it was light in comparison to the hell they put so many nameless wanna be actors.... so watching their ending's, felt meeh... & i am the one that said that even if i saw them suffer while their flesh melted off their bones, it wouldn't make me happy, as that wouldn't come close to the suffering they caused countless innocents. ************************************************************am happy Two-O survived, even though given how those vultures were looking at him & Songphon's MO i am shocked he was kept around until the cop's could come rescue him. same with Sky not getting a worse treatment, but that was a blessing in disguise, given what he had already been through - so wont nitpick at how illogically those plotlines were wrapped up. *********btw Bank/Sunny's warp up was also eye-roll inducing, he chose his new profession(!) like r u kidding me?!? which wasn't that different then what he was doing for the "sponsors' all throughout his rise to fame. so now he chose the OF route, the fact we saw him crying means what? given his personality he might be down, but he aint out & he will not only find a way to survive but to thrive, like he has always done. this a fitting punishment given everything he did? really??? plz *********************************& the mains revenge - another halfassed conclusion if u ask me - given all the lives sacrificed until Jay/Arthur decided to come forth & put an end to Kongkit & the rest of the board member's evil ways. so yeah cute ending & yet not satisfying at all, not given the evil we have seen throughout this. bummer
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A Winter Sun Wakes the Wind in Spring Hills' Dream Episode 13
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i feel blindsided by this ep - ironically watching the brother's bond made me finally notice the younger brother & even want to see how things develop with Wen Shu & given Qing Tian's "give me time" & the hand holding i was sure that, that meant he needed time to heal & get over his heartache so he could return Wen Shu feelings - something he was aware off just wasn't in the right state of mind to reciprocate... so even though i had this weird feeling since a few ep's back where the brother's talked & given Qing Tian's response, i had a feeling the sec his 1st love died in the hospital he would follow... after his encouraging words to Wen Shu i was reassured that they would have a future - & then he rushed up the mountain & disappeared. i am so freakin confused as to what happened... was that by choice or did something happen up there?!? idk if i will ever really find out - adds to this weird feeling of not knowing what's up or down. also now have a bad feeling that no one is gonna get a happy ending in this BL - idk why but that's how i feel after this ep ugh. *******************************************************************also shocked that Han Lu could turn that "sponsor" down without suffering any repercussions, as the reason he did go to that guys bed in the previous ep was cause he threatened his management company & Hao Yu. so why this time the threat didn't hold any weight?!? i didn't get that -
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OMG but i am seeing RED, as is this ep was brutal & very very freakin hard to sit through, but what the f*ck is wrong with Sun?!? does he believe he is f*ckin superman that he can take on thugs that r bigger, meaner & harder then him?!??? & he keeps endangering people & sorry not sorry but Two-O let alone Sky's blood is on his hands! if they don't survive this sh*t. ************as is from the start his idea for revenge sound moronic & childish to me, but i thought that maybe the author had some grand scheme & that i wasn't seeing the 'big picture' that would get reveled as this BL progressed. so far both leads talk & act big, but r in above their heads. the fact that Sun even at this stage didn't see fit to clue Sky or Kajorn in on how dangerous Songphon, let alone Sunny & Kongkit r is mindboggling to me. **********************************************************************************& after what Two-O was put through he basically told him to go back into the lions den??? for f*ckin revenge - like r u serious?!???? i am so so angry & ironically i am angry at the good-guy's cause they r so stupid. how many people r dead that they know off, cause of the bad-guys? yet they think that they r the ones that gonna get what - justice / "revenge"?!? cause they got power? smarts? more money?!? what??? in which world this seem logical??? to both the pea brained leads OMG. *******************************************************************************************************************************************************i am f*ckin furious.... don't think there is anything salvageable given how this ep went, there is nothing that will make me happy - not even if for ep 10, the majority of the ep i see Kongkit, Sunny, Wave, Songphon & all his thugs go up in flames, hear they scream & beg for mercy - i wont be happy cause it wont make up for the suffering of so many that i had to witness - i am seeing red & if i had known this would get this dark, i would've avoided this BL like the plague! this is why sometimes i wait for sh*t to get completed so i know more & can decide if i should watch it or not ugh.
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this is good but also freakin frustrating... the way the end scene was dragged out i wanted to flip the table - like come on. i get Sun went with those guys cause he wanted to see what they were up too & if they were the once doing Sunny's bidding. but once he got into that room why not walk out before he was put into that position. & sorry - like i really like Kajorn but i wouldn't get my ass beat for him & for sure wouldn't let someone molest me in anyway for him. so i don't get why he has become Sun's achilles heel - kinda frustrating. **************************************************************************************also find it weird that Sunny's got so much power that he can ruin not only a newcomers life but he can endanger any actor's & manager's positions in that company - what he sleeping with the boss?!?? *********************************************************i really like Kajorn, Sky & (of course) Sun but looks like they got a tough road ahead & ironically the big-bad-guy is Sunny?!? ********************************************************************************************************************************************side note: was wondering (given how the ep started) was Sun shocked into not reacting when Jay punched him on the roof-top cause he finally recognized him to be the same guy he saved & then f*cked? is that why he let Jay punch him???
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to me this was a sad ending - cause even though LuFeng was made out to be the main bad-guy, he was anything but(!) if anything IMO Xiao Chen was the main bad-guy & totally unworthy of LuFeng by the end. ****************************************idk about the Bipolar disorder diagnosis, but given his upbringing & that abusive ass father, i aint shocked that he was traumatized & had a distorted way of interoperating love & affection. that's why their "1st time", their relationship in general was such a disaster - that's also why LuFeng wasn't just "in love" he was obsessed with Xiao Chen & at some point infatuation turned into addiction & LuFeng couldn't quit, even though he knew Xiao Chen wasn't doing him good - if anything his seeking out professional help, means he knew that his feelings where Xiao Chen was concerned had turned toxic & were harming him, which ultimately could cause him to harm Xiao Chen. *******************************************************************************Xiao Chen on the other hand IS the main bad-guy cause he was to self-involved & comfortable in his passive role, where he didn't have to do anything but sit & wait for LuFeng to be the aggressor, the pursuer, the wooer, the apologizer & the beggar... while he sat on his throne of silence watching the LuFeng come begging on his knees time & time again, offering his heart for Xiao Chen to stomp on. & that's what he did, time & time again. when push came to shove & he needed to voice his POV what did he do? ran - he loved running ensuring LuFeng, who was already on the verge (cause of his father) would go over & he did. who wouldn't break after what LuFeng has been put through from the start of this BL???? We can't push people to the breaking point, and then blame them for breaking!!! ******************************************************************************************so, no i aint happy with this ending, cause the healthy option would be LuFeng getting the help he needed & like any addicted calling quits on his "fix" = Xiao Chen. LuFeng got help, but what about Xiao Chen??? what happens when the next hurdle comes along & he run as is his MO, then LuFeng will relapse & find himself in a close ward again??? what kind of "happily ever after" is that??? so i think this is a sad ending. as all that medication & threaphy didn't help LuFeng call it quilt's where Xiao Chen is concerned. *******************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************this had a lot of promise, but that's cause i didn't get the plot & what i was really seeing, i thought this would be along the lines of To My Shore, this isn't & the bad-guy get's to eat his cake & keep it too. & don't get me started on the side couple - they were like old milk - as the ep's progressed i found both annoying & off putting. ugh - good acting but this BL was a let down given the ending & how it progressed
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Wishing upon the Shooting Stars Episode 11
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WTF... not enough that ending - the preview isn't much better. so is it safe to assume the mains don't make it?!??? idk what to think, after what i saw in this ep. regarding the 2nd couple i wasn't that elated either. leave how Li Wan Zhe treated his bff (ok he doesn't remember him), & yet to wish a human just disappear & he had the balls to tell He Xiang Yong, he was being selfish - like r u kidding me??!? but even before the fight, i didn't like his approach to getting bind drunk & bedding Hamaguchi, what in the hopes it would change his mind & he would stay?!? btw i don't buy Hamaguchi being the bottom, unless they switched then it would make sense. but Li Wan Zhe is a selfish ass, so not shocked. ***************************************************************maybe cause of that i wasn't that into the NC scene, even though i still think Hamaguchi is freakin hot & when he kisses i melt lol.
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that ending was sweet, even though i guess after all the gaslighting Xiao Chen has lived through, he can't see that Lu Feng is still the same guy, who loved/loves him. which kinda breaks my heart, cause if they communicated, they could save themselves all the heartache & misunderstanding in the future, that will turn their relationship into a toxic one - but then this wont be what it's meant to be. ****************************************************************************************************************but before that, guess i am the only one that is really pissed at the whole messed-up triangle at the start, where poor Xiao Chen was getting manipulated by his younger brother & the guy his younger brother wasn't ready to accept (yet) as his words & his actions were contradictory. also he was up in arms when his brother was with Lu Feng, but now he's A-ok that his brother is gonna date Qin Lang - how that work?!?? ******************************************************************************************& Qin Lang telling Xiao Chen his brother really loves/cares for him, cause he puts him before even himself - i laughed out loud at that farcical statement - the f*cker is acting out of guilt!! he lied & gaslit his brother into believing Lu Feng was just paying with him & has moved on. now he feels guilty that he hid the message - he sees his brother is still suffering ,his way to make penance is to give him Qin Lang??? kinda give him... cause he really wants Qin Lang to himself, but how can he accept him / accept being gay after how he treated his own brother?!? insulted him saying he wasn't normal, didn't allow him to contact the one he loved..??!? while Qin Lang only has eyes for him & might as well treat Xiao Chen like air, when the younger brother is around(!)the fact Xiao Chen isn't catching on, is cause he is in a world of his own (a world of pain) not even half way through this ep & i wanna knee both the younger sibling & Qin Lang in the balls - they acting like they r making this grand sacrifice - like they r the ones suffering, when the one who is being played & insulted is Xiao Chen - they treating him like a moron. ************the scene where he finds out & doesn't even react/care - like he is numb - little wonder, given how his world got shattered when he was ripped apart from the only one he loved. this so sad, that i really have no place in my heart for the 2nd couple. the younger sibling is the worst, at least in Lu Feng's sisters case, she didn't lie to her brother & kept trying to manipulate him after the fact, like Yi Chen has done to his older brother all to appease his own guilt
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Absolute Value of Romance Episode 12
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they finally solved the Ji-a issues & next ep we gonna have Eui Ju problems... poor Ga U Su he can't rest lol he might run away to the US just to get away from his homeroom students. but liked how the issue between Go Ya & Eui Ju, Go Ya made the 1st move &then they met in the middle. nice -
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it's sad to see how broken Akira is cause of his groomer, the sad part he thinks of him as his salvation - while any hang-up's he has as a consequence r all on him. this shows how bad the "relationship" with Yoichi really was for him mentally. as it didn't heal the scars or build any self worth or self love, they just perverted his POV of what compassion & comforter were, to him Yoichi is his savior, the only one that understood & accepted him in-spite of his shortcomings - cause he was in a similar boat. so even though he didn't love him, he was ok with the physically comfort he offered/took... this freakin sad & seeing the pedo in the preview isn't helping me clam down the rage i feel at this whole scenario.
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other then that whole mess with the kidnapping this was a cute ep - Dindin & Tawan rlike two bunny rabbits they r always on each other, it's kinda hilarious. personally not my cup of tea & i just fast-forward their scenes. with Nabnueng & Sailom i was kinda shocked how fast Sailom was ready to move to the next step in their relationship, just a few eps back he couldn't stand anyone touching him, but now he is ready to go all the way. idk how i feel about that - but i did love seeing Sailom's smile. am happy for the pair & was happier when the unexpected guest was shown the door - ***********************************************Yanin got a pair of balls on her, she really think after rejecting Nabnueng & choosing a job over him, he would be waiting for her to come back? how long was he supposed to wait 1 yr? 10? the audacity. but loved that Nabnueng didn't play games & didn't mince words, he introduced her to his new bf & told her to respect his choice - dude a green flag. ********************************sadly being a green flag, i knew he would also help his sister - the fact both his parents abandoned him, to then continue living together & have another kid - not once in all the time he was alive thinking maybe they should reach out & offer some kind of peace offering cause of what they did in their youth, nope - they just thought of him when their daughter needed something from him. wow i wouldn't be this giving.
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Duang is beautiful & adorable, but i don't like his friends - idk why people like to pick on one person in their friend group & it's cool cause it's all in jest - it's annoying. & they kept telling him that he is unworthy of Qin, as if he is better then him in any way shape or form. sorry but Duang way better looking then Qin in my eye's (he does have one hell of a voice - will give him that) & the major plus is his personality. he is loveable, sweet, charming & funny that makes him more then a 10. whether Qin justified or not to have a chip on his shoulders is yet to be seen, but for now he just comes off as a snob that's full of himself & cause he has guys falling over their own two feet to get at him, he can act like his sh*t doesn't smell. & the bummer is that, this is the theme of this BL. so i will have to stomach Duang running after Qin groveling at his feet until he accepts him (which he will after playing hard to get to death), cause Duang in the MC. *************************************************************************side note: a ton of good looking guys in this BL - always welcome the eye candy. but Duang shines above the rest freakin adorable puppy.
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Goddess Bless You from Death Episode 13
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this was such a great show, until the last 2 eps - idk what i am feeling. was annoyed at the 1st half, mildly interested in the 2nd & the last part was eye-roilingly boring. also the fact the main bad-guy, not getting his comeuppance (& sorry a bunch of ghosts crowding him, is not that satisfying's in the least.... same with nothing happening to King's dad - like WTF. ***********************but this was good on a whole
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Goddess Bless You from Death Episode 10
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after almost 2 weeks of waiting finally ep 10 - poor Thup, not only realizes the ghost always helping him is his mother, but in that moment he realizes she wasn't just dead, she was sacrificed & the most likely suspect is his father., who tossed her aside the sec she gave birth to him & she saved him from a similar fate - bet all this info hit him like a ton of bricks. idk how i would deal with even what i mentioned, let alone the fact that the same "father" has been murdering who knows how many for decades now. this a crazy plot - **********************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************also was wrong & Attikun's son wasn't a cop (i.e Mek...lol) but the youtuber Bom?!? i don't even know if we heard all their names when Singha brought them in the last time they trespassed. but am guessing it was the one that used the baseball bat... & what was that rash? his curse acting up? cause if he is Attikun son that was sicky - his sickness wasn't skin related - right?? been so long i forgot & am too lazy to search for the info. *******************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************btw i wish Singha threatened to go viral with how corrupt King's father really is, heck those crazy worshiper at Santi house knew what's up - but i guess if he did that, he for sure would lose his job.
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